It's time to say byebye to blogger!


Relink yeah.

Yesterday was YH's long due birthday celebration. Haha.
Went breeks for late lunch. I was practically starving coz we had lunch at 3pm.

Went to Timothy's house after that.
We were walking into his house, then at the first floor balcony got the fish tank with a tortise fully submerged in water and kept trying to swim up and poke its head out of the water

Me: Eh your tortise very cute!
Daniel and the rest: Looks very retarded laa. Like so boring like that. Keeps swimming up and everything. And the neck so long some more.

(And after critising the tortise and everything we walked into Timothy's house and they realised that that was Timothy's tortise)

YH: OH. That was his tortise arh!
Daniel and the rest: ..... I thought was his neightbour's one! HAHA.
Daniel: Eh Tim, your tortise very nice leh. Has sexy long neck.

Hahaha.

Family business.
Damn funny. Daniel was out of the game after 2 rounds. As in. After going past his turn 2 rounds, coz everyone kept targetting him at first. Hahaha.

Then we came up with a lame idea to surprise YH with the cake.
Haha. (:

Stayed till 9 plus then went home.
Tired tired.

And I'm tired now.
NAP TIME.

BESTFRIEND: Happy 18th!! Haha. (13/07)

And to Ger: HAPPY BELATED SEXY 17th! (12/07)

Gosh. So many people's birthdays are coming up.

Okay. I think I sounded tooo emo over the previous posts.

I'm fine I'm fine.
Like since when do I brood over the same thing over and over again.

And I realised it's the sad japanese song's that causing me to think so much!!!
You know the sad sad tune and everything!

And Charlene! I'm in no mood to do econs case study!! ):
How!

Maybe I should go attempt a little bit of it later. So I don't feel guilty.
I've become such a good little girl all of a sudden. (:

Can someone tell me why we never get what we want.
Why we're constantly changing?

Why does the grass seems greener on the other side?

Why like someone when you're giving them the power to hurt you.

Why when you thought you were all alone then suddenly someone comes along and you thought he or she understands, yet that belief is snuffed out in a moment.

And what's with all these random thoughts now.

Gosh.
LC's the most most most EGOISTIC person I've ever known.

He had to go for some NS interview thingy which we suspect is commandos.
Then on wikipedia they said the selection criteria is "above average intelligence".

lala - orhorh not? says:
mayb go there
lala - orhorh not? says:
bunk in liao
lala - orhorh not? says:
they say
lala - orhorh not? says:
oh
lala - orhorh not? says:
u too smart
lala - orhorh not? says:
no nid take a levels
lala - orhorh not? says:
next time take
lala - orhorh not? says:
u come join ns now

I seriously laughed like crap.
Okay not funny but I find it funny.
As in. I'm picturing the scene.

We're all running out of time.

I think term 3 will be like the most stressful period of your life.
Teachers will be stressed as well.
And this is seriously the first time in my whole entire life I'm starting my revision sooo early in advance.

Which means no more card games, no more blogging of long stories, no more slacking in school after lessons, no more early nights, no more slack weekends, no more chatting on msn for long hours, no more distractions, basically no more life.
Argh.

There will be just God, family, friends (minimal), _______, music, sweets, notes.

It's the last 3 months to determine who you are. Quoting Mr Patrick.
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Hahaha.
And know what.
The feeling is like. Your happiness disappearing in a flash.
Empty emptied emptiness.

Sometimes I wish I'm much less complicated eh.
So please don't assume you know so much about me. Like what I may be talking and everything. You may think I mean this but actually I meant otherwise. Because I'm too complicated beyond understanding.

And it's because of this I appreciate you a lot. Because you seem to know what excatly I'm thinking and mean every time. And even without me saying, you know when I'm feeling down and everything. Telepathy or what.

There are a lot of things that ran through and are still running through my mind. But some things are not meant to be posted here.

And sometimes it's better to put a break to everything.
Some things you see but you pretend you don't.
Like building up a wall and not letting anyone touch you so they can't hurt you.
And repeat to yourself over and over that it doesn't matter.

And I don't really care whether it does actually matters or not anymore.
What's got to be done, got to be done.
And I don't really care if you understand whatever crap I'm talking about because some things are meant to be kept inside.

This world is full of pretences.
And at the end of the day, the only one you know who's there all the way is the Lord. He knows things you hide inside, how much you're hurting, things that you yourself don't even know. And He never fails to be there whenever you need someone to talk to, someone to cry out to, and heals you no matter what. God gives the perfect kind of love and I think only He is capable of doing so simply because He's God.

