Ytd was a horrible night.
Waterworks and everything.
Didn't know how long I cried.

Finally got to sleep, in the end woke up at 2am and cried some more. Called Stella finally and she sounded so awake even though I woke her up.
And she listened to me cry and then entertained me with her stories. Hung up after 20mins and I just lied on the bed. I have no idea how long it took me to finally sleep. Maybe about 4am or so.
So in the end I only slept like 4 hrs.

Woke up looking so horrible and everything. Eyes were damn swollen. Went school and acted like everything was okay. Until Fil mentioned during morning assembly that I looked like I cried. Then I just broke down. So malu-ing. My first time crying in MJ.

Somehow went through today in school without knowing how I actually felt.
One thing I was certain was that I felt real sleepy and all. Bahh.

Met Shiyu ytd after we did our cip. It was so coincidental. And we just went "Ehhhhhh!" Hahaha.


I miss her loads. Our top scorer. :D


On the day of the interview last Friday. I wanted to go into the train and take from the outside. But.. haha.


Le Dung and I. Act cute lahhh. lol.

Fell down the stairs just now. Gah. Clumsy me. :/

I don't know how you feel anymore. You don't say a word about your feelings. And know what. It feels like you're always in a rush to throw me away. That's excatly how I feel. Guess I'm no longer important, no longer needed. It's like hanging in mid air. Don't know which way I should go. And what hurts the most is that I feel like I'm someone abandoned. This pain is so real, so hurting. But yet you don't do anything to make me feel better.

Sigh.
And I just went out and hit the walls till my hands hurt.
Know what, I seriously don't care if I don't wake up tmr.
And I don't think you care if I do or not either. Since you didn't even bother to reply when I told you I fell off the stairs.