GRRRRRRRR. I hate PI.

Final submission by this Friday latest. I can't wait for this year to end. That means no PI.
But that'll be like a million days away can.. )):

Okayokay. Have tons of HW left. And tmr got CG outing. Bowling. Mr Cha treating. (:


you make me smile
you make me cry
but deep inside i know just why
becuase i love you.
i really do
till death do us part.
let our love be strong and true

Stayed at home the entire day today. Chiong-ed all my HW laa. HAHA.

Let's see. I did: 4 GP articles. 5 question of Maths tutorial, Econs E-learning crap and errrrr. OHMY that's all. HAHA. Seriously I don't know how I can spend the whole day just doing these few things laa. ): What have I been doing. Mopping around the house. Argh. I should start revising can.

And Filza darling: Now you're openly scolding me unglamly on my tagboard!!! HAHAHA. You're so cute can.

18 days is all that's needed. That's so amazing.

HAHA. Filza told me this on MSN.


HUG BANDIT youarethereasonwhyismile says:
HAHA. felicia go and die ah, put those retarded pe pics on your blog! hahaha

http://sweetundyinglove.blogspot.com \\ You'll always be the sun in my sky. says:
HAHAHA

http://sweetundyinglove.blogspot.com \\ You'll always be the sun in my sky. says:
how can you ask me to go and die

HUG BANDIT youarethereasonwhyismile says:
HAHAA! lol. imagine me putting a pic of u lying down so unglamly in MY BLOG!

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This is so so funny. SORRY FILZA!! =p

Today was quite a fruitful day.
Went to visit Puay Kai in hospital. That poor guy went for operation ytd coz of some problems with his lungs. Filza, Jean, Hiang Ling, Daniel MR CHA and I went.
It was so so funny. We met Hiang Ling and Mr Cha at Outram MRT. Then we kept laughing and laughing coz of stupid things. Filza was like a laughing monster and her laughter is so so contagious.

Puay Kai looked damn weak. So poor thing laa. ): GET WELL SOON!!

Yepp. After that we took mrt down to TM. [Thanks to Filza, we had to take mrt instead of taking Mr Cha's car. Coz Filza didn't tell him how many ppl going, so he took mrt instead of driving. haha!] Went Pizza hut. Ordered lots and lots and lots of food. AND MR CHA PAID EVERYTHING LAA. So so so so nice of him!!! Felt really bad, but ya. We talked and blah and played 7-up to determine who eats the remaining things. HAHA!

I never kena anything. ((: Thank God. Coz lemons were included in part of the forfeit too. Look:


MR CHA!! HAHHA. Quite blur. Coz he was trying to get me not to take. :p


Us. At pizza hut. (:

Ohya. I'm so so glad I'm not taking PE during NAPFA period can.


See the horrors of PE. haha! Came across these pics in my phone.

Kinda glad we went to visit Puay Kai today. Fun fun fun. (:


It’s gonna be love
It's gonna be great
It’s gonna be more than I can take
It’s gonna be freeI
t's gonna be real
It’s gonna change everything I feel
It’s gonna be sad
It's gonna be true
It’s gonna be me, baby
It’s gonna be you, baby
It’s gonna be
It's gonna be love

Mmm. School was quite slack today. Had chem make-up SPA today after school. Quite easy. Yepp. And Ms Choo gave back our chem test. Got Subpass can. HAHAHA. But it's better than my previous chem test during PAE.
And Ms Choo was telling us how we must buck up and blah blah. Yesyes. I know. I really should start working harder laa. ): Been slacking a lot.

So I shall promise I'll start working harder. And yea. Aim to pass all my upcoming tests. Been failing everything. ): Hahaha. But ya. That's what most ppl are doing. You should see our physics Lecture Test grades. About 70% of the cohort ungraded can. HAHA.

Ohya. On Wed during council elections Filza and I were taking random photos and being bored. We even wanted to send this thing we wrote to random ppl using bluetooth. HAHAHA.

Today's the sweetest day in my entire life. Really enjoyed myself. Love this feeling.

All I want is just one moment more

HAHA. Stayed back after school for tug-of-war. Colloseum laa. Stupid stupid. Made us come back again coz the last time postponned coz of the rain.
Mug at atrium. Managed to do maths tutorial. (:

AND it was raining when nearing the reporting time. So we were all like: "If postpon again we're not going to come laa." But in the end it was still on coz the rain stopped. yepyep. Stupid house com made us wait like idiots and told us they have to set up the thing. Like WTH. How hard issit to just provide a rope lahh! So retarded. I so hate their system can. So screwed and disorganised and blah blah blah.
AND IN THE END - We didn't play. HAHA. And the funny part is:
We still won the thing. And going to the finals and compete with J2s sometime soon.
Simply coz our opponents did not turn up. lol! It's so so so amusing.

