Went school early today for chem lecture tutorial. Okay doesn't make sense, but yea. Intended to reach school early to do my chemical bonding tutorial but in the end ER. It was freaking hard. HAHA. Of course lahh. how you expect me to do when I don't understand the lecture at all. RAH.

After chem went White Sands with Filza, Jean and our friend to meet Fad for lunch. Had KFC. (: After that we went to walk around white sands and decided to check out the neoprint shop upstairs. And we ended up taking neos. HAHAH. The machine is so so so so so nice lahh. Love it can. Though everything was quite chaotic and yea. HAHA. But still it was fun and nice. (: First time taking with them lahh. 4e3!! (:

Went back school for PHYSICS SPA. OMG. HAHA. But Filza Jean and I were like damn high and everything. Didn't study when everyone else were studying [and to think we got lowest in class for Lecture Test 2. HOHO.] and to think we even took neoprints and enjoyed ourselves so much before this. Was damn high and laughing and laughing away. LAUGHING IS GOOD. :D

SPA was okayy. I think. HAHA. Who cares lah. IT'S OVER. And I just realised from Filza's blog that Louis broke a chair during SPA coz I think he climbed on it to look at the oscillation thingy. HAHA. So funny can.
Went J8 after that with Jean and Filza. They had the NDP interview thingy. Saw 2 Meridians there as well. Kevan and Kenneth. haha. And Kevan was like saying: "Bye Meridians" when they left. So funny.

Yep. Walked around after that and went home.

I MUST STOP SLACKING AND START BUCKING UP.
MUST MUST MUST try to understand every single topics of every single subject by this June holiday and PASS MIDYEARS!!! :D
Let's just see. :/

My dreams came true when I found you.

GP midyear paper today. Compo was okay - threw in lots of statistics memorised yesterday. I mean those that I managed to keep in my brain. Yep. Compre was... ER. HAHA. A little tough I guess. But aiyah. IT'S OVER. (:

After that went for NE learning journey. My class chose Changi Airport can. Went there by bus. And I must complain that our class guys are like.... SO BLOODY UNGENTLEMEN. YES. The girls were like standing and they were sitting do comfortably on the bus can. WHAT IS THIS. Filza and I were complaining. HAHA.
Then on the bus, Le Dung and Melvin were gaying around. Le Dung sat on Melvin's lap. Damn funny. Then Melvin kept pushing Le Dung away but he refused to budge. HAHA.

Went Airport's staff canteen for lunch. Then sat there and GOSSIP. (: HAHA. Damn funny can.
After which the girls + CHENG YEW [He claims he's a girl] went to buy birthday cake for Siu Pan's early bday celebration.
Went viewing mall after that and slacked. GOSH. NE journey is so slack can. HAHA. We were like pushing trolleys around with ppl on it and playing a fool. I doubt any classes actually did productive things lah.

Yepp. After that was mass movie screening!! All J1s were there. Damn cool lah. HAHA. It's like the whole theatre is from your school and yea, we were shouting and cheering and everything. One in a lifetime experience. (: Watched Pirates of the Carribean 3.[However you spell it.] It seriously doesn't help when you never watched before 1 & 2 before. And the thing was like 2hrs and 40mins long. WTH. HAHA. But still it's nice and funny. Not forgetting violent and gory. Gosh. Quite disgusting lah the images. So scary and weird and blahh. :/
Yepp. And Filza, Jean and I kept wanting to eat salty popcorn instead of the sweet one. HAHA. And we were like grabbing popcorns like "hungry ghosts". LOL. Hilarious. Not bad.

After that walked to Raffles City and walked around for awhile, then went home after that. Yepp. Though short, but every second is happiness. (:


Sometimes I just wished that you'll care more about how I feel.
Sometimes I just wished that you'll make more of an effort to spend time with me.
Sometimes I just doubt my importance to you.
Sometimes it just feels so lonely.

Woke up at 7.45am ytd to finish doing something in time. HAHA. But still as compared to the usual 6am waking up on school days, this is considered good enough.

After which some friends came over to mug and yea. Quite fun lah. (:

Yepyep. Nothing much. Later probably go shopping with my aunt and cousins and my mum. Yes. My ATM machine. (: Desperately need more clothes!!! :D

Love is like a gentle breeze
that cascades through your entire being,
filling every fiber with emotion so deep
your heart grows wings.
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Found this when I was randomly browsing through the net. Nice quote.

