Lalalala.
Bahhh.
I forsee another weekend of slacking.
Must must must pass chem test on monday.
Maths is a goner. Luckily I didn't study much.

Random Photos:

MJC's record breaking event


20,000 bottle caps??






MR. PRINGLES or Monopoly? HAHAHA.


We tied the knot. Hahaha.


On cross country day.


(:

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I wonder why some people just tend to hold on to things, keep digging up the past, and revisiting them. Are they doing this just so they don't completely lose things that they once hold dear?
And. How many people actually remember the past in details.
Like. What they actually said in the past? Are they just for entertainment at that point of time? Or do they actually mean it.
If so, where did all the 'forever's went to.

Sigh sigh.
This is just one of those days.
When you have nothing to do and you decide to dig things up.
And that's when you realise a whole lot of things.

What excatly is love.
Sacrifices? Understanding? Wanting happiness for the other party?

I once came across this phrase on the tv:
"True love is like a supernatural encounter. You don't see it, but that doesn't mean it does not exist."

In this ever-changing world, what's the probability of finding it.
Whether or not the feeling will last is yet another issue.
Gosh. My writing skills are getting terrible. [Not that it was any good to begin with] I can't seem to put my thoughts through. GP block test coming. :/

Louis once told me: "Must think for yourself and not always for others. Don't torture yourself."
Yeah. I didn't even realise I was doing that. Until he pointed out. And at that point I seriously cried. I don't know why. Maybe because someone's telling me that it's okay to lift the burden. It's time to stop hurting.
I don't know why I'm saying this now, but yeah. Thanks for being there when I needed someone to talk to. And for always entertaining me on msn when I'm bored, or when I'm down, or when I've all sorts of rubbish questions on my mind, and for all the late night messages.
You're a nice guy laa. So you'll find your special someone don't worry. (:
I have no idea why I'm so random. Maybe because I'm currently talking to you on msn now. Hahaha.

8pm: Started taking out all my maths stuffs.
8.10pm: Read through integration notes.
8.35pm: Started P&C tutorial.
8.55m: Finished P&C tutorial.
9pm: Opened definite integral notes and stared at it.
9.05pm: Closed notes and attempted 2 of differential equations tutorial questions.
9.25pm: Packed everything and swtiched on the com.
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Lalala.
So here I am.
Slacking and sighing and keep repeating in my mind:
"I'm going to fail my maths."
): ): ):

I think out of 10 questions I attempt for Volume questions of D.I, I get only 1 correct. It's that bad. I don't know what's wrong with me laa. Like everything's screwed up.

Oh.
And some terrorist is on the loose.
They should just shut down all schools, make everyone stay at home, and let the police nab him.
Keyi and I were so worried just now laa. [Coz they gave free newspapers on weird days like Thurs and we happen to see it. If not I would not have known at all.]

And.
Gay found this cool function on his GC. And started doing stupid things like:

PROGRAMME: FELICIA:
:BLOOD TYPE: 0+:
:BIRTHDATE: 07081990:
:PERVERT:
:LESBIAN:
:DON'T KNOW HOW MANY BOYFRIENDS ALREADY:

Yeah. Like since when am I a pervert and a lesbian.
And how do I have a boyfriend when I'm a lesbian.
Then Danial was saying: Part-time lesbian.
FUNNY. HAHA.

Damn. I so wish that P&C takes up like half of the marks tomorrow. At least there's still chances of passing. Crap crap crap.
And I'm seriously very worried about that wanted man on the loose.
I pray that he'll be nabbed very very soon.

It makes me wonder why there are people like these who attempts to kill innocent parties yeah. Like what excatly is their motive? What real motive is there to justify their actions. Isn't it like so inhumane? And the worst thing is that it may just be motiveless. You do such acts just to make yourself feel good, just because you can do it. Could that be one of the reasons?
It's seems just so unfair and tragic.
What's the world becoming of now. Why are such things happening.

The future is still a mystery, shrouded in uncertainties.
There are always 2 sides to a coin. So, has technology helped us or harmed us more? What about the case of arising mutilations of viruses? Could all these have been prevented?
Gosh. I sound like I'm writing a GP essay. Haha.

OKAY.
I need to get off the com.
It's 10.20pm already.

LOL.
I think I've nothing better to do.
I went to google Alevel results and then I realise there are many spectulations about when it is going to come out.
But high chances it's anytime between this friday to next friday.
So yeah.