After that hanged around with Keyi and Melvin, who were like trying to mug. BUT hahaha. Melvin did 1 question only, [and seemed proud of it] and Keyi copied 1 question of my tutorial and attempted one and a half of another.

Ohya. Was feeling rather happy today. MUCH better than ytd. Ytd was like the worst day of my life. Today Filza and I were laughing a lot. Which is good. (: And we realised sth about us and we thought there's sth wrong with us. lol. Ah wells. Who cares laa. As long as we're happy ppl.

Yep. Finally finished my PI. I can't wait for next Fri when we finally hand up everything. Then again, still have GPP. or issit GGP. whatever lah.

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again-

Pffft.

I seriously can't stand this. This sadness is stiffling me. And I so feel like crying.

I should seriously get out of this moody environment. It is so contagious.

Being sad and moody is BAD. Yesyes. It's making me feel so weird and sad and frustrated and blah.

And yes. If Pang is nice enough to take over tug-of-war for me tmr, maybe I'll feel less sad. HAHA. Really.

Okayyy. I should start smiling!! Eat chocolates. Sighh.

Please don't break my heart anymore. I can't take it.

It was such an emo day today.

Yesyes. After chem mock SPA Filza and I were like chanting: "Why am I so dumb." HAHA. Seriously. I wonder what went wrong with my readings can. Ahhh.

And yea. Pang was being irritating and kept saying: "Only Felicia can [do this do that] to me." Don't know what crap he talking also laa. Thank God I refused to sit next to him and poor Filza was beside him.
Emo-ness dragged for the whole afternoon. Yep. Filza and Jean were feeling v. moody and everything. Don't know what happened laa. Then I also kena influenced. And there's this point when I seriously felt like crying for no reason. HAHA. Okayyy. I'm weird at times. But ya. Just felt this strong wave of sadness sweeping past.

Ohyes. I have a new dear. [deer] -points to JinJian. HAHAHA. So funny. He said he'll be a dear to me. And yea. I rather have a deer. -puts fingers up to head.

Got this from filza's blog:
- know what? Jin Jian was a deer and treated me to a drink just now. Pang was a deer as well and treated Jean, Fel and me to a drink last friday. THANKS DEERS. so sweet of you. Let's see who the next DEER will be. -

We love our deers. :D So ya. Be one too and we'll appreciate it a lot.

And Fad came back to MJ!! HAHA. (: At least her cheery side managed to cheer us up a little. Yepyep.
UNSW was rubbish. Mmm. Quite okay but then didn't complete a few questions laa. Don't care. And there was this stupid phone behind in someone's bag which kept ringing and ringing. YES. Ringing out loud can. Jean, Filza and I were laughing laa.

After UNSW went home. Yepp. Enjoyed myself. I think that was the only time I'm not sad. ((:

TKGS choir had their SYF today.
And....

THEY CLINCHED GOLD WITH HONOURS.
at least according to Fawn.

I'm so so so so so proud of my darling juniors!!! You've all done the school proud laa!! ((:
This proves that with hard work, anything is possible. (:
Really really proud of you people. <3 I MISS MY GAY FRIENDS LIKE FAWN, YINQI AND KENDRA!!! Yesyes. I miss all of them.
And yea. It's really quite depressing to think that our year didn't get GWH. BUT actually we got it laa. Just that we had this extra 1 person [so exceed limit and kena deducted points] in the end we dropped to a gold. Everyone were crying like hell. Yepp. It's really really saddening.

I miss choir! I miss singing my heart out. ):
But ah wells. TKGS got GWH!! Ohmy. I'm really really happy. ((:

Spent the afternoon with MY DARLING Stella!! And I really really do miss her a lot. Went Sakae at Bugis Junction. Along the way we saw...


Mediacorp ppl filming some variety show. HAHA.

Yepyep. Lunch was nice. The bill was pretty nice too. LOL.



Went to walk around after that. Bought some things. (:

((: AND I finally did some productive work laa. Mmm. I read through functions just now. Later going to read up on graphics techniques. Tmr test. RAH.

