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Thursday, January 31, 2008
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

We're addicted to this song. But I'm more addicted to "You're not alone".
DAMN NICE.

*Class was copying GP points on the slide*

Dung: *Suddenly sings chorus of Umbrella.* Ella Ella Eh Eh..
Mrs Seng: *Looking at the GP points* Ella Ella... Huh where got?


Hhaha.
I give up on maths test. ):
Sorry Mr P.
lol.
I promise I'll work hard on my integration after this horrible experience.
I hate integration.
All the rubbish formulae.

): ): ):
Poor thing laa you. Must stay up all night.

Thurday today.
Weekends is 2 days away. (:
Random blabberings.

The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into.

My mind's unweaving/ 9:49 PM

Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Long day today. As usual.
School was fine. The issue about physics assignment was so amusing. LOL.

And Sharifah came MJ! Hahaha. And she just walked around in home clothes as if it's allowed. BUT who cares yeah. Nobody said anything. (:





Greengum. Redgum. Whitetooth. Bluejeans. HAHAHA.
And and. Er. JKF^2C

Metta after school.
The usual noisiness. Haha. Yeah.
Shandi's such a darling. She's so sweet. Haha. But too bad she always doesn't corporate when doing CHINESE. [Which I so happen to be damn rusty at it.]



Not alone not alone not alone. (:

I promise you
You're not alone

When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside

You're not alone
When your world is falling down
I will be the one around

You're not alone

My mind's unweaving/ 11:16 PM

Tuesday, January 29, 2008
It's damn late already and I've yet to do my maths tutorial.
Today was a long long day out for me.
School, Eye checkup, then tuition at night. Zomg.

Just felt like blogging though this will be some random boring post with nothing much yeah.
I have no idea what I want to blog about also.
Haha.

Life's getting hectic. No time to catch up with work, no time to study, let alone having the time to bother about stupid things.
Yeah.

And and. You know. I suddenly feel like, like really feel like getting to know God better. I don't know why. (Jm I think you'll be very happy to see this.) And I think it's coz I know He'll never fail me. People all around are imperfect. Only He is perfect. Time and time again I've strayed, but I guess it's time to wake up and do something about it yeah.

Okay.
Time to make things right. Time to stop slacking, come to compromises with things, and then ahead to the big As.
But first. Must finish up my maths tutorial before Mr. P. picks on me again. ):

My mind's unweaving/ 11:37 PM

Monday, January 28, 2008
And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place
And farther than you can find me,
I’m leaving, yeah I’m leaving today


Stupid emo day.
Been thinking a lot.
In life, you gain things and you lose things.
It's like a repetitive cycle.
The same thing goes to getting hurt yourself, then inflicting the hurt itself onto others.
Like a spiral. What goes around comes around.
This is life.

Have there been times to laugh
And times you really want to cry
Finding reasons to believe


Have you ever felt your significance is so small. That even if you're gone it doesn't really make a difference. Because that's really the painful truth.
Have you ever felt so alone even when you're surrounded by tons of people.
And what's worst is when you still feel alone even with people you're familiar with.

I miss my PAE class. Like seriously.
I miss Stella and Wan Jing, how we used to talk everything and anything and laugh at crazy things. I miss Fad and her nonsense, and our slacking times during PE. I miss the guys like Jia Kai, with his rubbish. I even miss the DHS guys for their lameness in class. Even though we weren't very bonded, you just feel that you belong.

I guess only you can detact the slightest change in my mood. And no matter what, I know you understand how I will. And I really really thank God for that. If not, I don't know how I could ever survive this shit.

But that's life yeah.
No matter you like it or not it's still like that.
Whatever it is, I know God has a plan.

There's a time for everything.
and a season for every activity under heaven


- Ecclesiastes 3:1


My brain is very cluttered. Can't think straight. Don't know what I'm thinking as well. Stupid.

My mind's unweaving/ 6:01 PM

Friday, January 25, 2008
I've slacked for the entire day since I came home.
Only thing I've done is 4 pathetic questions of chem tutorial. Out of which half I have no idea how to do. Gosh.

