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Omg Louis Chua.
But ya. He's right lah. I mean.
Look at me. I studied chem the whole day. Yet when I sat down to do tutorials, I blanked out.
Partly coz I was lying on the my bed and flipping through the notes and trying not to fall asleep.
But in the end I fell asleep for like 3hrs.
I'm such a pig. ):
Sighhh. I forsee me failing chem.
Ahhh. Organic chem sux. I don't know how to spot the chiral carbons on those complicated cyclic rings.
And I can't rmb a thing about the stupid addition mechanism.
Omg omg omg. ):
And yea.
I realised how fragile life is.
About slightly more than a year ago, my aunt's incident shook us all up.
Such suddeness. Unexpectedness.
I rmb me crying and crying over the phone with Jean over the other line.
And it's quite saddening to know that this world doesn't need anyone.
One person's death hardly cause any ripples in the movement of the world.
Not emo-ing.
Just reflecting.
And then I wonder how many will remember me for long if I'm gone.
Will it even make a difference to them.
Sometimes I just wish you can tell me the things that are bothering you. So I can understand what you're going through. So that you won't have to suffer alone.
So that you won't feel so far away.