Last day of Term 2 today. Tmr no school due to soccer finals today. (:

Headed down to National stadium after Compass lesson. The bus ride was super super noisy and everything. With this bunch of monkeys at the back yelling and everything. ARGH.
SAJC and VJC was having a match to compete for 3rd and 4th placing when we arrived. Sat through it. Found a number of ex 4e3 ppl. (:

Presenting...

[From top left: Nancy (SAJC), Jean (MJ), Eunice (SAJC), Aiman, Suriani (both MJ), Rachael(VJ)
From bottom left: Filza, me, Wusuan (All MJ), Jocelyn (VJ)]

Yepp. I do miss 4e3 '06. But yea. We have to move on. I'm sure we'll be keeping in touch and everything. Miss all of you ppl. (:

Cheered like hell and everything when the match between MJ and RJ started. It was exciting. But MJ had lots of potential goals which were not scored. Sad lahh. Score was 1-0. RJ won. Yep. But it's okay. We're still proud of you guys!!! (:
Yepp. Enjoyed myself pretty much today. Though the weather was hot and the seats were dirty and everything, the view i had was really really nice. HAHA. :p Fadilah came as well and sat with us. HAHA.

Expected today be a teary day. But yea. Somehow it turned out okay. But still. Aiyahhh. Don't know lah.
Anw, I just love that nice nice spot in MJ lahh. Meaning the benches along the basketball court. :D

Here:


Okay. The scenary isn't really that perfect or anything, but it's the peacefulness it gives. Just staring at that area makes me [or us] feel so relax and everything. And it really makes you reflect about things. Yepp. And both Filza and I agree that that place is so so much better than the noisy noisy canteen. lol. We love going to that area in between breaks. If we happen to disappear from the canteen, you'll prolly find us there. (:

Yepp. So tired now. And I have quite a number of things to do before I can go to bed. ): Ah wells.

Colosseum today was okay.
Was quite dead while waiting for the thing to start. But after that it was quite okay. Cheerleading was pretty nice and everything. And Atlas ppl kept fanning themselves with the yellow plate ER. what's-his-name gave out. HAHA. So amusing. Sat the the railing there so as to get a better view. And Keyi hanged her whole leg out lahhh. Lol. Mmm.
AND Atlas's so going to sit at the field next yr during colosseum!!! RAH. ):

Sometimes I just don't get it. Why must ppl just keep living in sadness when you can just change your perspective and stay happy. Seriously, it's all in the subconciousness. The mind is a powerful tool. I used to be in depression too but I snapped out of it. No point making myself so sad.

And the worst thing is. I don't even know why you're acting like this. Seriously, if there's a problem we can always talk it out. Please do not shut us out like that. This is so depressing.

AH WELLS. I seriously have nothing much to say about this already. It's up to you if you want to talk.

I'm seriously dying from GPP.

And it doesn't help when all your other subjects are so screwed up. Especially physics. I really regret choosing it over Bio. I MISS BIO ): I'm positive I can score a lot more better in bio than physics. SO WHY THE HELL AM I IN PHYSICS. Okayyy..
Speaking of physics, it's damn hilarious. Physics lecture test 2. Guess how much Filza, Jean and I got? Ours multiply together is not even able to bit Jin Jian's one can. Damn funny. Ah wells.

Bio bio bio. I miss bio. It's so much more fun learning about genes than to calculate forces. Like how it helps in our everyday life can. But I admit bio is tough as well from all the memorising. RAH.

Can't shake off this feeling of loneliness within.
I miss you. Lots.

FINALLY my com decided to be nice and work.
Yes. It crashed ytd. And I was deprieved of my com for the whole night. ):

But still. I had fun ytd. Went for lunch buffet with my relatives. So so so long never see them le. Did some catching up with my darling cousins. (:
Then after, the 5 of us [cousins] cabbed down to Plaza Sing [from City Hall. How lame right. When we could have just taken MRT 1 stop down. But Ger was afraid of the HUGE bunch of low flying pigeons and refused to walk out of the shelters of the hotel. Tsk.] and bought movie tickets for 'Blades of Glory'. Went to arcade to kill time before the show started. And ohmy. It was super funny can, the show. Highly recommended. It was like so hilarious plus touching in a sense. Yepp. And ice-skating is so cool lahh. And scary. HAHA.