And I'm so tired now.
And I still have something to finish up before I can go sleep.
AND I forsee that I won't have more than 5hrs of sleep today.
Have to wake up at 5plus tmr. Reach Pasir Ris mrt by 6.30am.
This is just nonsensical nonsenses. Just need to sort out stuffs coz I seriously can't think now.

Sigh sigh sigh.
So much to do. So little time.

And to think I'm still wasting my time here doing rubbish.
OKAY.
Weekends are going to be packed packed packed. ):

My mind's unweaving/ 10:01 PM

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back


Came back from airport. Lunched with Jm.
That stupid girl refused to go Taka with me and I ended up coming home. Hhahaha.

Talked about random stuffs. Got me thinking a lot.
And hmmm. I still can't help but think what excatly God has in store for every one of us. Why is it so unfair. But ultimately I know His intention for us is always the best.
Even when sometimes it's very hard to accept.
Whatever it is just have faith yeah. And I really have to work on it.
Before I forget.
Mr P. was sharing this story ytd about how he taught his wife Maths.

Question: 0 x 8 =?
Answer: [From his wife I think] 0 x 0 x 0 x 0 x 0 x 0 x 0 x 0
Therefore 0 x 8 = 8

Goshhh. So funny. She counted 8 '0's I think. HAHAHAHA.

Okay. I'm so dead for maths test next week. Gahhh.
I can't wait for tmr. Hope nothing goes wrong.
For the last time, I emphasize I'm NOT looking forward to road race. Madness.
Have to reach there by like 6.50. Siaoness.
): ): ):

Kk. Out of here.

My mind's unweaving/ 3:41 PM

Thursday, January 24, 2008
Quoted from http://www.aamc.org/newsroom/reporter/sept04/brain.htm

Family members of patients who are declared brain dead need accept the fact that their relative is medically and legally dead, even though the heart is still beating and the lungs are functioning with the aid of a ventilator.

Once brain death sets in, the irreversible loss of all brain functions takes place. Brain death is characterized by a lack of electrical activity and blood flow to the brain, which results in no bodily movement, response to stimulation, breathing or brain reflexes. It is a process that could last from just a few hours to a couple of days.
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There. SJ if you're reading this, I think this answers our question.

Yeahh. And I think it's so sad to know that someone you're close to is suddenly gone. Like omg. I think it's rather sudden.
Don't know why. But I just feel so sad for all who are affected. ):

So. Bottomline is: Always let someone know how much they mean to you yeah. Before they're gone.
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I have no idea what I'm feeling now. Crappy crap crap.
School was fine today.
But oh gosh. Mr P. said the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard.

Mr P.: Felicia. You like him [Dung] arh. You keep looking at him.

GOSHHHHHHH. I WAS JUST LOOKING AT THAT SWEET GAY HAS IN HIS HANDS OMG MR P.!!!

And that stupid gay blabbered nonsenses and then he even told Mrs Seng: "Eh. Felicia likes me." during GP.
Gosh. I have better tastes okay.
AND. Further more. It's impossible okay. IMPOSSIBLE.
Okay. Close case. One more word about it and I'll poke gay in the eye.

GP was seriously funny. Everyone were so slack. Then it all started when Dan and I were msging and we were sitting beside each other. Then Fil was saying: Eh why you all two msging each other.
THEN. I received a call from.....
JEAN.
Gosh. She was just 2 seats beside me. lol. And she started calling random ppl in class just for fun.
Then one by one we started picking up our phones [Not Jean's phonecall laa.] coz coincidently ppl just contacted us during that time yeah.
And all the while Mrs Seng was in the class. Hahaha.

And.
I'm so tired of all these laa.
Just let me off okay.
Don't cross my path.
Don't know laa don't know laa.
I also don't know what I want.

It hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind.
Sorry but I gotta be strong and leave you behind

My mind's unweaving/ 9:54 PM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Tell me tell me
How did we end up like this.

Don't know.
Don't wish to bother anymore.
Coz it doesn't make a difference.

School was...
Er.
Haha.
Okay lahh. My favourite period is GP. Coz we get to slack for 1 period [2 periods actually including ytd] watching this anime movie. Mrs Seng said there was some environmental message to it. Ohmy. It's like so gruesome and violent can. And so absurb. Like one arrow can cause the head to fall like that. LOL.

Mrs Seng: *Fast forwards some of the part* Let the person run faster... Drink also drink faster...

