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Friday, November 30, 2007
Hmmm.
Let's see.
Woke up damn early today. As in earlier than my usual time of 11am.
Met up with Fad and Sharifah at Vivo.
I was late as usual. :/

Then then. We walked around and everything. Sharifah was looking through Xmas cards to buy and I saw potential ones I wanna get. But not enough money with me yea. I'm down to my last $30. Any kind souls want to donate some money to me. (:

And Eve, Fil and Hamizah came to join us after that.
Went BK for lunch and we were all starved.
And we decided to watch movie.
And and Fil wanted to watch The Tattoist. Coz she never watch NC16 movies before and so haven't I. But it's a horror movie. So Eve didn't watch. Haha. I was saying watch DECEMBER BOYS. Daniel Radcliff's in it. Have no idea what issit about though. But it's NC16 as well BUT there's sexual references and nudity. SO Fil didn't want to watch. So we end up watching The Tattoist.
When queuing up for the tix, Sharifah was talking about this random movie which came to mind.

Sharifah: You all know this movie? (Movie name here) It's about (movie details here). It's so not nice lah.
Filza: Oh! My mum loves that movie.
Sharifah: Huh! It's so stupid and confusing!
Filza: Haha. My mum loves stupid and confusing movies.

Bought the tix and went Toys 'R' Us. Eunice joined us after that. Ehhh. And we entertained ourselves for an hour at the Baby 'R' Us [Whatever it's called] section in there and pressed everything which could be pressed. As in the toys yea. Fad even wanted to sit on the pram which we all stopped her immediately.
Deprieved childhood laa we all. Hahaa.

And so Eunice and Eve went to walk around and we rushed for the movie coz we were late for it. Haha. The show is...............
hahaha.

"See laa. I ask you to watch December Boys liao."


I kept telling Fil that during the movie.
More than half of the time I was staring at the screen yet I didn't watch anything.
COZ MY EYES WERE CLOSED.
HAHAHAHA.

Fad: *Looks at me* Hahahah. I was wondering why Felicia so quiet.

Ya seriously.
I'm never ever ever going to go watch a horror movie anymore.
Coz I always DON'T open my eyes at all the night scenes in the show.
So I was munching my popcorns away and staring at the screen with closed eyes and eating and eating.

Fad: Ohmy. So scaryyyy.
Me: Huh. Orh. Eh what's happening arh.

HAHA.
Seriously. Don't watch that show.
It's so much of gory. Ewwww. I can't stand those bloody scenes even though I didn't see most of it.
Fil says it's not nice.
Coz it's too NOT horrifying.
Madness laa she.
It's so horrifying. As in the gory.
AND WHAT'S THE MORALE OF THE STORY?
LISTEN TO FELICIA NEXT TIME AND WATCH DECEMBER BOYS.
(Or anything else other than THAT. I don't even mind watching Enchanted again.)
At least I won't have to spend 8 bucks to close my eyes.
LOL.

Fun fun.
I loveee my tkgs friends. (:


'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

My mind's unweaving/ 8:35 PM

Thursday, November 29, 2007
Rofl.
This is so funny I must write about it.

Ger called just now and my brother picked up the call and said it's for me.

Bro: Eh your call.
Me: Huh. Who's that.
Bro: Errrrrrr. I don't know leh.
Me: Huh who.
Bro: I know who issit but I can't rmb who issit.
*Take over the phone*
Me: Hello.
Ger: HE DON'T KNOW WHO I AM. Hahaahhaa

So hilarious.
AND.
STUPID STUPID STUPID.
We planned to go out tmr andddddd
ARGH.

My mind's unweaving/ 10:30 PM

OMG. I just realise it's like 29th Nov already coz Fil's back.
I was still telling Eve: "aiya haven't Dec yet." coz I keep thinking it's still 23th Nov. Slacking dulls the mind.

Sheesh. Which means have to touch my books already. ): ): ):
I seriously have no motivation to study. Gah. And I can't rmb where I threw all my homework to and I don't even rmb what things are there to do. :/
Any kind soul please tell me what is there to do.

Hmmm.
Ohya. Ytd went Vivo with Eve, Stella and Shu zhen. To watch Enchanted but then the seats left like first 2 rows only so in the end we went Plaza Sing to catch it.
The movie's nice. Very funny and nice. OH. AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE THAT CHIPMUNK in the show! SO CUTE CAN.
I WANT CHIPMUNKS AS PETS.










Random photos from the net.
AWWWW. THE LAST ONE'S SO CUTE.
Cute right cute right!
I WANT A CHIPMUNK!!!!!
):
But like UK then can buy. ): ):

And I came across this on youtube. Damn cute lah.



hahaha. (:

And I can't wait for next week! (:
Just hope that everything turns out well and everyone can make it.

& i cannot stop pacing
give me a few hours
and i'll have this all sorted out
if my mind would just stop racing

My mind's unweaving/ 11:37 AM

Tuesday, November 27, 2007
And so I set my mind to study today.
Went to YQ's house in the afternoon and we ended up slacking.
HAHAHA.

You know I spent like half an hour digging out my notes and everything then in the end I didn't even study for half that time. :/
But nvm. At least we had fun.
Played on the piano. Trying to learn SECRET songs. Then dueting christmas carols, and then singing while playing on the piano.
I miss choir and all that singing. ):

And and.
Heng mama cooked a lot of food.
Actually not a lot. But I kept eating.
Bee Hoon, soup, then dessert, then ice cream, then fried egg and soup again..
lol!

And we watched Baby's Day Out. This old old movie which is so cute and we were wondering how they get the baby to act like this.



"Boo Boo."

Omg so cute. (:

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我不配 - 周杰倫

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气谁被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及
仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉 已经不对
我努力 在挽回
一些些 因该体贴
的感觉 我没给
你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪
这感觉 已经不对
我最后 才了解
一页页 不忍翻阅 的情节
好累
默背 为掉过几次泪
多憔悴
而我心碎 你受罪
你的美 我不配

My mind's unweaving/ 9:06 PM

Monday, November 26, 2007
I did something very smart just now.
I was looking at mirror and getting irritated with my fringe which was almost blocking my eyes...
And I went to my room and took a scissors, went to the bathroom and announced to my brother that I'm going to cut my fringe myself.

Bro: Eh don't. I tell you don't okay.

And he thought I was kidding.
Until I shouted omg I look horrible then he was so shocked.
HAHAHA.

So smart lah me.
Now my fringe looks weirddd.
Coz I cut a little too much at one side and it's like uneven.
%^!@$#
What rubbish.

I wanted to tell my mum I cut my own hair.
But my brother says don't.
So I didn't.
And no one pointed out that my hair looks different.
HAHAHA.
Kept laughing to my brother.

My brother says I can be a hair cutter.
But of course he means BARBER.
HAHHA.
No way.

I thought of something funny just now.
I'm trying to get more $$ coz I'm like VERY in need of it coz I need $$ when I go out you see.
And I told my mum I'll tutor my brother maths then she'll give me 20 bucks for every hour. Smart smart. (:
HAHA. But she hasn't approve yet. She probably thinks I'm joking.
TSK. Why is everyone thinking I'm joking.

