Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Seriously, the only book that never fails to make me cry is my written diary.
Just looking back at those words seem to be like putting a dagger into the heart. Just in a short period of 2mths plus, words that seemed so sweet and beautiful all turned into a pack of lies. All in an instant.
This is how fragile relationships can be.Why do happy things never seem to last. And if it was this case, why in the first place even bother to say those words about "forever and ever"? It seems to be always the case whereby the person I'm so sure who won't hurt me ends up to be the one betraying my trust in the end. Know how much this hurts.And all you can do is to keep saying "sorry". Like it helps. Actually all I want from you now is so so simple, but yet you just can't seem to know what is it that I want. Sigh. I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song.
My mind's unweaving/ 7:06 PM