Lol.
SLC after school. Metta again laa. With a few new J1s. (: (: They're such darlings.
And ohmygosh. Changed to another class which is not my usual one. The kids there were DAMN noisy and cheeky can. Gosh. Think I took about like 20mins just to give out the worksheets. Asking for their names and they kept refusing to say. lol. And I can't believe I lamed with them over their maple conversation.

Haziq: Jiejie. I want you to teach me.
Awww.
Haziq I miss teaching you!!!

And I tell you arh. It's so amusing to see 2 kids talking at the same time and then both of them just care about what they're talking only and refuse to speak one at a time. Poor me had to seriously multi task and listen to what they were saying.

Clement: (To another guy) You beat me 3 times but but but I beat you 2 times only!

He's so cute I tell you. Small small sized with big big eyes. LOL.

AND. Kids like to hold your hands when they're asking you how to do this question and I don't know why!
Someday. I shall be a child psychologist and unravel the mystery of their thinkings. And I'll be a chosen groundbreaker too. (: Hahaha.
Nahh. That'll happen in my dreams.

I like kids.
Though sometimes they fight over the stupidest things, and sometimes they're rather annoying with their shoutings and blah, BUT that's what makes them cute and hmmm... innocent? In a sense that their thinkings are very simple and everything. Not like grown-ups. You never know what thoughts they're harbouring. And how scary a person can really be.
And yeah. Kids make you feel needed. You feel that you can make them happy just by doing the simplest things.
I want to be a kid again. ):

Ohmyohmy. 2 more days. (: (: (: (: (: (: (:
AND EH. I'm NOT counting down to road race ohmygosh.

My mind's unweaving/ 9:20 PM

Tuesday, January 22, 2008
AND so today was the day we carry out our wonderfully planned idea of what to do for Jean's bday. (:

Rushed to do the frame thingy with the guys during recess. Gosh. It was so hectic. Coz we underestimated the size and in the end had to chop up all the messages some ppl wrote. HAHA. Damn hilarious.

The end product. (: >>


Ohya. I was saying. You should see how hilarious it is to see guys writing msges for birthdays and then attempting to design it. All the weird things come up. LOL. I was quite tickled by some of the msges.

Gave her the present after chem lecture. And we malu-ed her by singing happy birthday infront of everybody outside the LT. (:


AND THEN.
We waited for the guys to finish chem consultation with Doctor. And and and. Played stupid games like the Macoroni hitting hand game. HAHAHA. Okay. Just acting childish. And we kept disturbing Doctor. The guys kept asking: Are you leaving MJ?

And he got so fed up that he said: YES. I'm leaving the table now!
And he walked off to the staff room. [End consultation le laa.]
AND. Filza, Jean, Charlene and I kept shouting "DOCTOR" and "RAHMAN" [Charlene called that] to him. All the way when he reached the 2nd floor. Many ppl were looking but heck yeah. Were enjoying ourselves acting stupid. Hahaha.

lol.
After that, we headed to white sands.
Due to some unforseen circumstances, some SMART ppl went to leak out the surprise. And yeahhhh. Not nice liao. Haha.
Practically dragged Jean into the hair salon. And I thought no hope liao. But wow. She actually went in obediently after putting up some resistance. HAHA.

AND Ta-da!
Our birthday present to her!
HAHAHA.


NICE RIGHT.
TSK. That girl keeps refusing to put down her fringe. Hahaha.

And oh man.
Chingay briefing was a waste of time.

Lalala.
I wonder how long it takes to get over something.
I hate this stupid feeling.
Or maybe. It'll always stay with you.


And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.


Sometimes you know very well that,
that some things are just gone.
It'll never go back to how it's been like.
And looking at the very same thing now, the feeling evoked is really weird.
And sometimes for a moment, just a moment, it felt as if things were just like the past. It felt so vivid. Yet the next moment it's reality.
Like remembering someone who's dead.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
Can someone please tell me what excatly I'm feeling.
You live in your world, and I can't follow.

And.
Everything's too late you know.
Too late.
I'm going crazy.
I want to cry.
The answer is obvious. Very obvious.
You don't need me.
And someone else needs me more.

