Sunday, June 29, 2008
There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
There's a place in your heart where I used to be
Was I wrong to assume that you were waiting for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me
Cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you
Constant reminder of all the things you get used to
Is there a chance in hell or heaven
That there's still something here to build on
Or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall
I'm wasting my life away.
At the end of the day I'll like ask myself what on earth have I done the whole day, and usually it brings down to 4 words: I have no idea.
But I think it's somewhere along the line like:
1. Wake up.
2. Breakfast.
3. Walk around the house.
4. Phonecall/SMS.
5. Sleep again.
6. Stare at my notes.
7. On the com behind me.
8. Phonecall/SMS.
9. Talk to random people, in particular LC for don't know how long then time fliesss.
10. Dinner.
11. Stare at my notes.
12. On the com again.
13. Talk to random people again.
14. Sleep.
15. Wake up in the middle of the night to receive a phonecall.
16. Sleep.
Argh.
This stupid routine has to stop.
As in the computer nonsense. Look at how much time I've wasted online.
I don't even know why I keep coming online.
Time to stop. Discipline.
Should I keep on waiting or does love keep on fading away
Thinking a lot nowadays.
Don't want to think what I'm thinking.
Disgusted by what I'm thinking.
Makes me want to curl up and sleep things away.
I'm confused.
Hahaha.
(Since when am I not.)
I should just go for brain surgery and have my mind fixed.
There's a light in my eyes but it's too bright to see
And a pain in my heart where you used to be
Guess I was wrong to assume that you were waiting here for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me
My mind's unweaving/ 9:57 AM
