Gah. I hate this feeling.

Phy SPA today was... okay I guess.
Pretty mind draining actually. After I was done I practically didn't even feel like checking through even when I was left with 5mins. It's just so tiring.

And madness. Zhu Song finished his experiment like super super fast. I was just about to assemble that stupid thing. 0_0

haha.

Long long day today and I'm feeling sick.
Was sneezing my way through chem extra lesson. ):
Prolly going fall sick soon.
Rate of falling sick = once per mth or even lesser.
HAHA. I bet Eve won't be surprised to see this.

To be honest, I'm looking forward to the holidays.
Even when it means more studying.
But seriously, I can't wait for it to come.
Which means no school.

I used to look forward to school so much. But now I simply dread it.

Maybe this is just a passing thing.
On my way home on the bus I thought a lot.
As usual.

Sometimes I just wish that I can stop thinking for even a second.
It gets really frustrating when you feel a whirlpool of emotions all at the same time.

And I realised I really don't know how to continue walking.
On the edge and don't know what else to give.
When all I ask is something so simple.
You promised, but it was yet another betrayed trust.

It really sux when you're looking at something crumbling down and you have no frigging idea what is going on. And the other party just won't speak or just doesn't take you seriously. To put it simply - couldn't be bothered.

Tell me what am I supposed to do.
Tell me what you want me to do.

I should just vanish.

Loving someone who's in a rush to throw you away-