Went home after that and was on the phone for hours. [Coz of my stupid com. No com=bored.] Fun fun fun. Talked about all sorts of weird things lahh. But still it's fun. (:


So I'll hold you each night
like I would if you were mine,
to hold forever more
and I'll savor each touch
that I wantedso much,
to be here before,
to feel before
how beautiful it is just to be like this

Whatever Will Be
VANESSA HUDGENS

Sometimes I feel like I'm a bird with broken wings
At times I dread my now and envy where I've been
But that's when quiet wisdom takes control
At least I've got a story no one's told

I finally learned to say
Whatever will be will be
I've learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land

These days it feels naive to put your faith in hope
To imitate a child, fall backwards on the snow
'Cause that's when fears will usually lead you blind
But now I try to under-analyse

Is the rope I walk wearing thin?
Is the life I love caving in?
Is the weight on your mind
A heavy black bird caged inside?

Say
Whatever will be will be
Take
The good, the bad
Just breathe

'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land

Whatever will be will be
I learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
Thing like that are never in your hands
No one knows if shooting stars will land

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I like her voice. It's pretty unique. (:

Yes. Whatever life's gotta bring, just stand tall and do not falter. For the sun will always shine someday. Someday.

Whatever will be will be
Take The good, the bad
Just breathe

Today is a nice day. Finally finished phy SPA. Yep. Today's the day I looked so much forward to for the whole week. And though it didn't end really nicely, it's still fun.
And please do not apologise anymore. I don't blame you really. It's okay lahhh.

And I really really hope MJ soccer will win. Pretty please.
Mainly coz I want holidays. =p

Let me know that you'll keep me safe.

Sometimes I just get so irritated with myself.
When I am in doubt and when I say the wrong things.
But I do know very well that you're true.
It's just the insecureness.

RAH. This is irritating. Why are my thoughts so screwed.
What more can I ask for when I already have the best?
So I should learn how to trust more and erase all these insecurities.
For I know you'll never let me down.

And without a doubt I know very well what I want.

The rain will stop. The skies will clear. And you'll forever be my only sunshine.


But nevertheless, I still have to say this:
I'm sorry.

School was okay today. The day flew quite quickly.
Chem lab was changed to chem tutorial. So we had like double periods of chem tutorial. Went to the stinky container classroom with the weird smell. Amazingly it was quite slack and fun. HAHA. Laughed a lot.

Miss Choo: Ladies and gentlemen, please take out your pretty graphs [Kinetics tutorial] and check that it is labelled with pretty title and that your pretty axis is labelled with pretty headings. *pause. Cheng Yew came back from toliet.* Mr Chua. [Cheng Yew] Can you please take out your pretty graph?

Cheng Yew: But mine is handsome.

Miss Choo: [ignoring his statement] Check that you have your pretty title.

Cheng Yew: Yea.

Miss Choo: pretty headings?

Cheng Yew: Yes. Very pretty.

AHAHAHA. Damn funny lahh.

And still got this:

Miss Choo: Mr Lee [Lee Jing], how do you find the rate of reaction at t=30s from the graph?

Lee Jing: Errrr. Draw 1 line. [on the graph]

LMAO.

Everything was quite cranky.
Until Maths lecture. Gosh. Don't know why I started feeling quite grumpy and everything. HAHA. Weird.

Ah wells.


When everything goes wrong, all I need is for you to be there and everything will seem alright. <3

I'm sick. ):

Stupid flu virus hit me ytd night. And I slept from like 8pm ytd till 10am today. Had breakfast, then continued sleeping till 12pm plus. Went to see doctor. Came back and have lunch. Then sleep till 7pm to have dinner. And until now I've been awake for 3hrs which is good. HAHA. I feel like a pig.

And I haven't done any revision nor any hw. Probably die tmr. Ah wells. I don't care. Feel so horrible all over. Rah.

Where's my prince when I need him the most-

Mmm. Today was a slack slack day. Actually have like loads of pictures to post. But I'm just too lazy. Yep.

I'm simply too bored now. Went to do quizzes again.