End of emo session.
As I've said, what is right is obvious.
It takes time yeah.
I'm not going to ruin it a second time.
On a happier note, IT'S ONLY 3 MORE DAYS OMG. (: (: (:

Gosh. It's a wonder how a girl can have such extreme mood swings.

My mind's unweaving/ 8:52 PM

Sunday, January 20, 2008
Boring day todayyyy.

Went to celebrate Jean and Abah's birthday ytd. Planned to go Sentosa. But ended up staying at Vivo for most of the time [To complete the present], then spending $3 just to sit monorail to the beach, staying for 5mins, then take back to vivo myself to meet my aunt. HAHAHA.
So sorry bday girls, that everything was so disorganised and everything, but heard you all had fun after that so yeahh. (:

SOOO.


HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ABAH AND JEAN
(today)





Yep.
And we went to Auntie Carol's place. Met up with Pris and her mum. Haven't been there for a long long time and we ended up alighting at the wrong stop. In the end Uncle Kelvin had to drive to pick us up. Which is actually a blessing in disguise coz we didn't have to walk up that tall slope ourselves. HAHA.

And. The horror started the minute we stepped into the house.
Nicole came dashing at us and kept asking us to carry. Then Ethan joined in the 'fun' as well. Gosh. I nearly died entertaining them. They jump onto you, then strangle you when you're carrying them.
LOL.
Then smack you, and then stuff flowers into your hand.
I wonder how they have this kind of energy. Hyperactive. I pity my aunt can.
HOPEFULLY baby Natalie doesn't grow up to be like that. BUT ERRR. Judging by the trend it doesn't look good. :/

Photos. (:


This is how I get bullied by a 5 year old kid. ):


Pris and I. At the penthouse, escaping from the horrors of hyperactive kids.


PEACEFULNESS. HAHA.


BUT. We got found in the end.

But actually they're quite nice to play with lahh.
Just that at times we get molested by them only. SHESSH. LOL.
HAHA.
I like small kids.
lol.
Any older and they get annoying.

Okayyy.
I'm so dead. Haven't done anything for the past few days.


Eh. I look damn retarded here.

And and and.
You're the sun in my universe. (:

My mind's unweaving/ 12:42 PM

Friday, January 18, 2008
Okay.
Still brain dead, but yeah. Just wanna blog about some issue.

Today we were talking after school, and yeahh. This topic about if you think everyone's in this world is nice or not came up.
Then it somehow led to Quek saying:

Everybody is perfect to somebody

Which Fil and I agreed. Like.... Hmm.
Nobody is perfect until you find the one you love.
Though there will be surely flaws you can find within the person, STILL, the person will seem perfect to you coz you've accepted everything about it.
THEREFORE. There's such thing as a perfect person. It's all about perspective.

SO ATIQAH.
Stop saying we're having delusions!
You'll know what is it like when you've found your perfect someone. HAHA.

): ): ):
I'm sad nowww.
Not coz of what happened today.
I'm just sad!
Coz of something.

Have you ever felt so helpless in your life before.
Like you know that someone who means alot to you is suffering and yet there's nothing you can do for him/her?
I'M SO SAD NOW I DON'T KNOW WHY.
Gosh.
Pms.

My mind's unweaving/ 9:37 PM

Rah.
I'm feeling like crap now.
Everything so unsettled.
Heard loads of vulgarities today that made me feel like using them myself now.
F.

Such a shitty day today.
Hmm. But nahh. Just because everyone's feeling emo and everything.
First. It was the start of recess. Went library there and waterworks. [Not me]
Then went study benches AND omggg. More waterworks. Fil and I were so confused by what's happening and all but slowly got the whole story. [Okay maybe not all]

3 ppl in a day.
Gosh.
Isn't friday's supposed to be a happy day simply because it's a friday.
But well. Things are more or less settled already. Realised something along the way too.

SO.
Hopefully something like this won't happen again and I think we should really just accept how people are like and just learn to get along yeah.
I'm neutral neutral neutral.

Feeling rather drained now.
Went shopping just now and I spent money as usual.
Crap.

I can't think straight now.
Shall blog later when I get my thoughts right.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all
most of all
it's built to last.

My mind's unweaving/ 9:04 PM

Thursday, January 17, 2008
Thanks to Mr P., now my class ppl keeps calling me Feli-CIAAA.
Annoying. Haha.
And guess who's Mr P. picking on now.