And I found this "nyp opens for registration for alevels students on 3rd march"
Which means, it may likely be before march. Which is left with this Friday.
But then then then. MJ's having parents orientation on friday. So why will it clash if it's really this friday. Weird weird.

Haha.
I like playing dectective.
V. fun yeah. Like you get pieces of information together and piece them together.
Whee.
My brain needs a break.

Damn. Stupid mosquitoes. Argh.
GO AWAY AND STOP BITING ME. ):

Gosh. This is damn cute. Got other videos on this. Go find if you have nothing to do.
The chipanzee is really really damn smart lah!! And the bulldog's so cute. HAHA. (:

Had our mugging party just now.
lol.
Quite a failure actually. Everyone were not in the mood to. Don't know why. Haha.
Oh wells. So it means mugging time. ):
Gosh. I so dread that word.
I can't believe in just around 8 months I'm going to sit for another major exam. It still feels like Olevels is just last month or something. But no. It's A YEAR already. Gosh. Ger was saying something like it's so siao to sit for a major exam in 2 years when it feels like you've not studied anything. HAHA. True true.
I'm going to pass my last lap no matter what.

[Chemistry. Topic: Chemical Equilibrium]

Doctor: Class. What do you use the table for? [The calculation thingy]
Doctor: To sit down and have your food arh.

Sometimes I just wonder what's on his mind. lol. All those lame yet funny things just come out like that. Hahahaha.

And and and.
I hope we have our party tomorrow! HAHA.
Start of mugging party. LOL.
Daniel said we're mad and LJ thinks we're joking. Hahaha.

Alevel results this friday?
High probability.
Gosh gosh. I'm scared. LOL.
For some reason.

Chem spa.
Laadeedum.
And I haven't start revision for block test. ):
I'm wasting my life away.


Sounds familiar? Hahaha.

I'm blowing my hair while typing. The art of multi-tasking. lol.

This week has been a rough week.
Not in terms of studies.
Rah.
lol.
But well well well. The sun will always shine.
At least I hope so.

And today. The strap of my stupid slipper came off. Like yeah. Wth. And I was stranded alone in the library coz I had to go somewhere after that. Okay. No really alone. Met Huang Yu there. Hahaha.
Then yeah. Someone came to my rescue. It's a miracle what you can do with a rubber band, and a safety pin. LOL.
SO YEAH. CHARLENE, if you're reading this, NO. I DIDN'T GET TO SHOP AT PP IN THE END. ): ): ):
Really wanted to check out the nice shops at the basement. So long never go there already ever since my TK days. Damn. Stupid slipper. I remember another one 'breaking' on me last year. Haha. I'm cursed. Next time never leave the house without scotchtapes.

Had a full dinner with my relatives at some jap resturant. Gosh. Damn full. And we were talking about lame jokes.

Me: What do you say to a one headed monster?
Gary: "Hahaha. You only got one head."

And I couldn't stop laughing. I think he has forgotten he has only one too.

Yepyep. I'm going off. Chem tutorial not done. ): Tmr go school and do laa. I have no idea what's going on for protein chemistry.
Someone be nice and teach me. Pretty please. I'll be your bestfriend.

WOW.
IVLE is amazingly fast.
HAHAHAHAHA.
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/Edit
10.05am

[ ] Maths E-learning (P&C)
[x] Chem E-learning (Periodic Table)
[x] Physics E-learning (D.C. Circuit)
[ ] Econs E-learning (Unemployment)
[x] GP E-learning (Apparently no one can find the worksheet on IVLE)

Stupid maths still can't load and I'm not really planning to do econs since there's nothing to copy. So shall just do when I've the time.
Just woke up. Went back to sleep at 6.30 after completing that stupid pile of chemistry. SO much to copy can.

Alright.

Today today today. (:

WA. I GIVE UP.
NOTHING'S LOADING.
STUPID IVLE.
GOSH GOSH GOSH.
): ): ):

I ran out to buy A Cinderella Story vcd a few days ago.
Always like that show though it's like so so SO old. Hahaha.

Hey. I seem to like Hilary Duff shows a lot. (:
And and. The songs in that show are pretty nice too.