Had an emo night ytd. But it's not anyone's fault, seriously. I don't want you to blame yourself, that's why I don't like to tell you when I'm sad coz of this issue. I understand the limitations. So please, don't blame yourself. I'm alright already and I will be as long as I have you.

stood right by me
through the tears through everything.

Mmm. Stayed in school to study on Thurs. Stella came back to MJ. Then she borrowed Wan Jing's uniform so that we can go library and study. Yepp. Miss her loads. (: Left at 5.05pm while they stayed on. Heard from Timo that they went downtown east till like 10pm+. Wish I can be like them - stay out so late and blah without getting naggings. My parents should just give me more freedom can.


Stella, Me and Wan Jing. I miss the times we had during PAE. ):

Ohyes. We had to come early on Thurs right. Know what the person made us do. He just took attendance and said: "I'm not going to make you all do make-up PE. blah blah blah blah blah."

....... *speechless*

Saw this thing in the morning at the atrium. Damn scary. HAHA.


Friday after school went to St. Hilda's errr. sth sth. Some place where old ppl come every monday and friday to gather and play bingo. HAHA. According to Filza, old people are cute. And yes. They really are. (: Quite fun laa. Enjoyed myself.


They're so lovable. (:

Ohyes. Today Pang was being such a gentlemen!!! HAHA. Serious. He helped Jean and I to carry the biscuit tins around whole day in school and to the place. [2 of them and looked like an idiot.] Ohyes. And he kept wanting to duet this song with me laa. Which is so embarassing. And Filza and Pang for goodness sake, my voice is not that nice laa.

AND... PANG TREATED FILZA, JEAN AND I DRINKS!!! HAHAHA. I think he knocked himself on the head today. Suddenly so nice. But ah wells. LOL. Then we were complaining all his fault coz the drinks made us so full. So evil laa we all. :p


Pang. And the drinks he bought.


Photos taken at the old folks place. (:

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Mmm. SLC workshop today in school. Quite okay laa. Thank God I was in the same group as Filza. We were both squealing when we saw our names one after another on the list, only to realise that the groups are arranged according to alphabets. No wonder. HAHA. Had group discussions for SLC after the workshop. Me, Jean, Filza, Lifang and Pang same group. [S202 ppl.] Then Filza was like telling Pang:"Pang arh. I don't want you in my group." [About 1min after we got into our groups. And very loudly. Most groups turned and looked at us. HAHA.] LOL. And yes. Pang has very very good english. He said:"turn into a new leaf" instead of "turn over a new leaf." DAMN FUNNY.

And we saw Le Dung in school. With his guitar. Yepp.

HAHA. He's so funny too.

After the workshop went TM to have lunch. Initially went with Filza, Jean, Liangting, Solomon and Co. Then in the end Liangting decided not to stalk us. No laa. Actually Solomon said he wanted to eat slow food instead of KFC. HAHA. And then Solomon suddenly just said:"Actually is not he [Liangting] stalk you. Is I stalk you." HAHAHA. So random. STALKERS!! =p

Mmm. Yepyep. Fun day today. I'm slacking like hell now. Ohmy. ): I better buck up and stop slacking. If not I'll really really get retained. RAHHH.

I want to marry you-

I SO SO SO SO HATE PI.
Seriously, I don't see any point in doing PI. ): And it's driving me nuts and killing me.
Finally I'm done with doing Draft 2. But it seriously sux laa. Probably have to do draft 3. -crosses fingers.

Oh. And great laa. I just remembered I haven't studied for chem. HAHA. I'm seriously going to get retained laa. Been slacking like hell. I refuse to study for tests, not even revising for anything, [worst - I don't understand those stupid physics and chem concepts] and I've been copying most of my tutorials. RAHHH.
Filza and I were complaining why the hell we chose physics instead of bio. Come to think of it, why the hell did I choose physics. It's like all along I never have a keen interest in physics AND I never really did well for it except during Prelims and Olevels. [which I studied for only 4hrs and crammed 24 topics but still managed an A. Guess Olevels is nothing compared to Alevels.] So I'm back to the point: Why am I taking physics?! HAHA. It's so ironic. All along I wanted to do something relating to medical field, in the end I chose physics. Mmm. Well, though physics still can go into medical stream laa. BUT then I seriously don't think I'll survive all those rubbish formulae and blah. Bio is like so so so much more interesting to me can. The ironies [sp?] in life.