"Feli-ciaa. Speak to me."
Yeah yeah yeah. Stupid. He didn't call Filza at all to answer question today.

GP presentation was damn crap I tell you. The whole class was so unprepared. LOL.

Jinjian: The (I can't rmb what animal species is that) are not yet extinct but they are extinct

After the presentation,
Jinjian: I have no idea what I was talking.

Gosh.
Damn funny lah.
After the pw craze, you start seeing your classmates blabbering nonsense and reading off slides. And all the "Huh what to say!"
And coz there were overlaps of topic, they end up having the same definations and almost the same points coz it was ripped off wikipedia. HAHAHA.
Lol!

Zhu Song: To conserve energy, you can turn off lights after use, try to use fans instead of the air-con........ use energy saving bulbs, aiyah anything also can lah.

lol.
We have really funny ppl in class.
And and and. CHARLENE. YOUR CASE WAS THE MOST EXTREME ONE CAN!
HAHAHA.

Hmm.
I'm bored.
Stupid songs stuck in my head.
Thanks to Filza.


"Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away."

"So baby I'll wait for you, coz I don't know what else I can do."

And our favourite:

"Times like this we'll never forget. Staying out to watch the sunset. I'm glad I shared this with you."


Taaa. (:

My mind's unweaving/ 9:02 PM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Gosh.
Today's such a horrible day.
Well. The back part of it.

At least we laughed to our hearts content when watching Scary Movie 2 in the library during recess. Gosh. Such a sick and hilarious movie. The worst part is that Fil and I were watching with the rest of the guys. Like errrrr. So weird. Weird as in. All the sick parts then we down there. HAHA.

lol.
And I swear I almost died when I carried all those stuffs back. Gosh.
AND I'm dying for that stupid GP project here. Like omgggg.
Sian.
It's 11.25pm now and Shu Ning and I are still working on it. Like ): ): ):

Gahh. Time please pass faster. I can't wait. PLEASE don't do anything stupid and get yourself confined. Haha.
9 more days.

Times like these we'll never forget,
Staying out to watch the sunset,
I'm glad I shared this with you,
You set me free,
Showed me how good my life could be

My mind's unweaving/ 11:24 PM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Oh okay.
Corrections.
Dr. Rahman is actually a very nice teacher.
(Minus the scoldings)

Chem consultation after school at the library. Like almost the whole class turned up. But only like 9 ppl got to stay in the discussion room with Rahman. I got chased out along with Jean they all. Were given 2 pieces of worksheets with like a million questions. (Exaggerations duh.) Haha. BUT we ended up wishing we were in the room coz we don't know how to do a lot of questions.

So yeah. Turned out that he's rather nice!
When he's not angry he's nice. Hahahaha.
I think I'm beginning to like him. (:

Talked to him on the way home when we met him at the bus stop. Nice nice.

GP project. Sheesh.
So sleepy.
And I've still got my econs essay holiday hw to do. Haven't done it yet. Oops.

Gosh gosh gosh.
And must we always go back to the same issue again! This is getting irritating and it's seriously pissing me off.
Like wth is the problem.

Can't sleep yet.
Must wait for my daily dosage of happiness at only 10pm plus. Even if it's only for like 5mins.
(:

My mind's unweaving/ 8:26 PM

Monday, January 14, 2008
Woots. I just survived my longest day of the week.
And oh no. I'm down for chem consultation along with like more than half the class. HAHAHAHA. Coz I got this frigging pathetic mark for the Alcohols mindmap test that Dr. gave. Not like I didn't study for it BUT you throw me a weird looking compound and I just go blank.
Gosh.
Sheesh.

And I think he hates me. ):
HAHA.
As in.
At the end of the lesson he went:

Dr.: Any questions?
-silence-

Dr.: Danial? Any questions?
Danial: -shakes head.
Dr.: Felicia?
Me: -thinking ohmygod how he remembers my name-. No.
Dr.: Filza?

HAHAHAHAHA.
Gosh. Fil and I are like seriously being picked on by our new tutors can. Maths and Chem. So much for a good start. ):
Eh. But Fil's case for Mr. P is worse. Lol.

