Coz all of the stars are fading away

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Woke up at 7.30am today. Then I still felt so tired that I fell asleep on the sofa. And crawled back into bed and slept for another 2hrs. HAHA.

I don't know what's happening now.
My mood is like up and down. And seriously there's like a super drastic change ytd. I was writing my written diary. One minute I'm emo-ing, the next I was flaring at the pages. You should have seen my handwriting. From so neat to like.. HAHA. I almost broke my pen.
Scary.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up then tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you

I don't know what's wrong with me. Guess I just doubt if you'll really still feel for me after so long.
Why is it that you must do this to me. Till now I still don't understand.
Are you really happy now? Why not just follow your heart and go for what you want.
Guess I'm still holding to that faint ray of hope. For you to turn around, to say you won't leave me. I don't want to beg you anymore. Coz I know I'll just be disappointed again. Why issit that all along I listened and followed everything you wanted, and just for this once I said "please", but you wouldn't even hear me out and ask what issit that I really want.
Guess my views aren't really important. Guess I'm not really important.
If one day you abandon me, I'll not be surprised. Ppl are all the same. I thought you were different, but apparently not.
------------

AND OMGGG. There's elearning for GP?! WTHH. Argh. I'm so dead. :/

My mind's unweaving/ 11:02 AM