And so I spent my entire day SLEEPING at home.
No school.
Had throat infection.
Nice nice doc gave me 2 days MC but in the end I did go school today.
Yepp.

Hmm.
And so just now on my way home from dinner at grandma's I was thinking about the scholarship talk earlier at compass.
And well. It got me all afraid of the future.
Like how much I'll miss JC lifestyle.
And how uni will be like for me.
And IF I'll even get into a uni.
And whether I should live in a hostel.
And if my room-mate will be nice.
And if I'll fall sick like once every month, but this time far far away from home.
Argh.
Don't you hate it when you have so many questions and there's no answers?
Haha.

Okay. So I should just stop thinking about all the uncertainties right. Like... So what if you keep thinking about it. Might as well use the time to WORK ON YOUR STUDIES.
Yes I should work on my studies. Gahh.

Oh. And just now on the bus there's this super annoying guy behind p[with his friend] who keeps singing and singing like he has the most wonderful voice in the entire world. Gosh. Then this small little girl beside me, she turned around and stared at him to shut him up. Next time, unless you're very sure you have a very good voice, please do not create public disturbance. And even if you're sure you have a good voice, it's good to just shut your mouth and don't disturb others yeah.
I may look nice and innocent and whatever, but people who gets on my nerves, you'll be sorry you did.

My throat hurts again. And I'm sleepy.

And you know what.
I realised.
Now, what the hell did I realise.
Oh. that something not in sight you can actually throw it far far away from your mind.
And I guess that's what you do when you want to forget about something yeah. And sooner or later you'll be able to.
It works all the time you see.
At least that's what I hope.

It doesn't matter.
Just continue living your life the way it is.
Gosh. I don't know what on earth I'm talking.
Must be the throat. Somehow it affects your brain as well.
Oh wells.
Random blabberings.