Oh well.
As expected.
E-learning is so screwed up. Loading damnnnn slowly.
What's the use of having specific time slots.
I rather wake up at 4 in the morning to do. Waste of my time.

It took me so long to realise
That nothing's changed
And never will
All these years of standing still

And I realise it's no point thinking and brooding over it when I'm the only one who's doing that. Giving all the things and yet getting all the shit. And it's not worth it. Over someone/something like this it's not worth it. Humans are foolish creatures who can be blinded by things. Maybe because the heart is inside that's why it can't see. I'm so tired already you know. Never have I been so hurt over something. For such a long span of time. That was probably the last straw. Getting a backlash over a joke made.
Nevermind nevermind.
It doesn't matter to you anyway. No significance.
After all there are many substitutes around.
L.C. said that the problem with me is that I know what's the problem but I'm still like that.

It's time to focus. Get your priorities right.
To find the place I love the most. Someone who'll always be there to put a genuine smile on your face. Someone who'll really go to extents just to make you happy and give up anything for you. Who appreciates you, who reaches in and touches your heart. And that's when you feel really warm inside and know that you're not alone. I think that's the first time in my life I'm feeling that way.
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Time now is 10.23.
Got distracted here and there from elearning.
I can't access the last section of chem.
Physics stuffs are nowhere to be found.
Econs is loading damn slowly.
Seeee. We still can access other folders outside our time-slot.
Like wth. Defeats the whole purpose.
I think everyone's giving up on e-learning.
Like nothing's loading.
So much for dumping technology on us and then going off the NTU.