Sunday, September 9, 2007
So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the heart again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them.
The Airport has became my 2nd home ytd and the day before.
Was there from 10am-9pm on Friday,
and 8am-7pm ytd.
Delifrance at T1 is amazingly a wonderful place to study.
I love the ambience.
It's like.. everyone's studying as well.
So there'll be a motivation not to slack.
Plus the food there was nice too.
Just that I used up like 30bucks in 2 days. :/
The worst thing is I can't figure out what I spent on.
The best part was.
Everyone was treating as if that place was their homes.
*looks down and see huang yu's feets on the chair beside me*
My wonderful study partners.
Along with Atiqah and Filza. [and even Fil's sister came to join us]
And omg.
Huang Yu is damn smart. She practically knows everything we asked her.
ZOMG.
Or maybe I'm just too dumb?
The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart
And I stayed at home today.
Like how boring.
No nice teabreaks,
no nice air con.
Okay. Maybe the air con there was abit too cold.
HAHAHA.
Poor Fil kept complaining she's cold.
Excatly 2 weeks left. [excluding today since I'm not studying anymore]
And I realised how dead I am.
I have no frigging idea how to do my promos revision packages.
Maths. Chem.
And I haven't done physics yet.
Zomg.
"Let's go dig our graves."This line sounds awfully familiar.
I think I said that before for
Sec 1-3 EOY exam.
Hopefully I'll survive through this horror again.
I must.
Must must.
Just drill this into your mind:
I don't want to wait another year.And.
I don't want another year of PE.
HAHAHA.
This should be enough motivation to keep me going.
And I love those words in brown.
Just seems to be very accurately depicting facades.
I wonder.
Will ppl start to treat others differently
just because you realise
that he/she turned out not to be who you thought to be.
Will they stop loving them?
But.
If this can ever happen,
then that'll be so superficial.
And who excatly did you love in this case.
The nice side of the person?
Love is
loving everything.
The good and the bad.
OKAY.
what am I talking.
Random thinkings.
There's sth I wanna say,
but I can't seem to put it in words.
I had a pretty pretty dream today.
Too beautiful that I didn't want to wake up.
If only it'll happen.
If only.
But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be
My mind's unweaving/ 9:50 PM