Omggggg.
1 hr and 10 more minutes to THE NEW YEAR.

SOOOOO.

2007 has been a rather eventful year. With lots of emotional rollar coaster ride yeah.
Even when nearing the end it's still rather exciting. Only recently yeah.
Let's see.

First 3 mths in MJ. Fun fun fun and slacking.
Then Olevels results. Pretty satisfied with it as long as I can stay in MJ.
Then it lead to one rollar coaster ride of emotions.
Midyears and I was still slacking and slacking.
Followed by friendship issues,
nearing July it became class stuffs and more friendship issues and more emotional ride.
Then it was the big big major promos which determines whether you move up or what.
Nearing the end of September was the final breakdown.
More emotional rides.
And oh yeah. Not forgetting the horrible PW. Like ohmy.
November then finally BYEBYE PW. (: (: (:
But still. Emotional rides.
Gosh. My life is so.... EXCITING YEAH.
THANKS ALOT.
Then within a flash. We're already at the end of our hols. So fast lah can.
And yeah. Within 3 weeks, it's another emotional rollar coaster. Like... Wow.
Came to know more tkgians this year. Ironically. Hahaha.
And that was when I really miss tkgs.

So yep.
Next year's the big As.
Really really scared of it.
There's like SO MUCH I still don't know.
But yeah. At least we're all in this together yeah.

Was out the whole day today.
Went to places I've always wanted to go but... Hmm. Haha.
Like Clarke Quay, VCH area, and eh. We even took down to Sengkang to take LRT for fun can. And and. Went into random hotels to walk around. HAHA.
And zomg. City area was damn crowded. All the countdown craps.
And yeah, thanks to that, saw familiar faces.
Oh which reminded me that I REALLY WANTED TO EAT MY MOS BURGER.
Stupid ppl. Spoil my dinner only. Hahaha.
Must cut down list of friends. (Inside joke)
And somehow we ended up calling cats meow meow.
Eh. This cat we saw at the playground there actually responded to that.
You meow meow it and it actually turns. (:
So cute laa.
Yepp.
Eh. I'm so dead. Haven't even completed Physics elearning and I'm going out tomorrow yet again. ): ): ):
AHHHHHHHHHHHH. -SCREAMS.

I shall shall shall BE CONSISTENT FROM 2008 ONWARDS.
(Somebody please remind me this. And no matter how I tell you to shut up, please don't.)

Okay. 54 more mins to 2008.
May it be a happening one (in a good way) for everyone. (:

Hmmmm.
Haven't been blogging.
Friday went kbox with Sj, Sab and Kd.
Blah blah blah. Hahaha. Sang until throat pain.
Then walked around.

Sijie: Eh Kendra. You also have that sandals right. What brand is that. Himalayas issit.
Kd, Sab, Me: *Burst out laughing*
Me: It's Havaianas.

and after that they went library to study and I went bugis.
I'm slacking sooo much can.
Walked ard there and we went National library. Walked around... Yepyep. Amazing how you can stay there for 2hrs. LOL.

Sat.
Chingay training. Ohmygosh.
Woke up at like 5.50am. Overslept can. Hahaha.
Supposed to reach tampines interchange by 7, and smart smart Filza WOKE UP AT ARD 6.50am. HAHAHAHA.
This time training is at Republic Poly. WOODLANDS. Zomg. All the west areas de can. Deprieve me of my sleep only.
And and. Training was damn boring. Talks and scenario role-plays. Was like dozing off coz I slept for 4hrs only. Zhiyong was beside me and he was saying: "Don't wake me up if I fall asleep."
Hahaha!
Finally it ended and lunched with 4e3 ppl. Abah, Fad, Fil, Jean, Hamizah. (:
Yepyep. Went back after that.
I love love love how I spent my evening and night.
Even though it meant getting scolded by my mum for getting home at 11plus. :/
And YQ! HAHAHAHAHA. Shhhh okay!

And so today I finally stayed at home to rot. Tried doing Maclaurin tutorial and ohmy. I was screaming to my brother all the way that I'm dying and wth is this. GOSH. JEAN IF YOU'RE READING THIS, please please please let me copy your work.
Oh no. I'm so oh dead. How how. Left chem and physics. Gah. And I haven't finished my elearning for physics coz it was so boring it puts me to sleep.
How dead am I. Gosh.

If I can do it all over again arh. I'll make sure I finish all my homework way before time.
Eh. This sounds so familiar. Think I said that for midyears, promos, and all my other holidays. HAHAHAHA. I'm probably like the laziest person around. Don't think I look so guai and that I comfirm finish up all my homework. Think again eh.