Watched S-POP just now on channel U.
I loveeee JJ's voice can.
I think he's the best male singer I've ever came across.
Can sing so well, even on the spot. Can dance too, then can play piano so well also!!
And and I loveee the piano he played on in the show can!
A WHITE GRAND PIANO!!



OMGGG. So pretty.
Of course this is some random photo I got online. Cropped it abit. I take no credits for the pic.
I want want want one in my house next time!

ZOMGGGGG.
I CAME ACROSS THIS IMAGE ONLINE
JUST LOOK AT THIS.


Isn't it damn damn pretty.
So glassy transparent and niceeee.
But the white one looks glam-er.
Coz white is pretty.
Then again I think I'll love the glass one to bits and pieces if I were to see it in real life.

Gahhh.

My mind's unweaving/ 9:37 PM

And I just signed up for Facebook.
Hahaha.
Has all those interesting applications.
Cool cool.

Gosh.
I should really plan my week ahead and think of what I want to do coz I'm simply wasting my day away.
And I should stop being a pig and wake up earlier next time. :/
Okay.
I should go plan what I want to do tmr. Maybe some hw. (:

TSK TSK.

Me: I'm bored.
Gay: Go talk to your knee

He never fails to amuse me with his weird thinking.

GAHHHH.
MAYBE I SHOULD JUST GO YQ'S HOUSE AND LEARN COOKING OR STH.
This is killing me. ):
And it's only 1 day at home. OMGG.

Waited.
Dateline exceeded.

My mind's unweaving/ 3:05 PM

Sunday, November 25, 2007
Hmm.
Today's the earliest Sunday I ever woke up in a very very long time.
Went jm's church at Expo which is so far away.
Coz I decided to join her for carolling sessions which is part of their xmas event.
And so went for service as well.
Ger came along as well.

Today's topic is on Grace.
Haha. Got to show more grace to my brother yea.

Met some really crazy people.
Like Karen. Gosh. So funny.

Crystal to Ger: Eh you look familiar.
Karen: OH! I see you on Kids Central before!
Ger and I: HUH. Hahahaha!

Just had a dry run through the songs today.
Everyone were singing their hearts out. Especially the guys. lol.

After that jm, Ger and I went terminal 3. Hahaha.
Not bad not bad. I like the ceilings. Very pretty.
Ate at Breeks. Ger saw her friend working there. Damn funny. Coz when he served the dishes he kept swaying around and everything. And he was like half laughing. Hahaha.
Sat there and talked and kept asking them to refill the water. [Okay. Twice only.]
On the skytrain back to T3 we were like 3 crazy women laughing and laughing coz jm kept trying to blow into my ears and I kept squirming. And then I did the same thing back to her and her actions were like damn funny coz she immediately covered her ears and squirmed. Laughed until my stomach ached can. Ppl must think we're mad.

And we went into the boarding pass place thingy. Whatever you call that. Took photos blah.

Fun fun. (:
Okay.
Time to settle down.

You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?

My mind's unweaving/ 7:11 PM

Friday, November 23, 2007
Nothing's gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had


I'm losing my voice.
Thanks to that kbox session just now.
Went Marina Square with Ger just now.
We both were late as usual. Though I was later. Haha. :/

And we sang from 2pm to 5plus.
I haven't been to kbox for like 12358624 million years.
Okay not really. Around many months.
Screamed like hell nearing the end coz the songs super high and we were trying to compete with the neighbouring room who's singing damn loudly and horribly.

Fun fun.
Quite a number of funny things happened during the singing.
Like I kept singing the wrong words coz chinese characters really seem so foreign now.
And I kept missing the beat and then ending up saying a whole chunk of words quickly and suddenly to catch up. Ger was so tickled that she almost spit out her drink while laughing.

Oh. And the ultimate was...

Ba de ya -say do you remember
Ba de ya -dancing in September
Ba de ya -never was a cloudy day
Ba de ya -say do you remember
Ba de ya -dancing in September
Ba de ya -golden dreams were shiny days


You know how high those stupid phrases are.
And Ger was down there screaming her heads off and laughing at the same time. The BA DE YA part is damn annoying. I kept hitting her to shut her up.
Should have recorded it down and post it here. Damn funny laa.

And as usual we attempted to crack glasses by choosing to sing that high high song we always sing [Xiang3 Nian4 Ni2 De4 Ge1] and ended up shouting like nobody's business. And we recorded it down so that next time you want to wake somebody up, just set that as alarm. (:

Haha.
And now I'M BROKE. ):
Spent the last bit of my $$.
Seriously I should start saving up.
I have so many things I want to buy you know.
Like....
This Jigsaw puzzle which I've been eyeing on for a very very very long time. And it's damn nice I MUST get it. But costs like close to $40. ):
But it's seriously very nice okay.

LOOK:




NICE RIGHT.
Omg it's so damn pretty can.
Ohya. Eve sent me this pic I can't rmb when so it's her credit for finding the pic. And I do not own the image and so sorry I don't know who drew that, but yea. DISCLAIMERS in case I get sued.
Anw, back to the point. I've been wanting that since last year I think. Everytime go to Jigsaw World [Is that the correct name. That shop with many branches which can be found in places like TM or Plaza Sing laa.] I'll take a look at it and keep saying how nice it is. But always never get it de. Haha.
AHHHHHHHH.
SO NICE.
Haha.
Next time I want a WHITE or GLASS grand piano in my house.
Ehh. I can always dream right. Dreams are free. (:

And let's see.
2nd thing I want to get is...
[Actually that jigsaw is not priority. Coz today I saw it again so I was reminded of it.]
A bible.
But then still haven't seen something I like yet and I don't know how to choose a correct one as in nvm that one don't need to go into details.
Maybe can get one of my aunts to buy me for xmas present coz I'm so damn broke.

Ohoh.
And I want a new bag!
School bag, something to bring out, whatever.
NEW BAGS PLEASE.
RIPCURL/ROXY/NIKE/CONVERSE/PUMA/WHATEVER
Come out nice designs for goodness sake.

Pencil case not really in need coz my old one is still in good condition but then knowing me I'll still buy one if I see something nice. HAHA.
Wallet ahahahha. I have two can. One big and one small.

And lastly CLOTHES.
I have nothing to wear.
And that includes SHOES.
No slippers. I don't wear shoes unless to school.

Eh why am I talking about this.
This is so boring.
I'm running out of topics to blog about nowadays.

And I need to brush up on my voice.
Getting so rusty coz I haven't been singing.
):
Eh but I have a loyal fan.
Which is my brother. HAHA.

Cause time has taken back
Everything I thought we had

My mind's unweaving/ 9:13 PM

Thursday, November 22, 2007
Finally figured out you're all the same,
Always coming up with some kind of story



Can't believe you were the one
Build me up and tear me down.
Thank you
You made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me.
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If the light is off then it isn't on.
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you.
We're to the point of no return
And along the way the only thing we've learned
Is how to hurt each other.
Don't want to wait another minute to hear
Something that I already know.
We almost made it
But we never did
And finally it's come to this.
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long.
I need to hear you say
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and
Never let me go.

