Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Warning: LONG post ahead.Block tests are finally over. (: (: (: (:
(See. I knew it. I'm so slow. I take like a few hours to register that it's over then I'll be jumping all over the house only in the night. Haha.)
I'll be happy if I get at least 40 for maths. YES. That's how bad I'll get.
Me: The most I can get for maths is like 35?
Le Dung: HUH. So high arh.Haha. We're all in this together.
Maths was seriously sucky. I totally skipped the AP GP question. Didn't even bother reading coz I didn't study that topic. Plus all the others which I left blank. Gah. Chem was dumb. I don't know why I can't do those stupid solubility crap. Didn't study. And I can't remember the stupid mechanism. Haha. Alright. Alright. It's over.
Went TM with the girls and guys after that.
Damn funny. Everyone were in a cranky mood. And Jin Jian was being damn lame and he and jean kept bickering.
JJ: You know my mum very funny leh. She called me at 5.15 and told me to be home by 5.
LOL.
Just read Ger's blog AND yeah I just have to make a comment about her statement. Haha.
"some guys will really do their best to make it for a girl . but some just wont or majority . i thought this was what i'm only thinking . but it proves me wrong . everyday a girl is WAITING for a guy to give her surprises . and the worst is the guy noes but he dont do it . or even when the girl ask the guy to do it, the guy still wont . & i think guys should really think how the girl feells ."NOT TRUE. Haha. At least that's not what I want and not what I'm waiting for.
Because all these won't last right. Sweetness will fade. What's most important is understanding and everything practical. Something that will keep it there for life. Maybe once in awhile of sweetness is nice but even if there isn't I find it alright. Coz every little things is considered sweet enough. No? Then isn't it time to consider the basis of your love. If it's just built on sweetness or what. Ever wondered what will happen once the sweetness fades as time goes by? Will the love be still there. Will you feel the same for the person.
And well. If understanding comes with sweetness, then it's a bonus right. If it doesn't, then well. Maybe it's just your luck. Or it's just meant to be. Haha.
And in response to JM's entry.
JM: Hey girl. Don't stress yourself too much yeah. It's good to be consistent with your work. And yeah. You can still play and work at the same time. Don't be like me. Played through my J1 years. Haha. And let's say I'm suffering now. Especially for maths. Charlene. 10 questions a day. Hahaha.
"If you had the chance, just one chance, to go back and fix what you did wrong in life, would you take it?"
Was at
times just now and read the sypnosis of Mitch Albom's book.
For One More Day. And it really set me thinking. If you're given a chance to unwind time, what would you have changed. Regrets are the scariest. I think it's the worst feeling you can ever feel. It'll lead to sadness, then anger then yeah. You feel awful all over. It's inevitable but we learn along the way. Life is too short for regrets yeah.
I don't know what's wrong with me these few days but I think there's really something wrong with me these few days. I've no idea what I'm thinking and I've no idea WHY I'm thinking that. You know. It's like haunting you wherever you go. Just that you can do nothing about it and let it play and play and play.
Maybe it's just one of those days.
Sometimes I wonder if it's just only me or..
Just leave that hanging.
There's no way I'll know anyway. And what difference will it make.
I want a photo album.Then I can take all the pictures in my head
put them in the album
and close it.
My mind's unweaving/ 9:09 PM