My new addiction.

Decided to put up the PV with the english subs instead.

I went to type out the whole translation from the video coz that particular translation couldn't be found anywhere else, and I don't like the other translations.
Had to type super super fast can.
Haha.

When I'm sad I like to listen to sad songs, and when I'm happy I like to listen to happy songs. Chinese or English most of the time.

And when I'm not sure what I'm feeling,
I like to listen to Japanese songs.
Because it's in a foreign language which you don't quite fully understand.

And now I feel like listening to Japanese songs.

Celes: You know last time my school wanted us to grow green beans, but I grew red beans instead because I did't have green beans. And I waited but it didn't grow. Then exam question came out something like: "Which of the following: Red beans or baked beans can be grown?" And I wrote baked bean.

HAHAHAHA.

I have to study tonight or else I'll have to treat Charlene lunch tmr!
Boooo.

2 more months.
I don't want this to end actually.
I'll miss my JC life a lot a lot a lot. ):

I like old old grandfatherly maths lectures.
With all the "ah ah ah"s which follow a poisson distribution of X~Po(10) where X = no. of times "AH" appears in a random sample of 1 minute.

And I don't want my maths scripts and maybe chem and maybe physics back tomorrow. ):
Spare me the torture please.
It's 2 more months to prelims.
I should really stop slacking.
At this rate I'll end up nowhere.

And please stop all the nonsenses. I'm too tired to play along with you.

I want to go to a world of pretty rainbows and unicorns.
Where there are no such things as books, studies, stress, heartaches.
And I can have my own fairy godmother who waves her magic wand and poof comes anything I want.

And I'll want to be happy.

I didn't know Thumbelina is such a nice show.
HAHAHA!

Are fairy tales just about living happily ever after or do they serve much greater functions than that.

I can't wait for Friday and Saturday. (: (: (:
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And suddenly it doesn't matter anymore.
If only the happiness would last.
Guess life is about changes.
Constant ups and downs.

Sometimes I just wish that I'm not born a human.
Human beings are complicated species.
Thinks profoundly and they change in terms of character and feelings.

I think birds are very sweet creatures.
Most birds, especially the parakeet species have only one soulmate for life.
And they're so carefree.

Haha.
Random blabberings.

Woah.
So many issues sprouting up.
Uncertainties, fear.

And weird people adding on friendster just to increase their amount of friends.

Sometimes I really admire people who can cope with adversities that well.

I don't know how to piece what I'm feeling into proper sentences.
So I shall just leave this hanging.

No matter what our trouble and fears, the Lord is there.

You have been my defense and refuge in the day of my trouble.
Psalm 59:16

Yesterday was 21st birthday celebration for Gary.
It was damn hilarious and last minute planning, because of information failure, and thus market imperfection..

Oh wells.
But nonetheless, we had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun.
Haha.

Met up with Ger 3 hours earlier, then we walked around and everything and bought this big big floating helium balloon at White Sands.
And we took turns carrying it and malu-ing ourselves coz we look too young to be 21. And Ger was saying how we look like lesbians going on a date but no we're both perfectly uncurved, meaning straight.

Walked around TM looking like retards and looking for a nice shirt for Gary.
Haha.
Then when Pris and Gary came, we hurried to the Open Plaza and then told him to go up there. AND when he came we just stood there and started laughing coz we had no idea how to react. HAHAHA. In the end presented him the small little cake with much awkwardness and ta-da. And seriously Gary must have been in a blur coz it's like 3 weeks before his bday and poof he's having his cake now. HAHA. But no choice, he's not free for the next few weeks, which explains the rush.

And so Gary walked around holding the balloon. Hahaha. And we achieved our aim of making him feel malu-ed.

Watched Get Smart.
Quite funny. I love the dog. It's so cute.
And it's so funny watching Gary laugh at funny things which are not so funny.
And my brother touching his head when one of the character in the show got stapled on the head. [Yes. Staple bullets.]
Hahahha.

Dinner with our parents then went some cafe at ECP opened by Jack Neo or something like that. Played Family Business. Haha. (:
And ate another cake and sang birthday song for Ger and Gary.
Haha.
And at one point out parents in the other table were all whipping our their phone cameras and taking snaps of us. It's so amusing to play half way, only to look to your right and see 5 grown-ups holding their phones and taking photos. All at the same time. HAHA.