Have you ever felt so comfortable with someone that you can just walk on aimlessly and yet feel like you're enjoying yourself quite a lot?

5 hrs of walking around.
Eh I wonder how we did it.
Came to realise lots of things about my own estate which I've never noticed my entire 11 years of stay here. How pathetic can I get.
And I realise it's such a SHORT walk from my house to Heartland mall when I usually travel by bus which is 5 stops down.

Found some really nice areas near my house as well.
This playground with swings. (: (: (:
I love swings.

I'm tired.
Ahhh.
I wonder how I can survive this little sleep.

27th today.
Zomg.
How times just flies.
Gahh.

Homework not done yet.
Don't feel the stress yet though.

Oh.
Yesterday went to Daniel's [ogl] house with Stella and Timothy. Stella and I wanted to complete our homework and ask them those questions we don't know. Haha.
In the end, Stella woke up LATE. Like super late. We were supposed to meet at 10 but she woke up at around 11? We took turns calling for don't know how many thousand times yet she still didn't pick up. Hahaha.
And and. Damn funny lah. Daniel told me to lie to her that we're still waiting for her at the bus stop [We were at his house already] but then she didn't show any sign of remorse.
And when she arrived she was damn panicky and funny lah.



In the end, after lunch we ended up surrendering.
"AIYAH. I GIVE UP LAH. LET'S PLAY BRIDGE!"

Yepppp.
So in the end we ended up bridging.
HAHAHA.
And the process was damn funny as well.
Playing bridge with Stella v. noisy de. Lol!

Me: My partner is.... Ace of...
Stella: Eh Felicia! Call me!
Me: How I know what you have arh!
Stella: You know the one which looks like a flower.
Daniel: STELLA ARH!

I seriously burst out laughing then lah.
Cheating to the max can.

Went airport after that.
My 3rd time there in 2 days.
Blah blah blah.
Went off at 8plus. Went my house's nearby park to walk around. Then reach home at 10plus.
Nice-ness.
V. nice in fact. (:

HAHA.


Thanks for all the greetings people.
Sorry if I didn't reply your msges or anything
coz my phone's reception is DAMN LOUSY.
I don't know why. ):
Msged jm and then she received it like 1hr later.
I was with her and she was like: "Oh. You just msged me."

Went out early in the morning for breakfast.
Then walked around airport.
Enjoyed myself a lot. Thanks for everything.
Then bus-ed back home, then went back to the airport to meet jm.
Took like 3 times of 53 can. hahaha. 4, including the one home after that.

Talked to jm about stuffs, then walked around the airport.
That violent girl is so damn violent.
Kept beating me for no reason.
TSKKK.
HAHA.

So christmas is gone just like that.
Like.....
Another day gone.
Like another normal day.
Kinda sad yeah.
Used to have celebrations with relatives last year, that's why you can feel the festive season, but this year.. Hmm.
But nevertheless, today was quite fun. I enjoyed myself quite abit, just that you don't really feel that it's christmas yeah.

Alright.
Tmr's mugging time.
Pffttt.
):

HELLO PPL.


Hahah.
It's a whooping 37mins to christmas! (: (: (:

And to think that I loveeee christmas.
BUT I DON'T HAVE PLANS FOR TMR.
LIKE WTH.

Coz christmas used to be like celebrating with my relatives and everything.
BUT this year everyone's like having their own plans and Ger's working! ):
Ehh. And...
I HOPE YOU WAKE UP ON TIME AND COME PICK ME UP FOR BREAKFAST IF NOT MY CHRISTMAS WILL BE DAMN PATHETIC.
Hahaha. And yeah. I'll have jm to keep me company after that.
Poor things we all. ):
Maybe can go visit Ger after that. Haha!

And anw anw.
To Eve: I've NOT YET posted your christmas card COZ the days when I'm free to go down to the post office, it's not opened. SOOOO... HAHAHA. I'm SO sorry! Will get it posted soon. Who ask you want to send it to your indo address. lol!

Alright.
32 more mins to christmas.
My phone's abit haywire. Reception damn bad these few days I don't know why. Pffttt.
Okay.

I'm the blurrest person on Earth.
I went to switch off my com switch when I haven't even shut it off.
I also don't know what I was doing.
Just went -click- -click-
And then: "OMG. HANG! [My brother] I JUST SHUT OFF THE COM WITHOUT SWITCHING IT OFF."