You Are a Great Liar

You can pretty much pull anything over on anyone. You are an expert liar, even if you don't lie very often.

Like what is this lah. AHAHA. But I must admit I can lie pretty well sometimes. (:
Okay. And I just given up doing the "Are you stupid" quiz. So lame. Don't wanna rack my brains doing stupid maths problem sums.

You Are a Sensitive Kisser

For you, kissing is a way to connect And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy It may take you a while to kiss someone... But when you do, it's total fireworks

Okay. I am bored okay. Just came across this.

You Are Destined to Be Thin

Even if you aren't thin right now, you have great habits that will ensure you're thin for most of your life. You have a great relationship with food and eating. Don't change a thing.

AHAHA. So funny laa this.

You Are 67% Borderline

Many signs point toward you having a borderline personality. It's probably a good idea to seek therapy. Or at least read a self help book.

I've always suspected this. But yea. Don't think it's that serious. AHAH.

You Can Make 79% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You

Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal. Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you! As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end.

No comments.

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You believe that people see you as a bit small and insignificant. People pay more attention to you than you think. Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most!

Ah wells. Done with my addiction to quizzes. Yet again. HAHA.
Stupid GPP. Seriously screwed can. RAH. ):

I don't know what's wrong with blogger can. This page I'm viewing now the layout is like so screwed. Then when I press publish, it shows this error msg. BUT the post is still up. AHAHHA. So weird can.

ANW, had chem SPA today. Yepp. There goes one major exam of my JC life. Cannot afford to screw it up lahh. BUT I think I screwed it up. Rahhh. Can't blog much about it since it should be confidential. So yea. It's quite manageable I think. Just that... AIYA. Also don't know what went wrong. Kept pouring solutions all over my hand and I panicked laa. SIGH. Ah wells. It's over!! Well. At least for now.

AND. PW sux can. Sux sux sux. RAH. Just when PI is out of the way, GPP comes along. Mmm. But I'm quite okay with my group members. Consists of: Me, Kang Li, Daniel, Guan Yuan and Le Dung. Yepp. Not bad. Quite hardworking ppl. HAHA. Aiya it's just that I don't see any point in doing this stupid project lah. Like it'll help in anything. MOE should just scrape it off before we even took it. No wait. WHY ISSIT EVEN HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE. Heard that they're planning to take away the whole thing lahh. But like it affects us. So what does that mean? PLEASE DON'T DON'T SCRAPE IT AWAY!! Because it'll be so unfair that others don't have to do PW and we have to. Like wth.
AND Daniel and Timothy [OGLs] are like suanning me, saying that PW is EASY. Ohmy lahhh. HAHA. Evil ppl.

HAHAHA. Today so bloody funny lah. Before Econs lecture in LT. HOHO. Shall not say anything in case Cheng Yew gets embarassed. =p But seriously it was damn hilarious.
Quoting Cheng Yew:" I can't believe I'm still so calm."

Stayed back after school for GPP discussion, then SLC discussion. Yepp. Then went gallery with some S202 ppl to watch soccer match between MJ and RJ. Ended off with 1-1. Yepp. Sad lah. Actually MJ scored first. THEN RJ catched up soon after that. Ah wells. But it was a good match. Like I know how to appreciate lah. Anyhow say de. It seriously is dumb viewing errr... 22 [issit?] idiots ppl running after a ball. And it's so frigging hot and so frigging NOISY. Council ppl were cheering and cheering and forcing us to cheer behind. Annoying can. Like seriously, I don't see the logic whereby: You cheer then MJ will win. Like... HAHAHA. No offence, but yea.

Ah wells. Gotta go off. Physics lecture test on Thursday. I better pass. YES I MUST PASS!! [So that Mr Cha will pay 75% of the cost for steamboat for each person. (:]