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My cousins are like my playmates since young, we used to spend every weekend together playing everything under the sun, used to hold stupid singing competitions among ourselves, hide and seeks, plan christmas parties, write in our book to each other [Me and Ger, Me and JM], got into fights with other kids [JM especially loves to get into arguments with others], cried together [when Ger's, JM's and my rabbits got sent away together coz we were going on a holiday], became mad at each other over childish things in the past, share secrets we never told our parents... And because of that my childhood was a bliss.
We all grow up. And even though we may drift when we grow up, we still make an effort to keep in contact. And I know that we'll always have an important place in each of our hearts now and forever, have fun together, talk about our past and be best friends forever.
And and I thank God for giving me such wonderful company.

And JM, meet up soon alright.
Though we hardly go out together as a group, you're not forgotten.
(:

Before 1997




1998


1999


Jan 2008




July 2008

Know what.
I heart my cousins. (:

Ooohh. I'm like hooked to duets.
Eh but the song is nice. I finally know what the title of the song is! (: (:

WAA.
I TELL YOU.
I'M IN TOTAL DISARRAY.

I came home feeling dirty and sticky and everything and still I had to spend 1hr of my time sitting there and say: how how how.

YES.
IT'S LIKE A TOTAL SHOCK.
Damn last minute.

Argh.
Whatever.

School was like damn slack.
I love slack days.
I love my Haros.
I love my Susans too.

And after school I was like a little girl waiting to be pampered.
Breeks-ed.
Walked around.
Bus-ed.
Sat.
Apples. (:
Looked at ants crawling around.
Acted like a little girl asking lots of stupid questions.

Eg:
1. Ants got eyes or not. ("No.")
2. Ants got ears? ("No.")
3. Then how ants know where to find the food. ("I've got no idea.")

Happy happy happy happy happy happy 6th!! (:

WAAA.
HOW DUMB I CAN GET.

1. I ended up in WOODLANDS instead of Yishun.
2. Alighted at some weird place, only to realise I took bus no. 965 instead of 969.

I was like laughing to myself when I realised my mistake. This is the first time in my 17 ++ years I did sth so stupid. Eh luckily I realised, who knows where I'll end up in if I alighted later. lol.

I seriously don't know why I even mistook the bus for my bus. I even happily hopped onto it.

Maybe someone will discover someday that there's an inverse relation between age and smartness.
Like the older you grow, the less smart (meaning dumber) you get.

Long long day. Tiring day.
With nice white uniform. (:
Ups and downs.
From happy to sad to irritated and still irritated to sad and back to happy. (:

And know what I realised?
We're wasting 3 periods of our time after school just to go for 1 period of physics.
I wonder who came up with this thing.
Very smart.

I've no idea what we're doing in school tomorrow.
I don't want to do correlation tutorial.
!#%@^&#

There.
Getting back on the right track.
Which is good.
Very good.

Fil's blog:

5. felicia was scandalous.
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?!#$^#@
I seem to have lots and lots of scandal partners.
Hur hur hur.

And I'm slackingg like free.
But guilt free. HAHA.

Going out in 1 and a half hours time!
Wheeee. (:

And so in the end I can't go. ): ):
But oh wells.
Dinner. (:
And nice nice white uniform! HAHA.





Eh thanks arh thanks.
You know who you are and you've got me addicted to this song.

Ooh. I think it's so sweet. The lyrics.
Talking about something like going past your limits and doing something special for a girl. (: (:

I shall go and pack my files.
Maths down. 3 more to goooo.

Longggg post ahead:

MindCafe yesterday. (: (:

Not bad not bad. Like ehhh. 3 quarter of the class showed up.

Hamster playing at Jean's house with Fil in the morning. Fil is like damn scared of that small little innocent cute thing laa.
Everytime Jean puts it in her hands she'll either go: "AHHHHH!" or "HAHAHAHAH." (Coz she claims it's damn ticklish.
Poor hamster.
I bet it's thinking it's so un-loved. ):

And Fil, where's my hamster lunch? Your treat right.

Met Danial at Tamp MRT. Went down to Raffles Place. WAAA. I TELL YOU. Guys nowadays are getting more and more horrible. The rest over at lan were like super duper late.
So finally after much confusion and getting lost by anyhow walking around at Raffles Place, we finally met up with the rest. AND got to the place. (:

Haha.
Tried many games.
Screamed and shouted like mad within the first hour.
HAHA.