Eh.
But my brother's even smarter.
I gave him one of my christmas cards to write to his friend.
And guess what he wrote.
(Ger and Pris and JM, be prepared to laugh.)




Hahahaha.
Happy Christmas Day.
Okay. Maybe that's gramatically correct lah. BUT ppl don't usually write that do they.
Laughed like siao when I saw that.
My brother's hopeless at writing greetings.

Caution: Emo entry.

Have you ever felt so confused in your life
and you just don't know what you should do.
But hey. Life is full of confusions.

I don't know why but I'm just having mixed feelings.
In a sense that you want it yet you don't want it.
Coz maybe I just can't stand being second best.
The fear of uncertainties.

Being a human is so complicated.
I rather be some bird or something.
Coz you won't be feeling happiness one moment and sadness the very next.




JM.
Sounds familiar?

Why do you have to go and take the risk of hoping against hope?

You know.
It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

So. Are you going to treasure whatever you have now
or screw it up again like how you've done it over and over again.
Throw everything away and wake up to find it all gone.

Anyone who can touch you
Can hurt you or heal you
Anyone who can reach you
Can love you or leave you

I realise. The 'or' is redundant.
Because.
Anyone who heals, will hurt you in the end.
Anyone who loves, will leave you in the end.
So the next time,
don't ever let anyone near.
So they can't touch you or reach you.

Hahaha.
Eh. I'm crapping.
Sorry if I sound emo.
I'M FINE.
Just.... thinking a lot.

Omg omg omg.
NEVER GO ORCHARD ON A WEEKEND AND DURING CHRISTMAS PERIOD.

Okay wait.
2 years ago I think I went Orchard with my relatives and my family on christmas day itself and zomggggggg. You can just die in there. The crowd is MADNESS.
I don't know why ppl like going town so much.

Okay anw.
Yeah. I went Orchard alone just now to get presents.
Toured Taka for like 2hrs. I was so engrossed in the shopping can. Haha. In the end bought 2 pathetic things only but hey. It was already a bomb.
Went Wheellock place after that to get something. Then went back.
Yepp.
Almost died there.
Oh. Met Jean at Taka coz she was with her mum. HAHA. And that blur girl thought she was at 3rd level when it was actually B1.
How blur!
HAHAHA.

And ohya!
You know I actually completed 3 questions of chem hw ytd.
Like wow.
Miracle. (:
But then the problem is,
there's still 15 more questions to go.
And there's only chem.
Physics is another don't know how many thousands of questions.
Like seriously. MCQ - 400 questions.
Hahaha.
Thanks for torturing us.
Zomggg.

Okay.
It's like fun fun fun yesterday. (:
Though I slept for like 3hrs only the previous night at 6am. Haha.
Went Eunice's house in the morning. Christmas party at her house. (:
About one quarter of the class turned up, along with other band people.
Her house is so damn nice and big can. Haha.

Ohoh.
Jean, Fad and I went early and we were like playing with Eunice's niece. Clare or Claire or yeah. Haha. Don't know how to spell her name lah.
She's like so so so so cute can.

We bbq-ed in the afternoon and the evening as well.
Created a fire using the electric bbq thingy. HAHA.

Tsk. And Fil and Fad keeps saying they're hot and smokey. HAHA.

Oh. And Claire was such a darling. Helped with the bbq and all. HAHA.
She's like SO cute can.

She helped with the prawns, and then she was saying something like:
"Why the lobster's nose so long."
(She's referring to the feelers. HAHAH.)

So cute can.
Then Eunice was bringing the wrapped prawns over and Claire said:
"I help you carry the feelers."

And she was like holding the dangling feelers which was drooping out.
HAHA. Damn cute lah. (:

Then it was bridging and asshole Taidee.
Fun. (:

Went off early.
Thanks for coming all the way to pick me up.
Walked around airport. T3 was like damn quiet. Haha.
Slept on the bus. Reached home at 10plus. (:

Went out shopping at Bugis with my mum, bro, Pris's mum, Pris, Liling and Darren.
HAHA.
Blah blah blah.
Bought lots of things for them.
Like clothes and everything.
I'm like some fashion advisor or something. My fashion sense sux can.

Oh!
And I'm a happy girl today.
I bought like 80plus worth of necklaces and ear rings! That nice nice Japanese stained glass shop I like. Hahaha. (: (: (:
2 necklaces. 1 pair of ear ring.
I didn't expect my mum to be so generous.
She must have taken the wrong medicine or something.
Like WOW.
lol.

I haven't done my hw.
HAHAHA.
DIE.
I better go dig my grave soon.
): ): ):

Lol.
I seriously don't know what to think
and what to feel.
If only answers will drop from somewhere.