OHYA. And tmr morning I'll have to go school at 6.45am for make-up PE. LIKE WTH. I seriously hate that stupid frigging teacher laa. What's his bloody problem. Okay fine we made a mistake by signing attendance for those who were not here. BUT then not like I signed de right. And the ppl who were absent never asked for us to sign. So ya. You get the point. Some errr. person act smart and go sign. Yaya. But don't blame him laa. He's just trying to help. Yea. Thanks a lot. Better be thankful that I'm under PMC if not I'll seriously smack you. And if the teacher makes me run tmr I'll seriously throw my shoe at him.

Oh gosh. Very long never scold like this le. hahaha!
You can't expect a person to be always nice right. Everyone has their limits.

Today was as usual. Boring lessons and stupid chem practical. But overall today was a fun fun day.
Sengyong's back from China. Msged me halfway during chem lecture. HAHA. Ah wells.

Mmm. Ytd went for AJC's choir concert. Yinqi's performing. Kendra too, coz TPJC guest choir. Yepp. Met Xinyi and Fawn at VJ bus stop then we took bus to esplanade. Ate Thai Express for dinner. Spent around $15. For like 3/4 of the first part of the concert all 3 of us slept like a log. We seriously just slept. So funny. [To YQ: So sorry!] Then we decided to go and walk around during intermission. Took the intermission pass and we decided not to go back. HAHAH!! Went Haagen Dazs and spent $12 each on chocolate Fondu. It was damn damn nice. (: Didn't know why but I was seriously in a splurging mood. Now I'm broke. ):

Look:

Yepyep. BESTFRIEND and I >>

I so miss TKGS life. The ppl there are super friendly, plus we don't really have to care about the way we behave as there are only girls around laa. [excluding teachers] And I miss 4e3. The ever crappy ppl like Huangyu. HAHA. Ah wells. Life has to move on and I'm sure I'll move on well, and at the same time, keeping TKGS within my memories.

Yepyep. Better get off the com le. I'm like so tired. Had fun today in the evening. Really happy. ((:

I stand and watch you from afar.
I wish upon you, like a star.
You come.
You go.
Still, I love you better than you know-

HAHA. Guessed my emo entry ytd caused lots of commotions. Thanks to those who were concerned. But I'm okay already. (: Thanks to those who were there for me. I really appreciate it.


I feel much much better already.

Mmm. Today's PI time. Ohmy laa. Stupid stupid PI. Grrr. I seriously don't see the point in doing this stupid thing. Like it'll help. Might as well just get into groups and then start doing right. -_- Education system of today it just trying to murder us.

Ah wells. Guess I better get off the com and do errr.. GP. Yes. I wrote 3 reviews in the morning. Left 1 more. About 300+ words each. Going bonkers soon. ):

I love you.
Yes I do.
I'll be with you as long as you want me to.

Feeling really down now and everything. Guess I'm just worried about what's going to happen in the near future and everything. But I guess there's no use being worried and we should just enjoy the present.

Okay. There are some things which I can't say out and it's stiffling. I have no idea what's running through my head. Everything's in a mess. All I know is my heart is tearing apart. I know I shouldn't feel this way. I know very well that all that's happening is inevitable but I really feel lost now.

Thanks a lot to Rico for listening to me crap. I feel really better already. But still it aches laa. I'll try to smile and don't think about it. Sorry if I ever neglected our friendship in the past in any way. But you were there for me at the very end and this I really appreciate. (:

And tears just can't stop flowing-

Okay I'm bored. Went blog hopping and found quizzes on Abah's blog. So yea.

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP)

Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Mmm. Overall today was okay. A pretty fun day I must say. [Apart from chem tutorial and those irritating subjects and blah. haha.] Oh speaking of chem, the tutor was being nice today. Not in a bad mood I suppose. And I was most surprised when she knows my name. She went: Miss Neo, can you answer blah blah blah. Yes. She has this weird habit of calling ppl by their surnames. So I conclude that she can be a nice person if she wants to.

After school about half of S202 went to White Sands for lunch. Went food court there. Err. Yep. And it was raining when we were going back to school. Left our bags there so didn't have umbrellas. Walked in the rain. Haha. S202 guys are damn cranky. Super funny laa they all. Oh. And we were in a telling jokes mood. HAHA.
Oh. And tug-of-war was postponned. Like wth. HAHA. But ah wells. I was hoping for that anw. =p Was trying to get Jinjian to replace me. Threatened him that I don't vote for him in council if he doesn't. LOL. [He said on MSN he'll be a dear to me. Rubbish can him.] But seriously, look at me laa, do I look like I can pull the rope? Daniel said I can be the rope myself. Futher extension. lol.