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I like song lyrics coz I can never write something as nice as that.

I've spent so much time feeling so much
And i suddenly realised,
I've been hurting all this while

My mind's unweaving/ 10:04 PM

Booo.
I'm bored.

Ehhhh.
Keyi went back China today.
You know Daniel [Chu. I know too many Daniels liao.] even msged me saying that he saw my friend [keyi] boarding the plane when he came back just now. HAHA. So funny.
And Fil's in Chiangmai doing good deeds and helping people.
Noble. HAHAHA.
Anw, I'm just trying to say that I'm bored and no one's entertaining me.
ALL OVERSEAS.
): ): ):

And..
Now my mum's worrying over which school to choose for my brother.
I keep saying VS VS VS.
HAHA.

And I talked to gay on msn.

Me: Eh VS good not.
Him: GOOD.
Him: Ah wait. no.
Him: Not good. UBER GOOD. SUPERB. MARVERLOUS.

HAHAHA.
Actually I like the school spirit there.

Just hope that he can get in there laa.
And just pray that he don't turn gay.
Okayokay.

And my Dad's addicted to playing my DS.
That mario game which has this casino game in it. Haha.
Randomness.

All the time's you told me you cared.
All the time's you said 'I was the one',
The 'I love you's,
The 'I want you's.

My mind's unweaving/ 8:48 PM

ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

KNOW HOW MUCH PRISCILLA FOO GOT FOR HER PSLE?!!
HAHAHA. Even higher than her smart smart smart brother can! [He took PSLE like.... 7 yrs ago though]
She got like.....
273

Zomggggg.

Went with my mum and my brother to collect his psle results just now.
Okay lah. Satisfactory.
Then after that we went TM to look for Pris and her mum.
Ate Fish & Co. (:
My first time eating can.
Pris was like "What have you been doing for your past 17years."
HAHA.

Not bad not bad.
Though too much fish makes me sick.
And Fil arh.
[You probably won't be reading this anytime soon.]
The view at Fish & Co is much better than Swensens.
[If you get what I mean]

Journey

It's a long, long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long, long journey
and I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long, long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it seems no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?

'Cause it's a long, long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control

It's a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to you


I used to love this song a lot.
Haha.
Yepp.

My mind's unweaving/ 4:56 PM

Wednesday, November 21, 2007
And so I'm back back back from my super short holiday.
Was back on 19th night. But didn't have the mood to blog.

It was fun I must say.
Since when are holidays not fun.
Haha.
Genting is cold. Unlike Singapore. I like the weather there. Very nice.

Day 1: Bus-ed up there and reached Genting by 2pm. Checked in and then went shopping. We love shopping. Ger and I kept trying on clothes and then throwing them to the counter. Like our parents print $$ like that. Haha!
At night we went Arcade and played. Then finally going back to the hotlel and rest at midnight. (:

Day 2: Theme park for the morning and early afternoon. Tried lots of rides. From roller coasters to kiddy rides.
The roller coasters were fun. V. thrilling. Haha. Screamed like idiots, especially Ger and I. Our parents were saying we very noisy. And then we also screamed when we took that pirate ride thingy. Whereby 2 person on each cart goes into this tunnel thingy and there's supposed to be sth inside laa. But apparently Ger and I didn't open our eyes but still kept screaming so we didn't know what's in it.
My voice is like so hoarse liao can after all that screaming.
Eh and Ger suggested sitting merry-go-round. HAHAHA.





Us acting childish.




Eh see that. That's me on the swings. As in there's this ride that's like a swing. Hahaha. Damn fun can. (:
Nice right the effects.



After that was eating then more shopping. (: (: Seriously we shopped till we dropped. Legs were aching when we returned back to the hotel. Gahh.

Day 3: After breakfast, we coached down to Malacca. Then shopped at this shopping mall. Yepyep. And Ger and I were so engrossed in shopping that we stayed in this shop for like... ages, and then our parents didn't know where we were, and they ended up splitting up and walked all around the mall to look for us. HAHA. Damn funny laa.
Then then it's home sweet home. SAD.

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Basically it's just shopping and eating, and eating and shopping.
And plus the theme park part and the arcade-ing.
Spent lots of $$. But still it isn't enough.

Along the way on the coach, was able to think through things.
The scenary outside is v. nice. Coz unlike in Singapore, you can actually see long stretches of trees and then even rivers. V. peaceful and calming to a certain extent.
And I brought this Rick Warren book to read. Not The Purpose Driven Life. This other book of his. And it got me thinking and everything.
Hmmm..
Pictures.

















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Ohoh.
And. Ger brought along 2 of her tatty bears.
Siao de lah she.
And then I also siao with her.
Played along with her when she made them talk.
We 4 like idiots talking to bears. Haha.
And I hugged the bigger one most of the time on the bus and to sleep at night.
And I even made it read with me.

Look:





Hahaha.
Eh you don't always see me take photos with spects.
In fact I think this is the first one I post on the blog. And prolly the first one I took in a long long time with spects.
Gosh. Hideous.




Ta-da.
Cute right the bears.



Oh. And we were waiting for cabs to get home, Ger's and my Dad were acting like the road is theirs and they were practically walking in the middle of the road flagging taxis.
It was at night.
Then then. As usual my Dad can't keep his mouth shut and went on and on talking to the taxi driver along the way home.
It was so scary I tell you. Coz the whole taxi was so noisy like market and I was wondering if the old taxi driver can concentrate or not on the driving.
Scary scary.
I thought I was going to die there.
And my mum told me to send a msg to my Dad and I sent one which went like this:

"Shut your mouth and let the driver drive. We are very scared."

And my brother and mum started laughing.
Haha.
Eh but apparently my Dad either didn't understand what I meant or thought we were kidding.
Coz there was only silence for like 5 seconds, then he started talking again.

And so I spent today and ytd at home resting.
Time to settle down and start to mug.
Gosh. I can't believe I'm typing this. MUG.
I never touched my books more than a month before back in secondary school days. Even for Olevels.
And for promos it was at most 2 weeks of serious mugging. Maybe less than that.
And what. Alevels I'm starting.... 10months before? HAHAHA. Gosh.
I just hope I study like I said I will.

And and I finally settled down to work on sth which I've been pushing off.
My hands were aching and I'm like only 1/30 through can.
Gosh.
Throughout the thing I was wondering why am I torturing myself physically and emotionally. Like that person will appreciate it like that.
But I don't like the idea of keeping it hanging like that, so gotta finish it so I can be rid of it.

Through the Lord’s mercies we are not consumed, because His compassions fail not.
—Lamentations 3:22

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?

My mind's unweaving/ 8:54 PM

Friday, November 16, 2007
Ohyes.
In like 5 hours time I'm gone.
Nothing nice about the place, but at least it serves as an escape.
Like I told Louis Chua,
if I can, I'll want to be away for many many many days.
Coz ahh.
If you escape for too long, then you won't know your way back.
Which means you'll be rid of everything.
Good?

I'm like already dreading coming back
even when I haven't even gone there.
Hahah. See. I'm always either stuck in the past or looking so far ahead into the future. Never really in the present.

