Today's 070707.

So cool.
HAHA. okayyy.

Well, guess I'm so bored now. Supposed to be doing econs e-learning, [Yes I haven't done it yet] yet I'm like surfing the net and blog hopping. Sigh.
When will I ever start studying hard. Argh. So many distractions, so many things on my mind.

As I went blog hopping, I began to wonder why some couples can just hold on to each other even when things went bad and everything. And they always seem to be given the chance to work things out again.
Yet, till now I still don't know if what's going on now is best for everyone. Maybe, maybe not. All I know is you've given up on me all too fast. You didn't even try to work things out. Just simply end things and tried to push them away.
As for what you said about the future, the more I think, the more it seems like it's some scheme to you to just get out of everything now. Whether it'll really happen, I don't know. Whether your love is really true, I have no way of proving it. Sometimes I just don't know what it is that you really want anymore.

Place me like a seal over your heart,
like a seal on your arm;
for love is as strong as death,
its jealousy unyielding as the grave.
It burns like blazing fire,
like a mighty flame.

Many waters cannot quench love;
rivers cannot wash it away.
If one were to give
all the wealth of his house for love,
it would be utterly scorned.

Song of Solomon 8:6-7


But whenever I read this passage, I'll feel hopeful. I don't know why. Maybe it reminds me of how true love should be like.
And to be honest, I really really want to believe in your love. Yet there's this constant worry and fear that my trust will be betrayed again.

Ah wells.
Back to econs. Argh. :/