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Friday, October 5, 2007
And I'm over always feeling like some hypocrite,
telling you things are ok when they don't feel like it.
But I'm not sure that once your heart gets broken the pieces fit
together quite the same.

So if you don't mind just for a while
I'm a keep this mess
that I call a heart,
here cracked and bleeding in this chest.
Dear God I wish sometimes that we had never met.
Still, I love you anyway



Today was amazingly fun.
HAHA.
Tended the CG booth as well as SLC booth. And walked ard to look at the performances and eating and everything.
I tell you I watched the interhouse dances and dance club dance for like 4 times already can. Including dry run and the actual performances. HAHA.

Watched choir performance in the library.
It feels weird to be part of the audience instead of performing.
And I must say I miss being in choir.
All the songs which makes no sense coz they're in a different language
and all the stupid warm-ups which I don't think I'm using my support properly still.
If Kd was still staying in MJ, I would have continued with choir.
Ah wells.

And so interhouse mass dance competition was fun. At the 2nd try Atlas finally hyped up and I must say I really enjoyed myself cheering and dancing even though I probably look like an idiot coz I can't dance. And this was the first time I cheered so loudly. So proud of myself.
And mass dance with the school was fun. Haha.
At the end of it, Kevan was like calling callisto ppl to gather together and some of us Atlas ppl from our class ran along to the front. And we acted like we were in callisto and joined in their cheer. Though Cheng Yew shouted "Atlas!" instead of "Callisto" at the end. HAHA. So funny.

Went for dinner with the girls at Macs and everone were like so tired.
I drank tons of water today and I didn't go to the toliet once. Amusing right.
And Filza was drinking bubble tea and she said she wanted another cup. And I told her it's not healthy coz it's artificial flavouring they're using. [Or so I assume] And somehow we were talking about getting rid of the flavouring yet still drinking ice blended bubble tea. Jean came up with the idea of..

Jean: Oh. You can go tell the auntie. I want ice blended.
Auntie: [Jean pretended to talk as the auntie] Huh what ice blended.
Jean: Ice blended.
Auntie: HUH.
Jean: I said I just want ice blended!


Get it?
Ice blended with just the ice. So it'll be healthy. HAHA. How lame can we get.
And Fil dared Jean to really say that and she offered to pay her $1.50. Malu yourself just for $1.50. HAHA!

Enjoyed myself today.
And to think I even wanted to pon it coz I wasn't feeling well.
Waterworks ytd. Like some loose pipe. Stupid tears kept coming. So irritated with myself coz that's the only thing I can do.
How pathetic can I get.

I haven't figured out how I should deal with this whole shit.
I just know that it's super irresponsible of you.
And you're being so so so so self-centred.
Now I realise that whatever you do is just thinking about yourself.

Liars.
Betrayed trust.
Shouldn't have trusted you again and again and again.
Why am I so dumb.

I'm holding held on to every little thing so tightly
Till there's nothing left for me anyway

My mind's unweaving/ 9:21 PM

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A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

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