I love bus rides.
Coz I can think through a lot of things.
And tomorrow I'll be on the longest bus ride ever.
I hope I get the window seat.

And so today I went out with Ger, and a whole big bunch of company,
which includes Ah Boy [Ger's cousin. We always call him that I don't know why.] and his bunch of weird friends. Seriously damn weird. My first time going out with this kind of ppl. Those Ah Beng kind omgggg. I was so freaked out.
As well as Ger's friends.
Whom are 100 times more normal than that bunch mentioned earlier.
Mental note to self: Always check out who's going before going.

And seriously I can't stand them laa.
I was saying I like that Jay Chou song and they kept singing it.
And I was telling Ger and Julius that I sing better than them.
Which is true. I'm not bragging. Hear them please.
Spoil the song only.
HAHAH.
Okayokay. I'm being so bad. :/

Let's see...
Oh.
I'm thinking of not sleeping tonight.
Coz have to wake up at 5am anw. So might as well not sleep and make use of the time to do some things.
I want to clear up this thing I wanna do for a long time, but keep pushing aside.
But since I've made up my mind already, so better to faster get it over and done with.
Then once it's done, put it aside and then wait till February and it'll be gone.

But then again if I decide or not to sleep depends on my body lah.
If tired then of course sleep right. lol.
Okay.
Photos from ytd's dinner. (:









Yepyep.
(:
Byebye people.

You stopped listening
the moment I needed you the most

My mind's unweaving/ 11:37 PM

OMGOMGOMG.
PHOTOBUCKET FINALLY DECIDED TO BE NICE AND LET ME UPLOAD PHOTOS. (: (: (:

So here are the photos for J1 Bash!
I look damn horrible I don't know why.














I like the last photo. The bg is so so so nice. (:
Still got some more but Wuss haven't sent me yet. With other class ppl de.
Yayy yayy yayy.
I'm a happy girl now coz Photobucket can work. (:

Told you I'm weird.
I get happy and sad over the weirdest things.



Ohyea.
I'll be MIA for 3 days.
17th-19th.


So don't sms/call during that period.

Listening to that Jay Chou song for the 7th time today.

能不能把我的愿望还给我

My mind's unweaving/ 12:31 PM

Ytd was class dinner at Swensens airport.
No photos coz Fil hasn't sent me yet.
The first time I ate Swensens with such a BIGGG group.

You know.
Stupid Filza told me her SLC meeting in school ends at 3pm.
So I was out of the house already when she told me that they still haven't started on the banner yet.
SOOOO.
I decided to take 53 from my house, past school, then go all the way to aiport before heading back again.
Like go one whole big round.
And when I reached airport I decided to get down coz very hungry so I had this craving for macs fries.
And I stupidly dropped off at T3, coz I didn't know they stop at T3 first.
So in the end went to T1 and couldn't find Macs, then took skytrain to T2.
Which means I toured the whole of airport.
How fun.
Bused back to school and they were still starting on the banner.
So in the end I went into school in home clothes and felt like an idiot coz of my stupid hair.
And SLC ppl were at the gallery there painting the banner.
Naqib was saying I look excatly like Ms Wong. That new physics teacher. Whoever is that. And he kept calling me Ms Wong.
Hahaha.

Yepyep.
So in the end Fil, Li Fang, Zhu Song, and I slacked at the gallery and watching soccer ppl play. Damn funny.
After dinner we went gallery there and took photos and talked talked talked. (:
And we were saying want to have christmas party at Mr Cha's house!! But ending up with New Year party due to reasons.
AHHHH.
I WANT CHRISTMAS PARTY COZ
I LOVE CHRISTMAS.
):
But but.
Mr Cha says we can stay over lah!
SO FUN OMG.

And and and.
Omggg.
Jay Chou's new album's damn nice.
Got 2 of SECRETS tune in it.
As in from instrumental become got words de. HAHA.





彩虹 - Jay Chou

哪里有彩虹告诉我 
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静 
所有的云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我 
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药 
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着 
你的声音这么近我却抱不到
没有地球 太阳还是会绕 
没有理由 我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单 
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 但能不能别没收我的爱 
当作我最后才明白

(Rap)
看不见你的笑 要我怎么睡的着 
你的声音这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕会绕 
没有理由我也能自己走掉
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药 
也是我现在正服下的毒药

---------------


Waaaa.
It's damn nice can!
I listened to it for like 20 over times liao.
Non-stop I think.
Hahahahaha.
The MV is so touching also. At the back.

你要离开 我知道很简单

My mind's unweaving/ 11:54 AM

Thursday, November 15, 2007
3rd post today.
Gosh.
I'm so bored.

I was reading blogs.
Past entries.
Really past ones.
November 20th 06.

I read that before last time.
But today on reading it it was a different feeling.
And all I could think of is that.
You're doing the same thing.
Ppl are weird you know.
I don't know I don't know I don't know.
Just that I never thought that you'll do that to me as well.
Thanks ah thanks.

I expected this somehow. But somewhere i hope that i would be proven wrong. Somewhere i hope that it would be a happy ending. This wasn't the case.

Every memory of looking out the back door
I have a photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

My mind's unweaving/ 1:45 PM

I THINK I'M THE WEIRDEST PERSON AROUND
COZ I CRY AT THE SLIGHTEST THINGS.

I was reading past entries rightttt.

I've always wanted to be an only child. Coz I'll get more peace and I don't have to share things. But now, I think I'm happy that I have a sibling. Though my brother can get real annoying sometimes. Still, I feel that I can relate to him the most. And yarr, I just realised that he actually cares a lot about me. Like he's always trying to make me and everything.
Some weeks back he actually said something to me which kind of surprised me.
He said:"Jiejie arh. How come today I never see you smile at all."


Then I saw this part.
Hahaha. And I was so touched again. LOL!
Then I thought about how I never show more concern for my brother and always ignoring him.
Then I started crying.
And Daniel F's telling me how I should change now lor. Change coz still got a long time mahh.
Which makes perfect sense.

Oh wells.

Haha.
I think I'm so lucky.
To have a brother who dotes one me.
Seriously. Others is older brother dote on younger sister, for me is younger brother dote on older sister.
That time jm ger they all were talking bout siblings relations in our cousins. Then I said for mine how.

"Wei Hang dotes on you super much de lor."

HAHAHA.
--------------

Place me like a seal over your heart,
like a seal on your arm;
for love is as strong as death,
its jealousy unyielding as the grave.
It burns like blazing fire,
like a mighty flame.

Many waters cannot quench love;
rivers cannot wash it away.
If one were to give
all the wealth of his house for love,
it would be utterly scorned.

Song of Solomon 8:6-7


Apparently not.

My mind's unweaving/ 12:14 PM

And then I thought about how fragile a relationship can be. Be it friendship or love. How one mistake can be the source of disputes and then leads to a relationship turning sour. Or maybe one party says something wrong and that's the end of the relationship. It's this fragile and such a pity. Months or years of relationship will be gone just like that. It's also quite saddening to look back and then see how close you all were before, but then it's all gone. That's why we should always cherish relationships and always try to maintain them.