And so I'm going to die tmr for consultation coz I didn't bother to go revise my alcohols. Sheesh. But ohmy. I'm seriously amazed by how hardworking I am can. I go home and sat down and DID MY HOMEWORK. Hahahhaa. So amazed after I finished everything. Hmmm. But oh wells. Hopefully the momentum stays.

Sheesh. So many things to complete laa. Sian sian sian.

Hmm.
Econs tutorials are getting more and more funny.

1999: 18.0% 2000: 18.0%

Ms Loh: M. Can you tell me what's happening to the percentage growth (can't rmb what) from 1999 to 2000?
M: Errrrrrrr.... It decreased greatly.
Ms Loh: HUH!
-whole class burst out laughing-
Ms Loh: M! Think properly!
M: Errrr. It doubled.
Ms Loh: Are you at the correct question! -Laughed till she actually teared- (Or maybe she was too angry or upset that she teared)

Hahaha.
But it was damn hilarious.

Watched Date Movie in library during lunch. We joined the guys after that to watch. Was so funny that we kept laughing out loud. The rest outside said we were damn loud. HAHAHA.
Tskkk. But seriously it's damn gross laa the movie.

You know. Before you can move on. You must clear up past issues first. And yeah. I've something in mind already. 1 more month to finish everything up. And well, just hope that I carry it out.

12 more days.
Hurry hurry time just wheeze by can.

My mind's unweaving/ 10:16 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008
MS CHOO
I MISS YOU. ):

Sigh sigh sigh.
Stupid Alcohols. Ohmyzomg.
It's driving me nuts.

Hmmm. My Dad was damn random just now.

Bro: My class has a lot of foreigners you know. From Taiwan, China and blah.
Dad: Oh. My class was the best. Got ppl come from outer space. Coz we studied planets.
Us: *Cold silence*

And I started laughing. That was totally unexpected. I have no idea how that warp logic came about.

Ohya. Photos.
From Fil's bday celebration.





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Tata.
I'm feeling sleepy. Crap.

To know the unknown
(It doesn't mean that much to me)
To know the unknown
(Some secrets are just meant to be)
Don't want all the answers
'Cause one thing is true
As long as my heart beats
I'll always love you
So I don't need to know
The unknown

My mind's unweaving/ 2:56 PM

Friday, January 11, 2008
HAHAHAHA.
Our chem tests were marked.

And omg. So unexpected. Like almost more than half the class failed.
Dr. was so pissed can. Gosh. And this was the first time we were scolded like this. ): ):

Eh. But still it was so tickling.
Felt like laughing. Lol!

Went to meet YQ at heartland after school. Hmmm. Lunched at pizza hut. Super long never go there again.
And then I went home to accompany my brother. COZ like v. long never talk to him and everything. HAHA. Oops.

And I can't believe I actually sat down to do my homework just now.
Like omg.
Hahaha.
Okay.
Shocking shocking shocking news.
Oh man.

My mind's unweaving/ 9:54 PM

Thursday, January 10, 2008
Okay whee.
Finally survived chem test. Actually I don't feel anything coz I'm so mentally prepared to do badly.
Heard from many that the questions are exact in the revision package. But errrr. I didn't really do the questions so they look totally new to me.
But oh wells. It's over over over.
Dr. Rahman please don't kill me. ):

Ms Loh: Class. What is BOP?
Zhu Song: Errrr... Input and output of money.
Ms Loh: It's inflow and outflow.


Slacked in school after school with Fil, Atiqah, Keyi and Sandeep. Intended to mug BUT being our usual lazy selves, we didn't mug. Hahaha. Not something surprising. Sat around canteen and watched free shows. Omg we laughed like siao ppl.

Scotland dance.

I seriously laughed like siao. Stomach was hurting alot. Sandeep said I was like hyperventilating. Still feeling the laughing aftermath. Stomach still aching. Something like muscle ache. Hahaha. ):

Oh. And just now. My face totally changed when I saw what I saw can.
Have no idea what my expression was but guess it was something not pleasant lah. BUT yeah. What do you expect me to do. Smile back ah. Sorry eh. I can't do that.