There's a season for everything eh.

Oh you know.
One day I'm just not going to care anymore.

Or maybe sometimes we should just leave things the way it is.
So at least you won't discover more flaws about the other person.
At least the good impressions will always be there.

Or maybe some things
are just not meant to be.

Went to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks with my cousins and company.
(: (: (: (:
Like finally!
HAHAHA.

Beginning of the trip was like...
Argh. Damn irritating and noisy. (Due to some things which I guess those who were there knew.)

The show is cute.
But yeah. Not excatly something everyone will like lah.
I just love the chipmunks coz they're so damn cute. ESPECIALLY THEODORE!!
Awww. -Pokes pokes.

After which we went arcade.
Only spent $1 on one round of DDR with Ger.
Waa seriously I don't know what's wrong but then it was like damn tiring can. Legs were damn tired after 3 rounds. Haha!

Then then we decided to meet up with Gary for dinner.
Who is currently working part-time in Citibank.
So after much commotion, we went Marina Square in the end.
Blah blah blah blah.
So long never see Gary liao. Haha. (:

And poor Pris has stomachache. Actually all of us (Except Ger, Julius and Gary) has minor stomachache. But then only she's more major.
Gary was damn funny.
I don't know why but Ger and I like to laugh at Gary. :/
Eh but not in a mean way lah!

(Conversation's in chinese. Translated.)

Pris is in terrible state of stomachache and we were in the food court.

Pris: (Just returned from the toliet) I feel like vomitting.
Gary: Huh you vomit liao not. Go vomit lah.
Pris: *Gives him that look*
Gary: Just put your hand into your mouth (to make yourself vomit) lah.
Ger and I: HAHAHAH.
(Okay not funny. But the way he said it was so funny)

And... (Still in food court)

Gary: Eh still pain arh.
Pris: Yes.
Gary: Okay let's go.
Me: HUH!
Gary: You want to vomit not.
Pris: Don't want lah.
Gary: Okay. Let's go.
Ger and I: HAHAHA.
(Okay. Again it's not that funny but yeah. Ger and I were just v. tickled.)

Then home sweet home. (:

Kept disturbing Julius just now.
NAI3 DU4!
HAHAHHA.
Inside joke.

Can you believe
that I actually slept at 6am ytd.
This is madness.
4hrs of phone call.
I'm going to miss all of these.
Why must good things always come to an end eventually.

Boo.
This totally spoilt my mood.
All your fault.

Sorry to Pris for taking out on you.
Haha. Didn't mean it.

I'm tired.
Brain in screensaver mood.

Went out with Stella and Daniel just now.
Went to walk around town plus go Vivo.
Yada yada.
Talked a lot. Fun. (:
Haha. I love to sit down and talk yeah.

Alright.
End of entry.
Booo.
Feeling damn lousy.
):

Okay.
I'm going to die at this rate.
No kidding.

Slept at 4am plus ytd.
Was on the phone.
Zomg.
And I had to wake up this morning at 7am to go for dental appointment.
Just check up plus cleaning.
So it was like 3hrs of sleep.
Woke up like some zombie walking around. Haha.

And the funny thing was.
Halfway on the phone, my brother suddenly woke up [We share the same room] and then I so happen to be saying something about him.
And he actually went: Don't talk about me.
After that he went back to sleep lah.

And this morning he woke up and asked me if I was on the phone ytd night and I just denied. Then he said he thought he dreamt about me on the phone. I was like laughing down there and trying to play along with him. But after awhile he finally figured it felt too real to be a dream and you can't possibly have the same dream after waking up for 3 times in the night.
He kept bugging me about it lah. Irritating. But till now I still denied. Shhh.

I hate going for teeth cleaning.
It's damn bloody pain when they use that stupid sharp metal thing to poke in between your gums. My teeth is damn sensitive and I was like gripping the sides of the seat damn hard coz it was pain. ):

Went home after that and caught some sleep. Then went with my mum and brother to his pri school for dental check up. HAHAHA.
After which we went Takashimaya to help my brother buy some stuffs yeah. Went Compass Point as well. And in the end we managed to buy all that he needs. Slipper, shoe, clothes and bag. He should thank me can. I was like half dead there liao and yet I still helped him to pick everything. Not say mine very good lah, but his fashion sense is downright horrible. (Ask any of my cousins. And they'll agree. HAHA.) :/

One day my brother is going to find my blog and see for himself all the horrible things I write about him. HAHAHA. I wonder what his reaction will be. He's behind me now (Not looking at the com though.) so I'm not talking behind his back.
Eh. But then again, I do blog about good things about him okay!

