Thursday, May 29, 2008
Woke up at 10 today.
Crap.
I forsee myself wasting my day away.
Argh.
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Down, upset, distant, listless, desparate, exhausted, gloomy, depressed, miserable, powerless, sad, unhappy, vulnerable, weak, alarmed, anxious, apprehensive, cautious, disturbed, fearful, frightened, intimidated, nervous, restless, scared, suspicious, terrified, threatened, worried, distrustful, embarrassed, lost, mistaken, perplexed, tense, uncertain, uneasy, unsure, fatigued, insecure, confused, afraid, blue, helpless.So many words [More though] to describe the feeling of sadness.
Randomess.
Sometimes in life you just feel so helpless, like you can't do anything or have the power to do anything. And that's even more when you must really have faith in the Lord to make things fine. Follow by faith and not my sight.
Wandered off. Maybe the Lord is getting me back on track.
There's so much more I've got to learn.
Ask, and it shall be given you; Seek, and ye shall find, Knock, and it shall be opened unto you
Matthew 7:7
My mind's unweaving/ 11:28 AM