So fast right.
Tmr's friday and then weekends are here.
Eh. I find my life so..... fixed. Like a routine like that. How boring can it get can. And and and. You're somewhere far far far away! ):
2 days only and I'm barely surviving.
Countdown: 16 more days.
I'll survive this.

Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely

My mind's unweaving/ 9:26 PM

Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you (:


Hais sian sian sian.
I started studying chem at 9pm just now all the way till about 11.
Managed to cram everything. [Except gases. Tmr then read lah] HOPEFULLY IT STAYS. Which I highly doubt so coz I just glanced through it like omg. ):
And oh shit. I haven't read through redox yet. I can't rmb how to balance that stupid equation thingy. Oh man. Life sucks.

Went Pasir Ris interchange early in the morning today.
School started at 8.30.
And I'm sad sad sad and feeling damn sian. ):
Almost cried but yeah, like Fil said, not like it's a matter of life and death.
BUT STILL.
Sighhh.
I have no motivation to survive through school hours can. Gah.

Yepyep. 11.55pm now already.
I'm tired tired tired.
Sleep. Don't care le.

My mind's unweaving/ 11:46 PM

Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Lalala.
Haven't been blogging for errr. I don't know how many days.
Tired tired.

Filza's birthday ytd.
Celebrated with Atiqah, Quek and her after school at white sands.
And we kept embarrassing her by singing happy birthday song loudly every 20mins or so. Blah blah. Then when I went off I kept shouting "Happy Birthday Filza!" to her until she's out of sight. Hahaha.
Went for physics tuition after that with Kd and omg. To my surprise, I saw Charlene!! HAHAHA. Was so surprised okay! Such a small world! LOL. Yeppp.
Ended super late. ): My sleep.

Someone: Why the curve will slope upwards at that point? (AD-AS model)
Ms Loh: That's a very good question. Why ah class.
Melvin: Huh. You mean you also don't know the answer.
Ms Loh: *Gives Melvin that I-feel-like-smacking-you look*

School is so boring.
Gahhh.
Chem test. Sian. Haven't study yet. I'm so dead. ):

1 more day.
SIGH.

My mind's unweaving/ 10:00 PM

Sunday, January 6, 2008
Stupid Mosquitoes. I'm itching like mad now.
Must have been the park. Stupid stupid.

Went out damn early in the morning.
Blah blah.
Had really really much fun.
Then after that went to parkway to meet my darling 4e3 friends.
To celebrate Filza's birthday.
Hogged a whole row of tables at KFC. Felt rather bad but yeahh.
Haha.
Waited for everyone to come while chatting and eating and catching up.
And omg omg omg. Aiman I can't believe what you said about _______!

Went to the uppermost floor to cut the cake. The surprise was rather a failure lahh. It was so obvious! HAHAHA.
But it was a rather nice place upstairs. Never been there before lah. Haha.
In the end the security guard ended up taking photos for us. Will post them once I get them.

Yepyep.
Sorry for making you wait SO long. Like omg. 3hrs plus can. :/
Went Marine Parade library after that. Just sat around and slept.
Then went home.
Ohoh. You know.
When we were at somewhere in the park with all the nature reserve thingy,
this squirrel suddenly plopped down from the trees infront of us while we were walking. Screamed a little coz I thought it was a huge lizard or something. HAHA. But only to realise it's a squirrel.
Think that poor fella was really shocked then hurriedly jumped back.
So cute can.
Suddenly just *ploop* down.
Hahahaha.

Going shopping later.
Lalala.
Chem test next thurs.

Dr Rahman: I expect a minimum of C from all of you if not you die.

Oh no.

For me it's a glimpse
And a smile on your face
A touch of your hands
An honest embrace

My mind's unweaving/ 9:31 AM

Friday, January 4, 2008
Hmm hmm.
Woots. Short day today.
But there was maths and chem tutorial. Scary scary.
Then again, it wasn't that scary laa.

In fact I think both tutors are nice ppl. (:

Woke up damn early to go school today to collect my darling file. Thank God you managed to wake up. Hahaha.
Hanged around behind the LT. Then yep.
Finally ended school and omg I don't know how you managed to stay in school for like 6hrs and rotting in the library. But thanks anw yeah.