Good-bye days
Singer：YUI
Lyrics：YUI
Music：YUI

だからいま　会いにゆく　そう決めたんだ
ポケットの　この曲を　君に聴かせたい

そっとヴォリュームを上げて　確かめてみたよ

oh Good-bye days　いま　変わる気がする　昨日までに　so long
かっこよくない優しさがそばにあるから
～with you

片方の　イヤフォンを　君に渡す
ゆっくりと　流れ込む　この瞬間

うまく愛せていますか?　たまに迷うけど

oh Good-bye days　いま　変わり始めた　胸の奥　alright
かっこよくない優しさがそばにあるから
～with you

できれば　悲しい　想いなんてしたくない
でもやってくるでしょ?
そのとき　笑顔で　Yeah hello!! my friend　なんてさ
言えたならいいのに…

同じ唄を　口ずさむ時　そばにいて　I wish
かっこよくない優しさに会えてよかったよ

…Good-bye days

Translation:
I've decided I want to see you now
To let you hear this song I have in my pocket

As I raised the volume gradually, to make sure it's just right

Oh Good-bye days
Now, I feel they're about to change
It's so long till yesterday
Because your kindness is by my side
~ with you

I passed one side of my earphones to you
And we slowly enjoyed this moment

Am I loving you well? Sometimes I just don't know what to do

Oh Good-bye days
Now, they're starting to change
It feels alright deep within my heart
Because your kindness is by my side
~ with you

If its possible, I don't wish to have any sorrowful memories
But they'll come one day, won't they?
And when they do, if only I can say "Yeah hello! My friend" with a smile...

As I hum this very song, I wish for you to stay by my side
I'm glad I met this kindness of yours
~ Good-bye days

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I love this song lahh. Though it's quite old already. From taiyou no uta. Bought the VCD. Quite touching. Not bad. Yepp. (:
Nth much today.

Haven't been blogging much. Lots of things happened lah.

Mmm. Went out with Fad, Filza and Jean in the morning on Labour Day holiday. We went TM to shop around for presents. Fad and Filza was like... 35mins late. And I thought I was late. Made me rushed like siao. LOL. Bad bad ppl lah them. Thank God Jean made it on time too.

Walked around. Blah. Went Toys 'R' Us. [however you spell it] Deprieved childhood ppl lahh. HAHA. And I saw this super duper cute soft toy with big big eyes and cute tail and this super cute floppy ears. HAHA. SO CUTE CAN.

And I just wanted to take a photo with it. Jean says I'm embarassing. ): LOL.


Jean and I also bought this thingy for Fad and Filza [belated birthday] from Mini Toons. It's so cute lah. Haha.


After that went to meet up with S202 ppl. Not bad. More than half the class turned up. Went to food court for lunch.


Stupid Jin Jian is like hiding. Asked him to pose with that thing we bought for Filza [she named it Doo Doo] but he refused to. HAHA.

Went bowling at Tampiness Safra. Mr Cha paid for 1 game for everyone lahh. SO NICE!! ((:

Here are the scores: [for Lane 11. Got another lane]


HAHA. Scored like 87. Yepp. Okay lah.
After that we just hanged around. And the girls went to play Photohunt at the touch-screen machine.

And all the rest started crowding around. HAHHA!


We achieved high scores can! HAHA.



The guys playing pool.

Yepp. That's how Labour Day was spent.
Speaking of that. Someone was saying Labour Day is meant for women to go give birth. HAHAHA. So funny can!!

Ytd at school was okay. We played a fool during lessons lah. GP and PW is like slack slack slack. SRY MRS SENG. =/


Lee Jin playing the hair game. (:
Note: Anyone who wants to play please come to look for Filza! haha.


Lee Jin and Cheng Yew playing the hand game thingy. HAHAHA. So funny.

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School was as usual today. OH NO. IT'S NOT USUAL. We had recess during 2nd period.
THEN WE HAD 7 PERIODS STRAIGHT with no break. Coz we have chem make-up lesson during common lunch and econs make-up after school. So yea. Nearly died. HAHA. During 1st period after recess everyone were like saying:"I'm already dying." BUT we survived. -claps.

AND. Miss Lim's leaving!!! )): Our NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE AND SWEET ECONS TUTOR is leaving. RAHHH. SO SAD. ): ): ):


MISS LIM DON'T GO!! MUST COME BACK MJ OKAY!!

AND I JUST LOVE THE WHITE VERSION OF THE GRAPHING CALCULATOR!!!! Ke Wei doesn't want to exchange with me. ):

It's so so so nice lahh!!! Bleahs.

Yep. That's about it. For once I don't have any HW on hand. Which means I finished all the important ones. (:
Long entry. Ending.

This I promise you-