"UGLY UGLY UGLY!"
-snatches and pounds on hands for the cards.

And we were saying how the next table is so peaceful and everything. Coz they're not so violent like we are. HAHA.

And the animal game.
HAHA. Quite fun laa.

Can't really rmb what we played.

OH. There's this stupid partnering game.
And stupid LC kept blaming me coz I kept screwing up. HAHA. Not my fault right! I've got like time lag in reading the thing laa.
And yes in the end we lost. HAHAHA.
Not my fault. Who ask you come over for nothing. So in the end I'm stuck with you. Eh but Jean you would have lost if you'd partnered me! HAHA.

4 hours of fun, never wanted it to end.
Went for dinner at this ulu foodcourt which closes at 8pm. Dumb.
Haha.

On the train back, we were discussing about how when you sleep more you'll becomes taller and smarter.

Eh Fil. I suddenly feel taller and smarter, DO YOU?!
HAHAHA.

Rubbish theory can.
I sleep so much and I'm still as dumb as ever. Oh and short. HAHA.

Went home.
Lied on my bed.
Trying to sort out my thoughts.
(As usual)

I wonder why humans are so greedy. Like issit in our nature?
Why not be satisfied with what you have.
Weird species.
Haha.

Sometimes you know that no matter how much you want it, ultimately you still have to let go for the better sake.
Because nothing will come out of it.
Hahaha.
Some things may seem very very nice. But it wouldn't work out for practical reasons.
Be more practical gosh.

And sometimes you just have to run away from the problems.

And on a side note, sometimes the most beautiful relationship comes from unspoken feelings. Agree? Haha.
As in like. The initial stages are always the most beautiful ones. Coz it's so cute and sweet and everything. Haha. But once you pass that stage no matter how hard you try, you wouldn't get back the same feelings again. SO sometimes it's better to just leave it that way. But then again, it may stop someday.
Okay I'm being random.

Sometimes it's a very nice feeling to let the memories play and play. It feels all so warm inside.
But that's when the conflicting issue comes in.
What if it's for the wrong reasons?
Argh. Bad bad BAD.

I think this is just a passing thing. Like it used to be.
(Just that it is of a different feeling which I can't comprehend.)
Ahhh. Whatever.

Oooh.
I want to change my hp like soon!
My stupid phone's spoiling on me.
Saw this white and green Sony Erisson phone. Nice nice.
Woah. Both of my favourite colours together. (: More of white though.
And there's this metallic pink nokia one. Looks very nice too. But I still prefer flip phones. WHERE ARE ALL THE NICE FLIP ONES?! ):

It's school tomorrow yo.
Why can't they just give us one more day of holiday.
And I hope there isn't physics extra lessons tomorrow. So retarded having to waste 3 hours of our time in between doing nothing.

Alright.
I hope I can go later.
(:

EH I'M SERIOUSLY BORED.
JEAN COME ONLINE QUICK!
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Fe·li·cia

–noun
a female given name: from a Latin word meaning “happy.”

Dictionary.com Unabridged (v 1.1)
Based on the Random House Unabridged Dictionary, © Random House, Inc. 2006.
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dictionary.com
Hahaha.
YES.
I'M THAT BORED.

Oh yeah.

Happy SAF day people.

HAHAHA.
I'm just feeling random and bored.

If you're happy and you know it clap your hands.
-clap clap.

ARE YOU CLAPPING YOUR HANDS?!

Hahahahahahha.
I think I'm so dead for midyears.
Like seriously.
Oh well whatever.

I'm like super tired.
Don't know why also.
I'm like waiting for Jean and Fil to come online so we can discuss about tomorrow and so I can go lie on my bed and wait for my happiness.

Sleepy sleepy.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHEM LATER!!!
HAHAHAHAHA. (:

It's 5hrs and 20mins to freedoommmm.
OMG. I think I'll scream later.
(Or maybe not. I'll wait till I get home and reality sets in.)

I can't wait for tomorrow and tomorrow's tomorrow and tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow!
Oh. And tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow.
Hahahaha.
And I just wish that time can STOP right there because I don't want my results back! Boo.

And sighhh. Now that exams are up up and over, I think I'll go back to the days where I hate coming online at night, because of some reasons.
Oh wells. We shall see.

And I'm in a holiday mood already.
Haha.
To all J2 Meridians: Happy holidays yo.