Okay. Here's one.
He bought me this book as a diary for next year I wanted at Taka. HAHAHA.
It was about 10 bucks.
Like WOW right.
BUT NO lah. He had voucher. HAHAHAH.
Anddddd... The main reason why he bought it is coz I asked for it! Not automatic okay! HAHAA.
Then again, at least I'm not talking bad about him. lol.
Alright you get my point.

OKAY.
This is probably the most useful day of my life.
Useful in the sense that I'm not sleeping and making use of my day.
HAHAHA.
I hope I get enough rest tonight.
If not tmr I'll be like some zombie walking around.
Zzzz.

Eh.
Maybe I don't even want it.
All these confusing shit.
It just messes up your head and make you feel so....
Argh.

But but.
It takes time yeah.
At least we're trying.

Hohoho.
My schedule is like so fully packed next week.

Hmmm.
I'm doing Econs e-learning now.
Finally.
But the stupid programme is like not working properly. I wanted to fast forward it but in the end the thing screwed up and now I'm just letting it run and then just purely copying. Zzz. E-learnings are seriously rubbish.
Argh.

Went shopping with my cousins, aunt and my mum in the afternoon.
So nice to have an atm machine around. LOL.
But didn't really spend much lah.
After that, Ger, Pris and I went to Bugis Street to get some stuffs.
And ohmy. That was like seriously the cheapest I ever spent on clothes. 3 pieces for like only 30 bucks. Usually is 1 top that amount. Haha.

Then met up with Darren, Liling and my bro at TM.
Had dinner and we went seperate ways with Darren and Liling.
Pris acted like an idiot and kept shouting across to say goodbye to Darren and Liling. Seriously she was damn embarassing. Ppl at the bus interchange there were staring at her like she was some crazy women who escaped from mental hospital.
And then we dragged Ger to jm's house. Hahaha. She wanted to go home but we seriously just dragged her. Damn funny.

Oh wells.
Went home and I lied on the bed from like 11pm and I only went to sleep at like 3am.
Confusing to the max and yet ironicly obvious. But yea, I seriously felt like giving up and stop thinking about all these rubbish. It makes my mind very tired.

My aunt and uncle came over just now. Lunched and talked.
I always like to talk to them. Haha. Coz they make you think about your future and all those serious matters and for once you feel like you're treated maturely yeah. Haha.
Too bad baby Natalie couldn't come. ):
Lol.

This will be a long post.

Went out early in the morning ytd.
Like seriously damn early. Met up with Stella and Wanjing at 8.30 at Tamp.
Then we headed to Timothy's house.
Oh man. His bungalow is like damn damn damn nice and big.
SO PRETTY. (:

Then we watched Aquamarine on his laptop
and then played that racing car game on Xbox.
Thennn. Stella decided to play her pokemon game on the com. HAHAHA.
And I was damn stoned. Coz I could only watch her play. Lol.

And we got out of the house in the afternoon and met up with Daniel and Ying Han.
Lunched. Then went back To Timothy's house.
Played card games like ass-hole Tai dee.
I was like the last at first. For like 4 consective rounds. My cards were like seriously damn pathetic. AND finally I climbed up! To like the first laa. HAHAHAA. Sweet. (:

Then we played bridge.
The process was seriously damn funny.
We were like cheating and everything.
Stella wanted to call me as her partner then before that I said I got 1 ace. And she was saying she got 3 Aces. SO I mouthed to her say call the other Ace for partner lah.
And in the end she called....

"King of Hearts."

HAHAHA. Damn hilarious. She claimed that I mouthed to her saying King of Hearts.
I was laughing like siao there. Coz we were mouthing for so long and in the end she called the wrong one. HAHAHAHA.

And and.
That round right.
I paired with Timothy.
And Stella with Ying Han.
And we were like cheating to the max. Mouthing to each other what to put. They started first, that's why we also followed suit. And in the end they still lost to us. That round was like damn funny.

And we played Bluff too.
Not the neopets kind.
And I finished my cards in like less than 10mins.
Everyone were so amazed. I was too can. Must be luck lah.

Daniel was saying at the end: I pity Felicia's boyfriend man. She can lie damn well lah. Haha.

Went airport after that. Didn't had dinner though. Everyone were full.
Then then we just walked around. Went all 3 Terminals. lol.
Went back at like 9pm plus.

