Hmm. Haven't been blogging.
Didn't feel like typing for the past few days. lol.

Went for CIP on Sunday.
Woke up damn early. Went ECP.
Blahhh. Were road marshalls. So in the end we walked like 3km down to position ourselves. One person every 100m. Felt like a tree. I was stationed at the turning point and luckily Li Fang is somewhere near.

And ppl were running from all different directions and I don't know if I was supposed to direct them so I just didn't care. In the end turned out that some ppl ran like 10km instead of 6km. HAHAHA. But not my fault okay.

Blahh. Met Abah for lunch. Along with Filza and Jean. Went to the nearby food centre there. The place we chose was nice. Near the wakeboarding site then can see ppl wakeboarding and the waters were so so nice. lol.

I miss Abahmummy.
She's as black and as loving as ever. HAHA.
And I was telling Filza. That even though we haven't seen Abah for so long, yet it didn't feel weird. And she agrees too. (:



Fil. Abah. Me.

Hmm. School's boring this week.
Oh gosh.
Thank God I survived it.
And Mr Cha counted for us. We're left with like about... 11 school days before promos. The rest are holidays and study leaves.
Freaky?
Hmm. I'm still feeling unmotivated.

Stayed back in school just now to "complete" maths vectors 3 assignment. Gosh. I know nuts about planes can. I wonder how I even survive through every maths tutorial.
And Fil and I completed differentiation assignment way ahead of time as well. omggg. hahaha. So proud of ourselves.

Ytd during compass was about career thingy. And we had to do some evaluation thingy to see which category we're better in and everything. I'm better in Artistic and... what's the other one. The social one lah. Forgot what it's called.
And Mr Cha was asking who got which category so he can read out the occupations for that area.

Mr Cha: Who got (Can't rmb what)?
Cheng Yew: Me!!
Mr Cha: Ohh. Then do you want to be a....
Cheng Yew: *waits excitedly*
Mr Cha: .... Barber?

Damn funnyyyyy lah. omggg. Mr Cha so cute!
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So many things are happening currently.
So many things falling apart.
I wonder what meaning is there to all these.
But I pray I'll find the reason soon.

I wonder why can't we just get along harmoniously together.
Why so many prejudices.
And why ppl make shallow comments about others when they don't even make an effort to understand.
Now then I realise how unaware I am of what's happening around me.
Maybe that's a good thing.

And it doesn't help when all you can say is
"Can't be bothered to _________"
Yeah. Maybe you really can't be bothered with me.
I don't know. That's the feeling I'm getting.
See. you don't even bother to correct my thinking and just told me to think whatever I want.

And oh gosh.
I hate this stupid phrase.
"Think whatever you want."

I wonder why ppl can say things which they don't do.
I wonder how we even ended up in this pathetic state.

I'm so sorry I can't make you smile like others can.