Makes me wonder if fairy tale stories really happen in reality. I guess to a small percentage of the people this world it does. The others? Nope. Fairy tales are just things you'll only find in dreams. Delusions people have. Then why does fairy tales exist? Are they simply just there to mask reality to small little kids? Only to grow up and find out that it just doesn't work that way.
Maybe they're there to tell you that dreams do come true if you work hard enough, if you wait long enough. Then again, that may not happen. Life is just like that. Unfair and filled with injustices.
Sometimes I wonder why are some people born in places like Africa where they have to suffer in poverty, while others landed up in developed countries like Japan or USA, where they have clean sanitation and proper food. YET there are many who doesn't treasure this fact and end up wasting food or even landing themselves with anorexia. Werid huh. How this world functions. Then yeah. I'll wonder why are there such extreme differences in terms of living conditions. Why did God let something like this happen. Could it be there's really a purpose for them or is this a result from sins? If so, who's sins are those anyway.

Ohmy. I wanted to just type a short reflection and I ended up with a whole chunk. Hahaha. Oh well. The contradictions and mysteries of life. One day when I go to heaven, there are so so many things I want to ask God.

On a serious note,
Things to do by the weekends:

[ ] Maths E-learning (P&C)
[ ] Chem E-learning (Periodic Table)
[ ] Physics E-learning (D.C. Circuit)
[ ] Econs E-learning (Unemployment)
[ ] GP E-learning (Apparently no one can find the worksheet on IVLE)

GOSH. It's 4 plus already and I've been SLACKING. Don't even know what did I do can.
(Yeah. I was watching A Cinderella Story for the 2nd time this week)

And. SEEEEEEE.
Told you my 5.30pm dragon show is nice!
Even Jean is watching! HAHAHAHA. (: (: (:

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love

Let's see.
Tomorrow the teachers are going to go to build sandcastles at God-knows-where, [That's what I heard] and we're staying at home to do E-LEARNING FOR ALL FIVE SUBJECTS!
Argh.
They never let us off do they.

Oh wells.
I have no idea what to blog about.

Metta was fine ytd. The kids are cute. And guess what. They already have MSN at the age of like.... P2?!
lol. So cute. Were asking us for our msn. Haha.

I'M ABSOLUTELY BORED NOW.
I WISH THAT A MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN AND *POOF* YOU'RE BACK.

2 nights and 1 and a half day.

Ooooh. I didn't know the lyrics for this song are so nice. (:
lol.
I'm slacking yet again.
Shall complete:
GP reading
Maths tutorial
Econs mind-map
later.
Try to. Haha.

I must not slack anymore. I must pass my block test.
My posts are boring okay. lol.

Fil and I were walking to LT.

Pang: Eh why you two walking so... nonchalantly?
Fil and I: WHAT IS NONCHALANTLY.
Pang: Errr. I also don't know.

lol.

Lalala.
Was listening to old songs on my ipod on the way home.





The difference in colours in some parts mean something. Depends if you're smart enough to figure out and if you have enough current info. HAHA.

Have no idea whether I put up this song before or not. BUT well. Haha. (:

Physics spa was....
BRAIN DRAINING.
Seriously. After the whole thing my mind was v. heavy and blank lahh. Had a terrible headache. And my stupid units are wrong. Byebye to my Level 8. ):

OH WELLS.
AND IT'S BYE BYE PHYSICS LAB. (:

OKAY.
I'M TIRED.
Still have GP reading assignment to do. I'm so uttterly LAZY. ):

Vday was okay.
Rather fun laa.
Haha. So hectic in the morning laa. Was super rush coz we were busy packing the stuffs for the class before morning assembly.

And these are the things I've got. Rather little compared to others.
Met up with Ham and Fad at white sands, along with Fil and Atiqah. And we were on the topic of ideal boyfriend and yeah. Suitable topic. (:

AND CHINGAY IS FINALLY OVER. (: (: (:
GOSH. That thing made me damn pissed gosh.
Firstly my group got deployed to another sector which was the last sector and the furthest. And initially we got the BEST sector [After the VIP sector laa] can. Argh.
First day was damn slack. Coz our sector is practically not even half filled. Hahha. So Joey and I were like slacking and sitting down and watching the whole thing. We can even go to the front with the crowd and hang around there can. lol.

Second day was rather different. The place was almost filled and we were kept busy. Had to cheer and everything as well and I was like damn tired nearing the end. Got to know more nice ppl. Like Eugene who stood behind me on the stairs.

One of my favourite is the vintage cars. DAMN NICE I TELL YOU.
AND. Though they didn't parade at our sector, on the 2nd day, they parked right infront of our area before the whole parade started. Like wow. It was like right infront of me. Hahahha. Less than 50cm away can. So yeah. See below. Gosh. Damn nice. I want one in the future too.

