Tuesday, July 10, 2007
School today was.. hmm. fine. haha.
Got back the final 2 papers for MYE and thank God I got an E for both econs and GP. Thought I'll like get 5 Us can. haha. Failed terribly for Econs case study though, luckily essay pulled my grades up.
Ah wells. Put MYE aside and focus on the upcoming promos. That's what's that's most important. (:
And oh gosh. Why the hell am I down for physics remedial. HAHAHA. This is so weird. Some other ppl got like 19% and never have to go, but I got like almost twice of that and I have to go. Ah wells. Mr Cha probably loves me. HAHAH. Okay no. But yea, seriously I need it.
Your absence has gone though me
Like a thread through a needle.
Everything I do is stitched with its colour.
W. S. Merwin
This poem I read it before a last year I think. It just came to mind.
The colour of absence. I wonder what colour is it like. Grey? Black? Maybe it's some colour not known yet. I mean.. it's like there, but you don't know what excatly it is.
I find this poem really nice.
Everywhere and everything I do, it just reminds me of you. You're just there, in the deepest corner of my mind. Even if I don't show it, there's not a single second when I'm not thinking about you. But I don't know if it's the same for you as well.
You know it really brings a smile to my face whenever you take the initiative to text me a sms, because I know you still care about me. I badly want to msg you today when we've not talked for the whole day, but I just think that maybe I'm being a hindrance and that maybe you don't really want to talk to me, so I just control and try my best to ignore my phone and not think about it. But still, you didn't msg.
Maybe we're drifting, maybe you're getting tired of everything. And sometimes I just wonder how do I carry on living my everyday. Putting it simple, I have no idea how to.
My mind's unweaving/ 5:05 PM
