Went airport today to study with Huang Yu, Filza and Fadilah. Met up at like 10am+. Hmm. QUITE productive lahh. If you compare to ytd, which I only stared at gases notes for 9 freaking hours and I don't think anything went in. [Was infront of the com] Wa. So scary to think about it.

Though I must admit half the time today we were talking and gossiping and crapping and suaning Huang Yu. HAHA.


In the toliet. We were trying to compare heights. From tallest to shortest. HAHAHA. Filza was trying to act tall. So don't trust the photo. Oh. And HY kept insisting how gorgeous she looks.

Parked ourselves at some cafe table and proceeded to mug. [without buying anything from the cafe coz Fad says she has done that before.] Ended up talking at some point in time and we came up with a rule of how the next person who talks about sth irrelevant must buy chips for us. HAHA.
In the end we still started talking crap. Hmm. Random stuffs like how HY's new haircut costs $20+ and how it would have cost $95 if you let the owner of the shop cut. Madness. Imagine yourself paying $95 for a haircut. Talked bout lots of other things. Gossiped as well. Damn hilarious.


Right: Fad was telling us how nice this lotion smells. And the label says: "Proven to help babies sleep better" Funny eh Fad.
Left: Things our dear fadilah bring along to the airport. All kinds of funny lotions and even muscle ache cream. HY was saying she's like going to the jungle. HAHA.


Left: Huang Yu's 'remote control' like handphone. YES. It's a handphone. Damn cool right. Like some remote control. And it's so funny to see her on the phone. Coz it'll look as if she's talking to the remote control. And her hp has no vibration mode. Coz "It's too big to vibrate already". HAHA.
Right: In case you don't know what that is, it's the small round table I had to share with Huang Yu to study. I'm NEVER EVER going to share a table with her anymore. Like seriously, she takes up more than half the space, and she can just throw her notes on my fulscape paper [which I'm using] halfway, AND she vibrates the table so much with her writing. As in. She writes super hard. HAHA. Gosh. Pure torture.

Filza also kept complaining how the plants around her are annoying, coz they keep poking her? Like being in a forest. HAHA.


Fil in the forest.

Sitting down to talk is so fun. At one point we were so stressed up coz we were practically struggling with different topics we were doing, but after we talked about random stuffs and everything, it felt so much better. Like all the stress just disappeared. Amazing. And talking is really really nice. After promos we should just find a group of ppl, sit down, and talk. (:


And we left at like 6.30pm. Wa. From morning till evening. It was fun. I miss all my friends. (:

Just received an email from Eve about updates on her life in Australlia.
And sth she said really made me think a lot:

"Erm, I wanted to post something on my LJ in response to Fel’s entry on how fragile a relationship or friendship is but obviously I hate writing essays so I gave up. If I have the time, maybe. Basically, I just wanna add on that ‘friendship’ is not as fragile as you think. It is how you perceive it and what you do to preserve that bond. Don’t tell me you guys have never thought of people you haven’t met in ages. I am sure everyone does. Whenever I have nothing to do, I would start thinking of all the friends and people I have met so far. No matter how many times I heard rumors about some of them, I do not find myself changing my opinions on them. I am sure if you just say ‘hello’ to one of your friends on MSN who haven’t talked to you for ages, the past experiences that define your friendship will rush back to you.

Really, I have told you guys many times that I haven’t met anybody here that I can relate to like you all. Hence, I sometimes feel kinda lonely especially since you guys are busy with school work and stuffs. I felt really neglected and started to doubt if I still play a part in your lives. ...... I thought the bonds I had with these people are different to the ones I shared with you all. That’s why, I felt really comforted the last few weeks when I had a chat with Fel last week and received email from Stella last weekend. ........ ‘Friendship’ is not fragile, it is long lasting. It is just up to us to approach the person and start a conversation because we all tend to wait for the other party to approach us first. I am sure you guys have similar experiences before.

Friendship that last without exchange of words are rare, the friends I have came across that share such a bond with me is probably you guys. ..........

K sorry if this does not really relate to your blog post. I can’t remember it very well but I remember feeling strongly against your post. I don’t see why you are being so emo about it. Haha. If you aspire to be a psychologist, you must always keep a positive mind >3 "
------------------------------

HAHA! I wasn't really emo lahh. Just stating what I felt. And hmmm. I think my post was more about like.. How one mistake can affect the whole relationship. That's how fragile it is. But then again, what you said about friendship is true as well.

After reading Eve's email I felt kinda... hmmm. Sad in a sense. No, I'm not being emo. More like being sad for her. Like how she's all alone out there and trying her best to adapt when she doesn't have friends like us whom we can trust and confide in around her. And yet ppl are like complaining about how sucky life is. And how I always say that I feel lonely and everything when she has more of a reason to feel so. We ought to be ashamed of ourselves.
I've always felt that Evelyn is is one optimistic girl and she always strives to do her best and I rarely see her being sad. Still rmb the last time when I was so so depressed in Sec 3 that I actually cried during recess. And that afternoon I was supposed to go her house [for fun]. She knew I was sad, and she lent me 'Full Metal Panic Fumoffu' VCDs to bring home and watch. She said it'll make me laugh. THE POINT IS, she's always there when I'm down and everything and never fails to say things that motivates me to think on the bright side. Come to think of it, Eve really is a brave girl.
And I still rmb how I always thought I'll cry [coz I'll miss her] when Eve flies off to Australlia. And I missed her already even before her departure date. Still rmb how I smsed Stella [Issit?] that I miss Eve already. lol.
Though I don't usually say to her that I miss her, but deep in my heart I still do. Even though a person may not show it, doesn't mean the feeling is not there. And I know she has left footprints in my heart with all those memories and she'll always be a part of my life. This is the same for all my other friends as well. You all are not forgotten. (:

To Eve: Just to let you know that you're being missed quite terribly. Don't feel lonely coz we're all here for you whenever you wanna talk. Emails, SMSes and everything are still tools of contact. I really really miss the times when we walk to KFC for lunch from school and how we'll just spend hours infront of the com at your house watching 'Yakitake Japan' [which I haven't finished watching] and laughing and laughing. The time when we were at your house trying to revamp flyne.net using 2 laptops and the time when we went to your house to record the song for the competition. Not forgetting and all the UVERworld craze you tried to influence me with, and how you keep saying Akira is my husband. HAHAHA. I've been to your house don't know how many thousand times that it has became a habit and everything seem so familliar. Thanks for all the yakuit and chocos. Oh, and I've not been visiting the library as often as last time coz you're not here to go with me.
Even before you left I really know how much I'll miss all these things. I'm sure you'll be able to survive life in UNSW. You're a brave girl and I know you'll really do well in designing. I'm sure of your skills. One day when you become a famous designer/animator/UM. UVERworld manager, do rmb to say in your thankyou speech how much you love tkgs and how much you love me and my singing. [kididng] HAHA! I look forward to you coming back to Singapore. (:

Yepyep. Had this sad feeling just now when I read her email. Teared a little actually. haha. But yea, I'm fine. Thought about Eve in her shoes and kinda understood how she feels and how I'll feel if I were her. And I started thinking about the past and everything. About how happy we were. I know things will never be the same but bonds will still remain.

6 more days to midyears. We can survive. I must stop slacking and really chiong already. :/