This is damn ex I heard. And it's really really pretty.




This is white actually. Pretty too.


My favourite. Chio-ness. Damn nice laaaaa. So small and cute and the colour is so unique!
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There's more. But not going to put up everything laa.
I want a vintage car. ): ):

Too bad _______ is not there or I tell you he'll love the view.

But sadly, the event ended with some not so nice feelings. Gosh. Actually is very not nice feelings. I was seriously damn pissed until I can even use coarse languages.
Was damn pissed and irritated with some ppl can. Shall not say any further. Want to know ask me personally.

And. Sorry to say this. But you suck. Oh gosh. I can't believe I bared with you for.... err. I don't know how many weekends. So glad I won't be seeing you anymore. The v. thought of you disgusts me.

Okay. Shall not think about it already.
Whee.
It's over. (:
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Eh. Look at this. Damn cute right! 20 small bottles in total.

What's cuter is....

THIS.
HAHAHAHA.
Quite unclear here. It's all the 20 bottles in this big bottle.
SO cute! I love it a lot laaa. (:
So unexpected to see something like this. And it's so cute.
Many many many thanks to _______. (:

See the difference. Haha.

Tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow. I can't wait.
And no again, I'm not counting down to Chingay.


Shall update about Vday tmr or something. I'm damn tired now.
Just wanted to blog.
But I've nothing much to say.

And because because because
it's so very clear now.

Sigh.
This world is so complicated.
Being a human is so complicated.
I want to be a bird.

And you know.
It's too late to apologize.

Went for vday shopping at TM with Fil, Dung and LJ. [Jean came later] Hahaha.
Had to buy things for my angel and mortal and angel and mortal.
lol.
Tedious can.

On our way, we were discussing about the history of Valentine's Day.
Dung was telling us about this history about a guy named Valentine and this King's prophecy thingy and blah blah blah. And Fil didn't believe him.

And look what I've found online:

One legend contends that Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men -- his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the injustice of the decree, defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. When Valentine's actions were discovered, Claudius ordered that he be put to death.


SO. Turns out that gay is right. Hahahaha.

School was fine. Doctor was funny today. Hahaha.
"Use the windscreen to prevent drought...."

My 2 lovely hyperactive cousins.




Ethan's so cute right! LOL.


Look at how I'm tortured by 2 hyperactive kids.
I was trying to carry Ethan, then Nicole joined in the fun and tried to jump on as well. MADNESS.


To end it off peacefully. Hahaha.
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Almost did something stupid again.
BUT. I did stop to think before I could even press anything. -Pats on back.
Alright. Tons of homework to rush.
Sianness.

2 more days to Vday.
Or rather friendship day.
Didn't know how much impact it still had, till I took out that stupid red book and flipped through it.
Now it's sitting on my table waiting to be dealt with.
Irritating.

3 more days.
Wherever you go, whatever you do,
I'll be right here waiting for you. (:

Hahaha.
Edited the earlier post abit.
Added more stuffs below.
But yeah. It may seem like a whole chunk of nonsenses.

Gosh gosh gosh.
Breathless by Shayne Ward is SO nice. (:



Breathless.
(: (: (:

Survived through the day.
Gosh. Thought I couldn't survive it coz I've been feeling damn sick in the morning. BUT yeah. It got better. (:

Eh eh eh.
I think birds are so cute and sweet and yeah.
Someone told me before a cetain species of parrot find only a mate in their whole entire life.
SO SWEET RIGHT.
Next time when I go heaven, maybe I should ask God if I can be a bird. Hahaha. I want to be a love bird. (:

Photos. Ripped off from jm's blog. Still got some more. Taken with Nicole and Ethan. Shall get it from her the next time I see her online.

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I'm in a crappy mood now. And I still have tons of things undone. Like Econs holiday assignment and Chem tutorial and vday presents.
And now I have one more thing to worry about. Presents for my angel and mortal for inter-class Angel and Mortal game, as well as for my angel and mortal for within the class. Oh gosh.
And there's physics test this Friday. Gonna fail it. ):

I hope this week ends fast.

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And. Sometimes I wonder why am I still trying to try.
And after awhile I get pissed with myself. Like what the hell am I trying to do.
I must be out of my mind to even do that can.
Yeah. So the next time I try to try, I'm gonna pinch myself real hard or slap myself in the face.
It won't make any difference anyway.
It wouldn't be appreciated.