Bus-ed back with Timothy.
He sent me home when he could have just went home straight.
Told him not to and he still insisted.
Oh wells.
And he wasted like..... 1hr plus of his time.
Okay.
I love my OG ppl.
Can't wait for our next outing. (: (: (:
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Somewhere in between - Lifehouse.
The lyrics to me have been sort of abstract.
I just went to Fil's blog and she quoted this website for song meanings.
So I went to the website and searched for the meanings of this song.

I think this intepretation is the one I like the best and what I agree most with.
Yepp. I also wonder how they come up with this kind of things de can. I can't write sth like that.

"And things suddenly end, you eventually break down. ......and when you realize that it can't be worked out, you wish it were a dream"




"And you wish with all your heart, that things could go back to the way they used to be, .....but it's not that easy"

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Okay I have no idea why I'm writing this but yeah.
Past 5 months had been tortureous.
Every month in addition hasn't been enough.
And I kept wishing that "enough" will come soon.

But now as I look back,
I wonder what took me so long to realise
That nothing's changed, it never will
All these years of standing still
And still we stay, in all this pain
And nothing's going to make it go away

Sometimes you just have to lose your way in order to find the answers you seek.

You know,
When you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

I love song lyrics.
They just seem to say whatever you're feeling
and whatever you can't put it in words.

Okay.
I'm hungry now.
And I woke up at 12pm today.
Zomgg.
Oh.
And
I
haven't
done
ANY
of
my
homework
yet.

I'm so dead. ):

Hmm.
Had OG outing yet again ytd.
Okay. Now my OG = Stella, Wan Jing, Ying Han, Daniel, Timothy.
Intended to go Settlers, but Daniel didn't know that Tuesday isn't open. So we ended up going to Marina Square again. Played arcade and caught Enchanted. [Yes. Mine and Stella's 2nd time watching]

Ahhh. I so love the songs in Enchanted. Lol.

Hmm. Walked around Suntec after that.
And we had KFC for dinner. Budget. Everyone no money le. Haha.
Okay maybe it's only me. Lol.
And they were talking about stupid army horror stories. ):

Took photos as usual.
I only have some with me. The others are in Timothy's cam. Shall get them from him tmr or sth.

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And zomggg. I had insomia ytd night. Couldn't sleep at all can.
Like wth.
And seriously it really felt like I didn't sleep a wink the whole night. But I did fall asleep at like about 3am, then wake up again at 5am, then finally slept from 7am to 10am.
BUT STILL IT DIDN'T FEEL AS IF I SLEPT. Especially before 7.
Know why. Coz throughout the whole night I kept thinking about something someone whatever. (Or maybe the weather was too hot.)
And I think the time when I was actually sleeping, I was DREAMING about the same thing.
SO it felt like I didn't sleep!
Eyebags..... ):

And I want my fairy tale ending.

Stupid stupid rain.
When will it ever stop raining.

Went Atiqah's house early in the morning. Along with Fil and her sis.
In the end I woke up at 8.45 when we were supposed to meet at 9. Gosh.
lol.

Finally reached Atiqah's house and we ended up slackinggggg.
Didn't touch any notes at all.
We kept saying: Are we mugging.
But ended up not doing so.

It started raining damn heavily in the afternoon and we were stuck in the house. So we called for KFC delivery! (:
And before our food we watched movie.
City of Angels.
Atiqah's favourite movie. lol.



Go watch it. (Though the ending is quite stupid to me. Eh wait. No. Actually quite sad.)
And and we even had popcorns to eat! (:
HAHA. I'm so going to buy those instant kinds.

So till the end of the day, we really really still didn't study!
HAHA.

Fil's sis: What time we going home.
Fil: As late as we want.
Fil's sis: Mama won't scold meh.
Fil: Won't lah. We're studying remember.

HAHAHAHA.
Yepp. And along the way back to the bus stop, it started raining!
Okay maybe not. I had a craving for bubble tea and we ended up walking to Loyang Point and getting caught in the rain.
It was damn damn damn heavy and poor Fil and her sis had to walk in the rain coz..... they had no umbrella. And I'll fall sick if I were to be in the rain.
Eh but... I'm still pretty much drenched. Pfftt.

And yeah. I think I'm falling sick AGAIN.
Stupid rain.
Better better don't rain tmr!
Pretty please.

Weekends are busy.
Well.. Quite. lol.

Chingay ice breakers is fun fun fun.
Got to know my group members and interact with them. US29. (:
Have like 3 meridians in my group can. Lol.
Mainly ice breakers. Ordinary games but it was fun. Even though there were certain games which I dislike. Like a lot of running games yea. Still it was fun coz my group mates are so fun. Haha.