I was reading my past blog entries due to boredem. And I saw this thingy I wrote. Under June 9 2007 entry.

True. Very true. And always true.

Kendra, don't get all emo again. Haha.

Ytd. I slept at 1am. Was straining my eyes in the dark again.
And that 1hr made me realise some things.
But now I can't rmb what I realised. HAHA!
Okayokay. 3pm hurry come. I wanna get out of the house.

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Continue walking yea.
Maybe one day I won't be able to even see your shadow.

I gave you every waking moment,
I gave you everything you wanted,
And now, I know,
You're giving me up

My mind's unweaving/ 11:35 AM

Wednesday, November 14, 2007
I just came back.
Been coming back late these few days.
Yayy?

Went Yinqi's house in the morning.
Then her mum was saying "Eh why you still so skinny. Eat more eat more."
HAHAHA. Heng mama so cute laa.



Then yayyy yq could get out of the house so we went Chinatown first to collect her spects and then go Little India meet Fawn coz she wanna go there.
And we didn't bluffed Fawn say yq can't come . Give her surprise. HAHA.

And and stupid Fawn made me suffer pain under those stupid threads.
Just so to accompany her. hahaha. Pain can. ):

Then we went Vivo and shoppp. (:
Wanted to watch movie coz I had this super-long-already craving for Nachos.
But no nice movies. ):
Camwhored a lot.
Like idiots like that.

Photos. (:


















This is damn damn damn funny. They kept jumping but keep wrong timings.


Ahh. Finally a proper one. For Fawn. lol.



Imagine 2 idiots in the middle of an open field jumping and jumping.
HAHA!







After that we went Plaza Sing.
Then then then headed back to yq's house.
Waaa. Like heritage tour like that today. Chinatown, then Little India, then yea. Haha.
And we had PASTA for dinner. (: (: (:
And Fawn and I still think that that the sphagetti that we ate is TOO THICK. Had difficulty eating coz it's like so big can. haha! Like twice of the normal size like that. But yq like think that the bigger the better. Like so happy that it's thick. lol!
Damn bloody full.
Coz I ate NACHOS before that. The instant one at Cheers. (: (: (:
Was so happy when I ate it.
But Fawn says it's stinky. The cheese. She doesn't like it don't know why.
And she thought that it's her feets when she smelt it. lol! So funny.

Yepyep.
And stupid photobucket still won't work for me.
As in on my com. I can't seem to be able to upload it. Stupid lahhhhhhhh.
):
Those pics above I uploaded at yq's house de.
Waa. Her com is super super slow. Can die waiting for it to work and everything.
Yepyep. (:


I love them!! GO OUT SOON OKAY OKAY OKAY!
I HAD SO MUCH FUN OMG.

AND ohmyohmyohmy.
I just found out something DAMN shocking about someone today!!!
ZOMGGGGGGGG.
What's happening to the world!
Don't ask me what it is coz I won't tell you. =p

I'm standing here but all I want
is to be over there

My mind's unweaving/ 10:08 PM

AHHHHHHHHHH.
STUPID PHOTOBUCKET.
IT'S LIKE DYING ON ME.

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Uploading...
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What rubbish!
I can't upload photos. ): ): ):

And I can't upload it onto stupid blogger as well.
Why is everything dying on me.
Eve if you're reading this, is there any space on flyne for me to upload!! HAHAHA.

I'm sad sad sad now.
Going off in 8mins time.
YQ's house. Then we're going OUT with Fawn Fawn!!! (: (:
AND THAT REMINDS ME THAT
IF WE TAKE PHOTOS I CAN'T UPLOAD THEM.
WHICH MAKES ME SAD AGAIN. ):

My mind's unweaving/ 10:19 AM

Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Ytd was J1 Bash.
Went out last minute shopping with Fil, Atiqah, Huang Yu and Fil's sister.
Eh and in the end we didn't get anything! Combed the whole of Bugis and seriously we didn't get anything.
Fil is so so so so picky when it comes to clothes. Tsk. haha.
We were planning to say "NOOOOO" if we see Meridians along the way and they ask if we're going for the bash.
Coz we're wearing horrible clothes. HAHA.

Anw, Huang Huang left and we've like more or less given up on finding something. And I was like quite sad coz I sort of wanted to go to the bash. But if Fil's not going then I don't really feel like going.
We ended up going all the way to Clarke Quay and seriously last minute shop there. HAHA. It was like so funny. Saw many Meridians glamly dressed and we were like running away.


"We're not going for the bash."
Filza kept shouting that to Meridians looking our way. HAHA.
In the end still couldn't get anything.

This shop lady was damn funny.
I was taking this top and said to Filza:
Me: Eh this is nice for you.
Shop lady: You want to try this? I think this will look nice on you.
Me: YA. It'll look nice on you!

And it turns out that the lady is talking to me.
Damn amusing the scene.

Lesson learnt: NEVER do last minute shopping.

In the end I went for the bash. In my super casual outfit. Coz I intended to buy something to wear, in the end I didn't feel like buying. So I just wore what I wore to shop. HAHAHA.

Went with Keyi, Wuss and Evan.
The place is cool.
V. dark and seriously you can't see anything much coz it's so dark. HAHA!
Just that I don't really like the lighting. It makes me giddy.
Blah blah blah.
Most of the time Wuss and I were too lazy to move so we just sat there and.... looked around. lol.
Then after some time our class ppl like Hiang Ling, Li Fang, Lee Jin, Jin Jian, Le Dung joined us. Haha. Jin Jian kept slacking. Tsk.

Camwhored a lot. Especially in the toliet. Ohmy. It's like damn pretty. So victorian-ish. There's this big big sofa in the middle and then GOLD PLATED TOLIET BOWLS. [Okay not real gold] HAHA. Damn funny. Shall put up photos once I get hold of them.

And and and..
Wuss, LJ and I went off at like 11pm +. Coz we thought the last train goes off at 11.30pm, but actually not. lol.

That's all about the bash.
And Fil, I saw all 3 yes. Kept appearing. HAHA.
And Atiqah. Yes. That one KEPT APPEARING TOO. Wherever I go sia.
--------------------

Today.
I did something crazy.
Sat at the stupid salon for 4 frigging hours.
With Ger.
And....
We both look weird now! [According to my brother] HAHAHA.
I tell you arh.
Put us infront of our friends and I bet they can't recognise us.
SERIOUSLY. HAHAHA.
I got a shock when I look at myself in the mirror. Like who the hell is this person.
SOOOO....

From:




To:




And finally:




Ehhh.
Changes? Yea?
HAHA.
AND FOR ONCE I THINK I LOOK DIFFERENT IN PHOTOS FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 6 YEARS!!
YES NO?

AND seriously.
Put me infront of my friends and I bet they can't recognise me!!!
Coz I myself don't get use to seeing my reflection in the mirror!
We shall see on class dinner this thursday yea.

Then we went Hans River for lunch.
STEAMBOAT. (:
Julius came too. I like some lightblub BUT OH WELLS.
Poor guy. Like maid like that being tortured by us.

Me: Eh. Add soup.
Ger: Ehh. Go get more meat and cook it for us.
Me: Eh I want that.
Ger: Eh. Put that vegetable in.
.
.
.

