AND so today was the day we carry out our wonderfully planned idea of what to do for Jean's bday. (:

Rushed to do the frame thingy with the guys during recess. Gosh. It was so hectic. Coz we underestimated the size and in the end had to chop up all the messages some ppl wrote. HAHA. Damn hilarious.

The end product. (: >>

Ohya. I was saying. You should see how hilarious it is to see guys writing msges for birthdays and then attempting to design it. All the weird things come up. LOL. I was quite tickled by some of the msges.

Gave her the present after chem lecture. And we malu-ed her by singing happy birthday infront of everybody outside the LT. (:

AND THEN.
We waited for the guys to finish chem consultation with Doctor. And and and. Played stupid games like the Macoroni hitting hand game. HAHAHA. Okay. Just acting childish. And we kept disturbing Doctor. The guys kept asking: Are you leaving MJ?

And he got so fed up that he said: YES. I'm leaving the table now!
And he walked off to the staff room. [End consultation le laa.]
AND. Filza, Jean, Charlene and I kept shouting "DOCTOR" and "RAHMAN" [Charlene called that] to him. All the way when he reached the 2nd floor. Many ppl were looking but heck yeah. Were enjoying ourselves acting stupid. Hahaha.

lol.
After that, we headed to white sands.
Due to some unforseen circumstances, some SMART ppl went to leak out the surprise. And yeahhhh. Not nice liao. Haha.
Practically dragged Jean into the hair salon. And I thought no hope liao. But wow. She actually went in obediently after putting up some resistance. HAHA.

AND Ta-da!
Our birthday present to her!
HAHAHA.

NICE RIGHT.
TSK. That girl keeps refusing to put down her fringe. Hahaha.

And oh man.
Chingay briefing was a waste of time.

Lalala.
I wonder how long it takes to get over something.
I hate this stupid feeling.
Or maybe. It'll always stay with you.




Sometimes you know very well that,
that some things are just gone.
It'll never go back to how it's been like.
And looking at the very same thing now, the feeling evoked is really weird.
And sometimes for a moment, just a moment, it felt as if things were just like the past. It felt so vivid. Yet the next moment it's reality.
Like remembering someone who's dead.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
Can someone please tell me what excatly I'm feeling.
You live in your world, and I can't follow.

And.
Everything's too late you know.
Too late.
I'm going crazy.
I want to cry.
The answer is obvious. Very obvious.
You don't need me.
And someone else needs me more.

End of emo session.
As I've said, what is right is obvious.
It takes time yeah.
I'm not going to ruin it a second time.
On a happier note, IT'S ONLY 3 MORE DAYS OMG. (: (: (:

Gosh. It's a wonder how a girl can have such extreme mood swings.