Ah wells. Finally did abit of work just now. Maths tutorial. And the reason being it's due by tmr. So yea. No choice. I'm such a lazy person can. ):

Yep. That's all. Ohmy. I'm blogging quite frequently. That's so amazing. I think blogger's easier to use and all. And partly coz I'm bored and have nothing better to do. HAHA.
Tata. (:

This is weird. Being moody now and all. JC life is so taxing. Ohmy. Maybe I should have just taken the poly route. And I think I'll get retained. I'm screwing up all my chem practicals. Oh gosh. Someone please shoot me. And the worst thing is I'm not feeling stressed. And Kendra is like telling me how stress her friend is and all. And I'm feeling nothing. Sigh.

Ah wells. Mood swings.
Today was quite fun though. Ya. But don't know why now like quite moody. argh. But I'll feel better soon enough. Hopefully.

Life is full of choices. Gosh. One wrong step and it may cost you your future. Okay. Randomness. I still have physics tutorial not done. Crap. Going off le. Tata.

You make my heart sing.

I'm so so tired. Ohmy. I can't imagine living this sort of life for 1 year plus. JC life is really dry and.... it's like a daily routine of torture.
Nearly fell asleep during Maths lecture today. They are like still revising on whatever we've learnt before.

Thank God the presentation for PI draft 1 was okay. Well. It wasn't excatly that scary. Unlike the past during Secondary school years when I'll start shaking and everything whenever I make presentations infront of the class. But I sort of screwed my presentation up today coz I just blabbered on and on, reading from the paper and having no eye contact. HAHA. Like wth. How do you have eye contact when the paper's under the visualiser and you have to read off it. lol. Ah wells. It's over. (:

Oh. And our class had the Colloseum games event after school. Captain's ball. I think we came in 2nd. Not bad not bad. So funny. Last minute back-ups with ppl like Louis, Melvin and blah. And they no doubt made the scene more lively with their constant craps and rubbish. HAHA.

Mmm. Hopefully tmr will be a better day. Though I can predict that it'll be as tiring as today. But ah wells. After school will be fun tmr I hope. (: That'll be one thing I look forward to.

All my life I prayed for someone like you.
I thank God that I found you -

PI is seriously driving me nuts. I was glued to the com for 5 hours doing it. Gosh. This is crazy. And I exceed word limit. Oh crap. Heck laa. Tmr have to present and I'm still coughing like hell. Why am I register no.4?! Ah wells. Just get it over and done with laa.
Went library ytd to do research for PI. But crap laa. Nothing about that person I'm doing on was found. Grr. Haha. Nevertheless I really enjoyed myself. =p

OH. And I just realised I haven't finished any hw. Crap crap. Why is my time management so screwed. Should have just finished it on Friday. But guess I'm seriously too lazy for anything. Rahh.

Went for Jolin's concert ytd. It was not bad. Her live singing is good as compared to other singers. And her dancing is like wow laa. Not bad not bad. (: At least I didn't have to pay for the tix. Thanks alot for it. ((:

Mmm. Guess I better get off the com. Stupid PI.

The very thought of you and I forget to do
The little ordinary things that everyone ought to do

Okay. This is crap. I didn't go offline as said I would. SO that means I am online from like 9am plus till now. Which is.... 9 FREAKING HOURS?!! -faints. Now I realised. I think my parents will probably murder me when they get the electricity bills. Rahh.

And I'm supposed to complete ALL my homework today. Ahaha. So much for wishing big. Crap. And I haven't got my PI done. Like wth. PW's really idiotic laa. And if we didn't have to present it to the class, I wouldn't be so stressed and just anyhow crap something out for first draft. Why is my life so cruel. ):

AND YES. I BETTER GET OFF THE COM
this instant -

and I miss you many many much.

Finally I decided to change to blogger. HAHA. This is like my first time using it. AND not to mention, my first time using pre-made layouts. I used to tell Sijie how anti pre-made layouts I was in the past. But ah wells. Quite busy and no time to make a new skin laa. So stick with this for the time being. (:

And thanks to Matt for helping me with the template. Blogger's screwed laa. Don't know why initially cannot upload the template. Bleahs. It doesn't like me. ): haha.

Ah wells. I officially hate PW. Like why the hell do we do that for laa. And I haven't decided on which person to do. ARGH. It's getting on my nerves. Have to present first draft on Monday can. So last minute. RAHH.

And I have loads of hw piling and piling. Have been online since morning. And I think I better get off the com. Yepp.

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