Wacko..
Everyone were like tackling me at one point in time.
Maybe coz my name is one of the easiest to remember.

Zhiyong: Felicia!
Me: Angeline!
Angeline: Felicia!
Me: Helmi!
Helmi: Felicia!

Hahaha.
And I was screaming like some mad woman.

And seriously, the whole event was like infested with Meridians. Haha.
Yepp. Fun. (:
Eh ppl go join if you want to! Still can join yea. Go sign up online.
Join join join!

Hmmm. But then again. No more ice breakers. So maybe not that fun still? But still I think it's the company that matters.
I think Helmi's damn joker and Zhiyong's damn blur in a cute way. But too bad Helmi's in US30 yea. [We combined with them coz they only had 2 pathetic ppl in their group that day. Him and another meridian.]

The class went to NorthPoint for lunch.
Awww. Huahua's sick!

LJ: Huahua sick liao.
Me: Huh why!
LJ: You know I blow in her face then she buay song. [Irritated in Hokkien to those who don't know.] And she bite me on my nose.

Ouch.
And I kept sneezing non-stop before that. Must be the stupid water game plus the slight rain drizzle. Went arcade. Nice nice LJ treated us $10 to arcade. Felt so bad lah. And we were watching this couple playing the scooping sweets game. Damn siao. I think they sat there for damn long liao. And we saw their card credit dropped from $30 to $19 in like.. less than 30mins. And and. After that they went to top up again after they got the jackpot prize and this time we saw $77.15 displayed. Zomggg.
Addictive yea. Seriously it's madness. Give me 100bucks to buy clothes laa.

Oh no oh no.
3 more weeks to school reopening.
I haven't got any hw done. Like seriously. I haven't even studied a single bit.
I'm so dead.
And I wanted to do e-learning now actually. Hahaha.
I hope I get it done later.

Gahhh.
NO MOTIVATION TO STUDY.
Someone please inspire me to?

Ohoh. And I think I'm the stupidest person on earth.
You know I didn't know what the hell was SEA Games.

Bro: SEA Games starting.
Me: SEA Games as in sea games?
Bro: Not that sea. As in Southeast Asia.
Me: ....

Sth like that actually exists?
Okay wait. Now it sounds familiar. Must be sth long long time ago and I didn't know it's happening now.
Cannot blame me lah. I don't watch the TV much nor do I follow the news.

Hahaha.
I'm all mixed up again.
If things were to be how I want it to be wouldn't it be so nice.
But then again I'm not so sure whether I want it in the first place.
You know. Once bitten and twice shy.
No confidence yeah. And then again, it probably won't even happen.
I'm probably am just siao-ing you know.
I should just stop it.

Sigh sigh sigh.
This is damn irritating.
Mixed up thoughts.
And some more Chingay just sent an email saying there's training damn early in the morning. Like wthhhh. There goes my sleep. And I don't know how on earth am I going get to Yishun by 7 plus am. Madness!
One more thing to worry about.
Sigh.

And yeah.
This is seriously siao-ness.
LJ says so too. So please please. Stop siao-ing.
Or maybe it's not that bad siao-ing lah. Something to keep me occupied.
Hmmm.




Ya ya.
I'm very tired liao leh.
So tired that I seriously don't care what become of us.
Haha. I'm so amused.
After every siao-ness, it still leads down to you.
Why arh why.
Maybe I'm really crazy in this sense.
But yeah. This has to stop.
_____ ___ ______ ____ _________ _______.
That'll help a lot.

I'm rotting at home today.
SAD SAD SAD LIFE.
AND I'M NOT STUDYING.
I EVEN WENT TO SLEEP JUST NOW.
GOSHHHHH.
Morale of the story: Never stay at home coz it equals slacking.

And I think I'm seriously mad.
Mad mad mad.
I'm like possessed or something.
I'm like all mixed up.
And maybe it's my sweetest pain.

Hmmm.
Let's see.

Ytd went out with my OG mates. Umm. Part of them. lol.
Reached City Hall at 10.30am. Waited for Stella to come back from Orchard coz she went over there to get her 133 bucks Nike bag. Madness. And Daniel was damn damn damn late can. Like wth. 11am then he reached.

In the end Seng Yong and Timothy didn't join us for Kbox coz he was sick and he was sleeping respectively.