Then we went Plaza Sing. (:
And I tagged along too. HAHA.
And and.
Just now on the mrt, I saw Zana.
And she didn't even notice me. Until I called her and waved. And she smiled lah. But but but her face has this "Do I know you?" look!! HAHA!
And and.
Ger's teacher saw Julius just now and he was asking Julius who's that girl. [Ger] LOLOL.
SEEEE.

Even my brother says he can't recognise us.
AND THAT I LOOK WEIRD.
Stupid brother. Haha.

This is a damn long post. Lots to blog about yepyep.

All 3 of us [JM, Ger, me] has new hairstyles.
You don't want to see jm's one. hahahah.



It's blurred.
But guess what's her age?
Ger says looks like her grandmother from behind.
HAHAHA.

Yepyep.
(: (: (:



More photos.
Done.

& after all there is no way out

My mind's unweaving/ 9:04 PM

Sunday, November 11, 2007
I think I was a pig in my past life.

I woke up today at 10am.
Came online.
Went offline at 11 and had breakfast.
After that I SLEPT again.
All the way till 2pm+.
Had lunch
And yes. I went back to dreamland.
And woke up at 7pm for dinner.

And I still feel so so so tired.
Excess sleeping makes you feel even more tired.
I'm feeling so horrible now. ):
The last time I slept so long was.....
During the time they went for LTC.

J1 Bash. Oh no oh no.
I have a feeling I won't turn up tmr.
Hahahahaha. ):
BUT I WANT TO GO.

Eh how.
I feel like sleeping.
I slept at.... God-knows-what-time ytd.
Doing stupid things and looking at the phone without spects coz I can't sleep and I refuse to go to sleep. :/

Eh this has to stop.
This whole rubbish crap has to stop.
Stop stop stop.
Somebody please please brainwash me.
I can't take it anymore.

Okay sleep.
Now I'm wishing I'll never wake up.
Maybe one day it'll just stop.
I'm not being suicidal I must emphasise.

I've been chasing the answers
and they don't want to be found.

My mind's unweaving/ 9:33 PM

Saturday, November 10, 2007
Just came back from a day of shopping with Keyi, Fil, Jean and Atiqah. (:
Met up with Keyi first and that blur girl made me wait for 20minutes. I was staring at the MRT line diagram thingy while waiting and I tell you I realised I don't really know the stops very well, especially the red line.

Stupid Daniel Foo. Put this stupid hairy spider pic on his dp to scare me. And I'm now so so so so so SO traumatised by it. ):
I have spider phobia okay.

Okay anw.
We had lunch at Delifrance.
Total bill was $33.50 for the 2 of us. (:
SMART EH.
HAHAHA.

Then Jean joined us, followed by Atiqah, then Filza.
And Keyi and I saw this damn damn damn pretty top at Esprit.
Was thinking can wear that for J1 Bash. But in the end still didn't get it.
Maybe see tmr can get anything first then decide again. hahaha.

Blah blah blah.
Had dinner with Aitqah, Fil and Keyi at Long John's. Saw councillors.
LJS was damn cold.
We were like 4 idiots down there shivering like mad
but we realise others around us don't look like they're cold.
So maybe we're weird. Hahaha.

Then we went to the Open Plaza and Atiqah and Keyi were like 2 idiots playing that swinging thingy. HAHA.
The place was filled with small kids.
And Fil was wearing MERIDIAN PE TEE.
Everyone were looking at them two spinning and spinning and laughing and laughing.
Damn malu. lol.

Yepyep. (:
I'm tired.

And.
I'll be having the room to myself tonight.
Coz my brother's staying overnight at his class chalet!
Ehh. Good right. I mean he gets to stay out at P6 when I only got to stay out myself when I was Sec 2.
Ohwells.


Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try

My mind's unweaving/ 8:49 PM

Friday, November 9, 2007
Ehhhh.
Today was a boring day.
I stayed at home.
And errr.
Rotted.
HAHA.

Woke up at 10plus.
My daily waking time can.
Oh wait. Today was considered early. lol.

Sigh sigh sigh.
I need more entertainment in my life.
Let's see...
HAHAAHHA.

This is such a meaningless post.
Gah.
And it's only like 9pm now and I think my eyelids are closing soon.
):

So many things on my mind.
Just that I don't wanna think about it.
Maybe running away from all these crap is a good idea for now.
Maybe when I finally want to face it, then I will.

I think I'm missing somebody.
But I can't excatly figure out who.
Maybe maybe maybe
I'm missing a lot of ppl at the same time.
you YOU or you.
Who arh who.

My mind's in screensaver mood.
I wanna get away from this rubbish place you know.
Gahh.
I WANNA BE AWAY FROM MYSELF AS FAR AS I CAN.
Lol.
I think I'm such a rubbish person.
Coz I myself don't know what I want.
If you know, can you please tell me.
Haha.

Where do we go
Where did it all crash
When did it start to fall apart

My mind's unweaving/ 9:03 PM

Thursday, November 8, 2007
My cousins just went home from my house.

I slept like a pig today.
From ytd 9pm plus to today 11am.
Then after breakfast I slept again all the way to like 2pm plus.
Smart ehh. Was feeling damn tired.

Then my relatives came my house.
Talked and everything.
Watched SECRET for the 8th time.
Zomggg.
Coz jm hasn't watched yet.

Then jm, Ger and I talked in my room.
And we started talking about the childhood days when we're like so childish.
You know. Last time we used to quarrel a lot. Like me and Ger will gang up on jm, or jm and I will gang up on Ger. HAHAHA. Cold war like that. Damn funny.
And we used to play stupid games like...
PRETENDING TO SWIM ON MAHJONG PAPER. LOL!

And today I digged out this chatbook we had last time. Between Ger and I.
Shall write one part here:

Me: Do you like jm?
Ger: DON'T LIKE!
Me: Do you like me?
Ger: I LIKE YOU VERY VERY MUCH!
Me: Why you like me don't like her leh?
Ger: Because jm eyes is very small but your's is big.

That's just for laugh.
I seriously laughed like hell when jm read out that thing.
To think we were that childish.
The last line was damn hilarious.
Also don't know why we used to always pick on jm. HAHAHA.
But but but. We've grown up already and of course think rationally now lah!
SOOOO. I LOVE ALL MY COUSINS VERY VERY MUCH. (:

J1 BASH...
I GOT NOTHING TO WEAR.
And I'm so so so lazy to shop. ):
WORST TO WORST,
WE DON'T GO YEA.
HAHAHA!

Still feeling rather sick.
Where's my guardian angel.
Come out come out wherever you are. (:


If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.

My mind's unweaving/ 9:53 PM

Wednesday, November 7, 2007
PW IS FINALLY OVER.
OVER OVER OVER. (: (: (:

Went library today to complete the GPF.
The whole class turned up laa. Hmmm. But ppl like WUSUAN was late!! HAHA.
And poor Wuss. She held the responsibility of printing Jean's and Cheng Yew's I&R. So delayed their handing up. Hahaha. So funny laa. Everyone clapped when she came.