As I look back, I realised how dumb I was.
To believe all that nonsense.
Yeah. Thanks ar thanks.
For all that shit you did to me.

Waa. I didn't know if you blog on firefox you can do this kind of things. -points to the end of the post. Interesting interesting.

Haven't been blogging for quite a while. CNY is really boring for this year. Don't know why.
But then I managed to minimize boringness. HAHA. Yeah.

3 out of 4 days. Not bad not bad.
Enjoyed myself fully even though some days may be short.

Took a couple of pictures on jm's camera. Shall post them when I get them from her.

So many things undone. Like the holiday homeworks. And the Vday presents. [Should cut down on the number of ppl I'm giving.] And the stupid physics test which I still have no idea what is Electric fields about.
Probably fail it and Mr Cha will hate me. ):

I have no idea what to blog about. Just that my next 6 days will be damn boring and quiet I tell you. Ppl who knows will know why. So if you don't know, then don't bother asking laa.
I'm sad and worried and sad and worried.
Please don't rain throughout the next 6 days.
And snakes and scorpions please go away.
It rhymes. Haha.



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Now playing: Shayne Ward - Melt The Snow
via FoxyTunes

Oh yes. I hurriedly logged onto blogger, to blog.



Okay. gotta run.
Got some unfinished business.

You know.
I better stop my rubbish train of thoughts
before everything that I have now is spiraled down to nothingness.

I so do not look forward to CNY, except that it means 5 days [Down to 4 days] of holiday.
Enjoyed myself pretty much today. Er. Not the celebration. It was boring.
Our class lao1 that yu2 sheng1 thingy after school. Hahaha. Interesting.
And many thanks to Fil, her sister and Christabel for accompanying me at boring white sands to wait for someone to arrive.

Gosh. I'm so not in the CNY mood. I don't even like it in the first place except for the red packets. Don't like all the decos and songs. Annoying. Christmas is so much nicer.
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Some things, certain things, you just have to let go yeah.
If it's over it's over.

Gah.
Annoying. Just be gone.

And I'm just so pissed at myself.
I always screw things up don't I.
Say stupid things which shouldn't have said.
):
Argh.

On a happier note, I passed chem test. Amazing.

You see love at first is summer time
That's when you think that everything's fine
No one ever thinks its gonna end
But when things go wrong and winter comes
You're gonna need to run to someone
Left alone you'll just freeze up again
But you should know
When it gets too cold
You're not alone
I'll melt the snow

Thanks Filza yeah. This song is stuck in my head.
Gosh. I love love love the lyrics.
Why can't I write something so nice you tell me.

CNY's around the corner and I'm sick. ):
Didn't go school ytd. Haha. I slept like a pig at home. Gah.
Chem test was manageable BUT I blanked out and forgot lots of stuffs. Stupid stupid.
Played pool at perkcafe after school today. Rusty rusty.

So tired. Gah.


Leaves me to wonder. If all relationships start with the same lovey dovey feeling. Like everything's so right, like everything's going to be fine.


But soon after the 3 months honeymoon period, it starts falling apart. Those so-called love illusions start disappearing and soon you're faced with tons of problems to settle. They just seem to pop out you know. I wonder if it's the same of everyone. Makes me wonder why yeah.


At least now I realise that what's most important in a relationship is understanding. Lots and lots of it. Only then it's built to last yeah.
And maybe only if it's meant to be then will it last. Only when it's the right one for you which God has planned for you, then will it last. So whatever it is, just pray about it.

AND.
On a side note
CHARLENE IS SO SO SO CRAZY ABOUT ISA.
HAHAHAA. SEEEEE. I dare to put this here you kuku girl!

Maths test was....
speechless.
HAHAHA.
I was so relaxed when doing it.
COZ I didn't work out like almost everything except the first question. So maybe I'll get like 3/25.
Was very prepared to fail.

Mr P.: What's not in there ytd at 4pm will not be in there. So don't bother to last minute study.

Yarrrrr. VERY true. Coz I started studying only at like 9pm. So according to the theory, nothing was in there.
After Maths, was chem tutorial. Had mindmap quiz on Organic chem.

Dan: AIYAHHH. GG one after another.

Survived through the day.
I went town myself to get vday stuffs. I like to shop alone for presents okay. Nobody to disturb me.
And stupid artfriend drained me of my money. I went out with like 60bucks. And I'm left with only 5. What's worse is I don't know what I spent on. HAHAHA.
Now I'm broke. ): ): ):