So in the end we 3 ended up walking to Bugis and shopped around.
Timothy met us in the afternoon and we went to Marina Square for Kbox. Practically dragged Timothy in can. Coz he don't want to go. Haha. That poor guy was complaining and complaining in the room. And he didn't sing at all. WASTE MONEY. TSK.
BUT. At least you heard my singing right! SO it's not a waste of money! Right right? (:
And no. My singing's not very nice okay. It's airy and nasal. Hmmm. Hahaha.

Ying Han joined us after that. Then Wan Jing also came along. We roamed around Suntec area and saw lots of cool cars. Like omgg. Damn pretty and nice and according to Timothy, one we saw only has 3 of them in Singapore. But then again I'm not into cars. So yea.

And we went Fish & Co for dinner.
And to celebrate WJ's belated bday. (:
Hahaha.

Before that we even went to walk around the Fountain of Wealth thingy and made a wish! LOL.
And and and
IF we all get 5 As for As next year, then the fountain really works. HAHA.

Took photos at the fountain thingy after dinner. They had the laser show. V. cool. Lol.

My 2 OGLs from O1. Thanks for making everything so fun in orientation and and and for keeping in touch and always making sure we're okay even after orientation! And of course for all the help in our homeworks and even going to the extent of helping us DO THEM! Hahaha. Have fun in NS while we're slogging against Alevels and meet up often okay!!! (:

Hmm.
And so today's Stella's [TKGS] birthday.



Haha.
Went Eve's house early in the morning at like 9am.
Almost couldn't wake up laa. [Coz ytd stayed out till late.]
And we arranged our cake for Stella.

Tada.
She loves diary products. Haha.


My darling #2! (:
(There's no #1 btw. And there isn't at all before. So don't ask who's that.)

And Eve finally sent me the photo we took at Vivo that Friday. So here it is. And still got one more photo she hasn't sent. The one we 3 took this morning. So shall post it when I've got hold of it.

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Eh this is madness.
Goshhh. I don't want to feel this way okay so please make it go away.
SHOOOOOOO.
Like Fil said: SIAO!
YES SIAO! I think it's siao-ness too!
It's IMPOSSIBLE IMPOSSIBLE IMPOSSIBLE OKAY
I TELL YOU.
(EH. If you're thinking weirdly. NO. I'M PERFECTLY STRAIGHT.)

Didn't go church caroling in the end today due to some reasons.
And I woke up yet again at like 2am plus ytd. Gahh.

And my mum took the opportunity to make me clean the house in the morning. Like omg. They made my bro and I vaccum the whole house. Damn tiring can. My first time touching that stupid machine. And then we also tidied up our bookshelf. It's like so neat now. Haha.

Went Tampiness Safra and played pool with Darren and bro and my dad.
Nice. And for most of the time I was reading this book I found when packing just now.

Anw.
I forgot to blog about my day ytd.
Went out with Pris, Liling, Darren and my bro.
To be precise, I brought them out coz they were bored to death and they were stuck at this place. And we decided to go airport. Haha.
And and. Today is just not our day coz when we were waiting for the bus, this weird auntie started scolding for no reason. The process is so damn funny. Stupid encounter.
Went all 3 terminals.
Then we went viewing mall at night and made a lot of noise. Kept pushing each other on the trolley and singing christmas carols. HAHA.
And on our way back to jm's house on the bus, we were reminiscing our childhood days. Then at those funny parts we kept laughing and laughing. And I think that annoyed a lot of passengers. Coz bro said they kept looking at us. Oops. HAHAHA.
See. Told you today's not our day. ):

Anw. It was really fun recollecting those memories.
If only time could turn back yea.
So fun. I thank God for all my cousins as they really played a very important part in my life. (:

Photos from ytd.

If I could turn the hands of time.

I SUFFERED FROM INSOMIA YTD.
Like seriously.

I don't know why.
I wasn't really scared.
Just couldn't seem to sleep. Gahhh.
I think I went to bed at 11pm plus. Tried to go to sleep but to no avail until 2am plus. Finally slept and woke up at 3am plus. Went back to sleep then woke up at 5am plus. I think it took me like about 20mins each time [After 3am] to sleep after I woke up. Poor me.
Gosh.
That was like the longest night ever and it felt like I didn't sleep a wink. ): ): ):
SEE LAA FIL!

I'm never ever ever going to watch a horror movie anymore.
Not even listen to horror stories.
So please do not breathe a word about anything related to that to me.
Thank you very much.

And I really really pray very very hard I sleep FAST and efficiently. HAHAHAAH. Okay. Wrong usage of words. But you get the drift.
Okay. I'm out of here. I need to sleep.