So our group was the first one to complete filing our GPF.
Were so careful in the labelling. Coz Kang Li wrote and gay helped to count the pages. And Dan, GY and I were like beside and counting together. Even Ms Pang says we're so meticulous at this and we looked so cute. HAHAHA.

And and.
I love love love my GPF. (:
HAHAHA. I don't know why. But maybe it's coz it's our hard work for like almost the entire year.

To MJ049: Thank you my darling group mates who have been quite cooperative throughout this course of PW. HAHA. (: I think our group is quite fun to be in (as compared to other groups). And thanks thanks thanks to all your hard effort put in and all your help to make this a successful one. Though I haven't been a good leader, but thanks for bearing with me and everything. Haha. (: Whatever results we get back next year, we just have to bear in mind that it was the best that we gave.

The scene in library was so funny laa.
Everyone were crowding in it and making lots of noises.
And and:
BENT. 2 BOND PAIRS, 1 LONE PAIR. (:

Went JM's house after that.
Then we phoned Ger to come down and she was like so on and immediately came down. HAHA.
Went Orchard after that. Watched The Game Plan
Coz the cinema was like quite empty, we kept talking to each other loudly. And everyone were like staring at us. Bet they're thinking it's 3 idiots's first time watching movies.
But of course not. lol! Just super high that's all.

Then then then we headed the Far East to SHOP.
Spent 2hrs plus there can. Goshhhh. Walking round and round and round the same old shops, up and down the stairs.
Was so tired after that. Kept complaining feets pain. lol.
Yepp.

And now.
I'm officially SICK. ):
Thank God OP over liao then I sick.
Felt so weak just now when walking around.
Almost died can.

But it was nice meeting up with them.
Especially Ger. So long never see her liao.
Yepyep.

I can't think properly now.
): ): ):
I better go rest soon.


I never saw it coming
I should have started running a long long time ago

My mind's unweaving/ 8:41 PM

Tuesday, November 6, 2007
I just came home an hour ago.
Tired tired.

OP is finally over.
Ohmy.
It's like....
Super scary.
I was shaking like hell and I could hear my heart thudding when it was almost my turn.
I'm not kidding I tell you.
It was like damn loud my heartbeat. HAHAHA.
So drama.

Then went up and present and I was shaking.
After awhile calmed myself down.
But I don't know how I did.
Just presented and survived through the 5 mins.

Q&A was rubbish.
My questions were rubbish.
Stupid stupid.
"Can you please explain the link between Piaget's theory and Teach Less Learn More to us again?"
WTH.
Luckily I know my part well okay..
If not I die.

And after our presentation, my group was allowed to go off coz we're the first group.
I wanted to sit in for my other classmate's presentation okay.
Stupid stupid.

Oh.
And gay nearly gave us a scare this morning.
We were supposed to meet at 7am. And until 7.15am he hasn't shown up yet.
And Zhu Song said gay left the hostel even before him and yet he's still not here.
So I called him several times... and no one picked up the phone.

Me: Ehh. He got car accident arh.
Kang Li: Why you curse him!!
Danial: We need his laptop!! We just go to the accident scene and take his laptop laa.

Turned out he forgot his entry proof and went all the way back to get it.
Poor guy. Wasted money on taxi fare. But luckily luckily. Nothing bad happened to him.

Hmm.. OP's over and I didn't really felt high over it.
In fact I was feeling quite sleepy. HAHHA.

Slacked ard in school with Fil and Cheng Yew, waited for Jean then we went KFC.[CY was waiting for Melvin they all laa]

BLAH BLAH BLAH.
So the bottomline is.
After Fil's Chiangmai briefing [WHICH SERIOUSLY BROUGHT ME TO SLEEP] we met up with poor Atiqah who came all the way to school yet had to wait for us. And and and. Wei Ting also came along with us to White Sands. (: (:
She's so cute laa I tell you.

And Seng Yong came to join us after that.
He's supposed to treat Fil, Fad and I Ben&Jerry's ice cream.
But Fad can't make it and we have 2 more other friends popping out. HAHA.
Crapped in the library, played 7-up, then went to have dinner at Macs.

HAHAH. Laughed like siao.
Tkgs girl, tkgs boy, etc. etc.
[Inside joke]

In the end.
We decided to be NICE, and made him treat us all MACS ICE CREAM ONLY.
NICE RIGHT.
hahahaha!
(: (: (:
Sat down there and talked and blah.
Hahaha.
So fun laa.

Bus-ed back with SY.
Caught up and everything and yep.
Life in poly seems tough.
And and
Thanks for walking me over that bridge to take the bus home when you could have just went home from where we alighted instead of having to cross back again.
(:

Stupid GPF tmr.
Arghhhh.
I think my throat's hurting. ):



And this is the best photo I can find of us. Actually there are really really v. limited photos of us coz we seldom camwhore together.
Sooooo...
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY AGAIN EVE! (: (:

My mind's unweaving/ 11:18 PM

Monday, November 5, 2007
EH. EVELYN IT'S LIKE... 12.10AM AT YOUR SIDE RIGHT.
SO...
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY. (: (:
(Treat it as 6 Nov now please)

HAHA.
I know I'm cheating, but then I seriously need to sleep early coz tmr's frigging OP.

OP will be over in...
about 11hours time.
WHEE
OMGOMGOMG
Can you believe it.
One whole year [okay maybe not] of PW's going to end in 11hours time.
I&R's done already. So don't care about it.
Yayyyyyyyyyy.

AND.
Do you know that Jean was saying my group's going to have 4 moderators.
4 moderators plus 2 accessors = 6 teachers.
SIAO.
Zomggg.
I tell you.
I'm going to scream out loud when I get out of the OP room.
(: (: (:

OHYES.
My brother today woke me up early in the morning and said:

Bro: Jiejie. Got rain falling down on me.
Me: Huhhhh. *In disbelief* Are you dreaming.
Bro: Really. Don't believe you touch.

AHAHHAHAHA.
Coz he sleeps below and then it's like below the air-con.
And the air-con leaked.
Poor brother.
Damn funny when he said the rain falling down. HAHAHA.

And this means..
No air-con at night already.
OHNOOOO. ):

My mind's unweaving/ 10:10 PM

ANOTHER 21 MORE HOURS TO GO.
It's like even less than a day.

I'm having mixed feelings.
I want you to come,
yet I don't want.
HAHAHA.
BUT WHATEVER.
JUST COME OKAY.





拆开你曾经写给我的信件
你说你好爱我
一张张我和你泛黄的照片
你遗忘在角落


是你说要我和你天长地久
我烙印在心中

但你身旁守护着你的男人
却已经不是我

说你爱我说你要我
说你永远不离开我

我承认此刻的我懦弱

说你爱我说你要我
说你永远不离开我
这要求是否太多
你难道无法再爱..爱我吗
你难道无法爱..爱我吗

永远是你给的承诺
我却无法握在手中
我和你的情节
是否已走到最后
爱...你还爱我吗

拆开你曾经写给我的信件
你说你好爱我
一张张我和你泛黄的照片
被遗忘在角落

是你说要我和你天长地久
我烙印在心中
在你身旁守护着你的男人
却已经不是我

说你爱我说你要我
说你永远不离开我
我承认此刻的我懦弱

说你爱我说你要我
说你永远不离开我
这要求是否太多
你难道无法再爱...爱我吗
你难道无法爱...爱我吗

永远是你给的承诺
我却无法握在手中
我和你的情节
是否已走到最后
爱...你还爱我吗
爱...爱我吗
你难道无法再爱...爱我吗
你难道无法爱...爱我吗


This song is damn nice.
Hear first time so so only.
But after hearing a few times it gets addictive.
Though can be quite irritating coz the same word repeats.
Thanks LJ for recommending. HAHA.