Headed to Hougang Mall after that. Whee. Boring place though. But who cares. (:
Walked around that area after that. Blah blah blah.
Total of 9 hrs together. Like wowww. It felt really really short.
5 more days. ):

When the door of happiness closes, another opens.
When you see the opened one, just walk right into it.
Who knows what amazing things will happen. (:

And I'm so tired once again. Gah.

Yours are the eyes
I have spent my life lookin' for
If they're not telling lies
You were lookin' for me

My mind's unweaving/ 9:16 PM

Thursday, January 3, 2008
Lalala.
I survived my first longggg day in school.
Stupid pe made Wuss and I so flabbergasted.
They were saying: This year, we're going to help 2 groups of people.
UNDERWEIGHT ONES AS WELL.
Like no way. Hurriedly stuffed handphones into our pockets. HAHAHA.
And I from 158cm shrunk to 155cm. Coz I slouched when taking height. HAHA. But no lah. Of course I didn't say 155cm.
And yayy. We're not in that stupid programme. At least I hope not. LOL.

And maths tutorial was scary. Was so scared I can't answer the maclaurin questions. Lolol. But okay lah. Mr Patrick is rather nice. Minus the strictness.
Chemistry tomorrow. Dr. Rahman.... ): Please don't scold me for leaving so many blanks in my assignment. Gah.

Didn't really planned to go anywhere after school, so it quite came as a surprise as well as a bonus. And I love my pretty pretty flower. Such a surprising day. Haha.

Once again I'm tired.
Can't revise organic chem coz my file is in someone's bag. Who smartly didn't return it to me and now have to come MJ early in the morning tomorrow to send it to me. Please wake up on time if not I'm dead.
*Yawns.*
Can't wait for tomorrow.
But 6 more days to go. ):
So fast so fast.

Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow

My mind's unweaving/ 9:28 PM

Wednesday, January 2, 2008
First day of school.
Slacking.
Wait not really.
Had stupid physics mcq review test.
Totally didn't study for it. Just went in, sat down, anyhow did that thing. Finished within 10mins and I was like guessing my way through. Left 15mins and I was wishing time to pass faster.
Gahh.

Nothing much.
Mr Cha's still our CT! YAYYYY.
BUT NO MS CHOO ALREADY!!! ): ): ):
And we've a new addition to our class. EX-TKGIAN SOMEMORE! HAHAHAHA. (: (:

Yepyep.
Went out after school.
And omg. Guess who we saw. MS PANG.
Didn't expect to see her there can! Somemore is my house area there! HAHA.
WHY ARE WE SO SUAY 3 days in a row!
Ytd was the suay-est. Got caught by Daniel. [ogl] Like omgggg.

I'm tired.
But still I have to 'do' my maths maclaurin before Mr Patrick chase me out of the classroom tomorrow. :/
HAHA.
Okay.
Out of here.
7 more days.
How am I going to survive after that. ):

My mind's unweaving/ 9:27 PM

Tuesday, January 1, 2008
CHEM.
I SO HATE YOU.

Received a msg today saying need to hand up chem assignment tmr and omg I haven't done anything yet. Okay abit but yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

GOSH.
Die die die.
202 ppl's msn nicknames are damn funny.
Like: "Damn you bloody chem" (Keyi)
and "Chem. I'm going to file a divorce against you.!" (Louis)

Okayyyyy.
Printing answers from IVLE now.
Damn. ):

My mind's unweaving/ 9:56 PM

HAHAHA.
Okay. I'm 3 minutes late.
But yeah.
It's the new year.
Ohmy.
Ohmy.

And I just wanna say that my brother is so lousy can.
He said he wanted to stay up to countdown.
And then he ended up falling asleep on the sofa at like 11.20?
And then at 11.55 I tried waking him up. Shouting at the top my voice for him to wake up BUT this was what I got:

Me: HANG! COUNTDOWN ALREADY. WAKE UP!
Him: I want to sleep.
Me: OI. WAKE UP!!!
Him: Huh. Where's my spects.
Me: Here! *points to table.*
Him: *Walks to room direction. Opens window. On-ed the fan. Crawled up to my bed. Then rolled down to his.*

I was laughing all the way.
Stupid brother.
Okayy.
I'm finally done with Physics elearning.
LIKE FINALLY.
But tutorials.... Oh man. ):

My mind's unweaving/ 12:03 AM

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