Sunday, September 23, 2007
Omggg.
Tmr's promos.
And I'm online.
But arhh. Cannot blame me coz I need to like get my info for GP right. HAHA.
Fil and I are like researching things on Education and Crime and Punishment.
Or rather. She's sending me the info. HAHA
Thanks darling. :D
For now. Throw away everything and mug hard for gp.
And I realised how dead I am for all my subjects.
Physics: I hope I still rmb how to do everything. It has been like... 3 days since I touched it.
Maths: Goshhh. I can't get recurrence, ap gp summation blah crap right. I spent like 4hrs READING vectors ytd and thank God I know how to do. BUT STILL. GAH.
Chem: UMM. I just started reading through today. Organic chem sux. Don't like don't like.
Econs: AHAHA. I better go dig my grave. I haven't started ANYTHING on Econs yet. And Fil says there's a lot to memorise. :/
Never felt so stressed before in my life.
Like seriously.
Olevels was like... ahaha. Nothing.
Ohman.
Please please please. I don't want to get retain.
PRAY HARD.
Used to think that life was sweet
Used to think we were so complete
I can't believe you'd throw it away
Its what you tell me that counts and
you're not telling me anything.
CAN MY MIND JUST SHUT DOWN
EVEN IF IT'S JUST FOR A SINGLE SECOND
COZ ALL IT DOES IS TO IRRITATE ME WITH RUBBISH THOUGHTS OF
YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND STILL YOU.
Argh.
Are you happy now.
AND WHEN I SETTLE BACK INTO REALITY AND LOOK BACK INTO MY THOUGHTS, ALL I REALISE WAS HOW FOREIGN YOU'VE BECAME.
YOU GET IT.
Like I'm missing someone whom I don't know anymore.
And that really sucks.
Coz it's not sweet.
And it should be sweet.
I MEAN. WE DON'T EVEN TALK.
I don't know what you're thinking.
I don't know how you feel.
I don't know what you want anymore.
My mind's unweaving/ 8:59 PM