My mind's unweaving/ 2:43 PM

Hello hello.
Happy Birthday.

My mind's unweaving/ 12:09 AM

Sunday, November 4, 2007
http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g3/bells.htm

Play this damn cute game.
Did I say I loveee christmas.
I don't know why.
Since young like that le.

Maybe it reminds me of...
WHITE.
Snow
reindeers and Xmas trees. (:

The most memorable christmas I had was when Ger and my family went Genting. Think it was... 3 years ago?
Spent christmas there and ohmy. It's like so so fun.
Coz we kept singing christmas carols.
And using the tunes and adding in weird lyrics. Haha.
I love love love my childhood.

Went Bugis just now with Gary, Pris and my bro.
I was saying it feels like we're a family going out together.
HAHAHA.
And Gary's our living ATM machine I tell you.

Pris: Kor I want that one.
Gary: *takes out money* Okay.

Pris: I want lollipop.
Gary: *takes out money* Okay.

See.

OP
is
in
2
frigging
days.

HURRY COME LAH.
I TELL YOU. HURRY COME.
I'm so sick of you. You sickening PW.

After all we have been through
I can only look at you
Through the eyes you lied to

My mind's unweaving/ 10:33 PM

Just reached home.
Yes.
It's like.... hahahaa. So damn late already I know.

Spent the day with my cousins today.
I love them I tell you.
I think they're one of the best part of my life.

Intended to bowl at Tamp Safra with Gary, Pris, Liling, Darren and my bro.
But ended up going there, then went back to TM again to EAT. HAHA.
And Pris's and my mum came and we went Ajisen for dinner.
Damn pig laa. I seem to be eating a lot.
Then then then.
We went JM's house.
But ended up staying in the playground for a long long time.
Talked and everything.
And tried acting as Pris and talking to her friend on the phone.
HAHA.
Damn funny.

Went up and watched tv.
Then JM and I talked about things.
Thanks girl.
Can't wait for next wed.
(:

Yepp.
And now I better go bathe and SLEEP.
You know I woke up at 11.45am today.
I'm such a pig I know.
I bet I'll wake up at like.... 1pm tmr based on the time I'm sleeping now.
I think I need at least 11 hours of sleep everyday. Goshhh. What's wrong with me. I'm wasting precious time. :/

That He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthened with might through His Spirit in the inner man.
Ephesians 3:16


Sometimes in the midst of our trials, we need someone to help us adjust our perspective—to remind us of the remarkable relationship we have with God. (:

My mind's unweaving/ 1:05 AM

Friday, November 2, 2007
OH.
I forgot something.
Do you know that
Atlas Callisto Miranda Phobos Triton
are names of satellites?
Kd pointed out just now.
As said from her Oxford electronic dictionary [Issit?].

HAHAHA.
So amusing.
Okay.

My mind's unweaving/ 10:49 PM

Headache..
Stupid Louis Chua made me play O2Jam with him coz his mood not good and chose this super super super fast song.
Now my eyes are like damn tired after seeing those notes dropping down super fast.
Now I feel like smacking that idiot.
He said his mood not good that's why I played with him. Then now he's making me guess whether his mood is good or not. And he won't tell me whether his mood is good or not.
Okay confusing.
Eh that makes a difference can. If his mood is good in the first place, then my headache is not worth it. Cheat my feelings only.

Alright.
Had OP dry run in the morning,
then met up with Sab after her OP.
Went East Point to meet Sj.
Talked and caught up. (:
Then we waited in the rain for Kd.
HAHA. No laa. In the sheltered area but the rain kept splashing in.

Yepp. And Kd finally came and we went KFC for late lunch. lol!
Shopped ard and everything after that.
Tried on clothes and laughed like siao.
Whee.
And and.
We stayed in this stupid shop for a long time and finally decided to buy this stupid thing which Kd wants a lot. HAHAHA. Madness I tell you.
FS = Free size? Or Freaking Small?
HAHAHAH.
Damn funny.
Inside joke.

And we shall have our (theme to be decided again) outing someday.
And then walk around Orchard Road and scare ppl.
HAHA!!

OP in... 4 more days?
HAHA.
EH HURRY COME CAN.
I want to be rid of you!


永远是你给的承诺
我却无法握在手中
我和你的情节
是否已走到最后
爱...你还爱我吗

My mind's unweaving/ 9:23 PM

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ATIQAH!!


WOAHH.
I think this is the first time I stayed up this late to blog about someone's birthday!
HAHA.

You know.
I don't think I ever noticed you around back in tkg.
BUT BUT.
When we came to mj,
it's like... Waa.
Suddenly become such good friends!!
Must be the art of common topics like....
you-know-what.
HAHAHA.
So may our friendship grow grow and GROWW.
Don't worry about next year alright girl,
we'll still meet up often!!!! (: (: (:

So...


This is super last minute.
HAHA.
Fil's head was cut off. Not my fault alright. It was already like that.
So I decided to just use this pic. (:

Yepyep.
All the best for OP and..
HAVE A HAPPY SEXY SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY. <3

My mind's unweaving/ 12:02 AM

Thursday, November 1, 2007
Today's the first time I went VivoCity's GV.
Movie premiere of Anna and Anna. This chinese show.
Waa. The theatre was so pretty. I mean the outside. V. grand and everything.

AND.
The movie started out to be like a horror story.
HAHA.
Damn scary and funny at the same time.
I was like laughing and laughing coz I didn't expect it to be scary.
And my poor brother was covering his ears.
HAHA.
The popcorn was like more than half gone before the movie even started.
I just ate and ate and ate.
I love salty popcorns I tell you. (:

The ending was....
HAHA.
Damn abrupt.
Was waiting for more, but then they flashed:
"THE END"
And I burst out laughing.
HAHAHA.
Didn't really understand the ending that point in time but now I think I kinda get it.
Basically they go one whole big round to tell you that
You can't change whatever you've chose to do in the past?
I think.
HAHA.

OH.
The theme song's nice.
Happened to find it online now.

And and and.
Gay just talked to me online.

Gay: Hey.
Me: Hey.
Gay: Wad's my hp no.?

HAHAHAHHAA.
Stupid Dung.

Was bored today.
So went to photoshop more things.
HAHAAH.


Eh eh. I miss you!!




If only we had a nicer photo of us. HAHA.
So just make do with this. (:


Alright.
OP dry run ourselves tmr.
Pffttt. I was thinking can slack this week.
But no. haha!
Sleep. (:

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

My mind's unweaving/ 11:20 PM

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