Ytd was fun.
Had lots and lots of fun self entertaining ourselves in school.
And had career seminar thingy after school. We signed up for teaching. Not that I want to become a teacher, but I also have no interest in business nor finance advising. Haha.
It was such a happy day.

But today.
There was like 180 degrees change in the mood.
It's so weird how we can get so happy one day then so moody the next.
The ups and downs of life.

Well..
There seems to be some misunderstanding and miscommunications.
But well, why can't we just spend our JC life happily. Instead of that perpetual pessimisim. Why say you hate the school so much when I don't really find any fault in it. Maybe it's the way different people think. They think differently.

And well..
Maybe we're annoying you with our constant rubbish and overexcitment over things you don't have the same interest in. But seriously, we just can't help it. Just like how you like to talk about certain things as well. It's the same logic.

And no.
We weren't thinking of dao-ing you, if that's what you think. We tried to talk, but the replies we got were pretty cold.
And we end up thinking maybe you don't feel like talking.
Misunderstandings.

What's worst is we don't even know what's wrong.
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Hmm. But things seem fine already. I mean. The barrier naturally lifted.
Seriously, I felt a great urge to cry during chem lecture.
Yes, even when I was sitting right infront of the lecturer.
It's just so.. saddening and stiffling.
And you know you don't want a friendship to go off the track just like that.

Well. This is not the first time something like this is happening this year.
And you know, I used to stand so strong no matter how bad it went the last time, simply because I know at least I still have you.

But you're not there for me anymore.

Now it just seems that the road ahead is so dark and hazy.
I no longer know what's up ahead still waiting to pounce on me.
One day my heart may just not take it anymore.

I just pray that tmr will be a fine day.
Relatively short. But there's the horrible maths test.
Oh yes. Today's maths class quiz was a screw up and it sort of spoilt my mood.
mrfrsohfoh gofoandfnddiefie.
Don't bother deciphering. It'll make perfect sense to those who knows the language.
I'm going to pass my maths test.
I hope.

Why must it always rain on me-